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before this ep i was sure that Sun got rid…

before this ep i was sure that Sun got rid of 'Q' it would be out of anger - ironic that in this ep he is giving him his freedom, cause he understood that 'Q' was suffering & wasn't happy to help people erase others. this was bitter sweet. but as - when Sun requested to be taken out & he was back in the next ep - have a feeling 'Q' gonna come back too. even though given the whole vibe of this BL we might get a depressing end. ***************************************************************************************btw the reaper 'Q' meets in the future is Sun, so maybe him helping Sun change means Sun wont end up a reaper, but how that gonna help 'Q'? or maybe it's Sun's last wish - will reset 'Q's' future???

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given the last meal i was sure Sun was ask…

given the last meal i was sure Sun was ask 'Q' to delete himself - but understandable that he took himself out - putting an end to his suffering. but that is the problem with him he is too impulsive & from the start he should've demanded to understand the consequence's of his request. still there is so much i don't get & i have a feeling like i am watching a show put on stage about a Greek mythology where the language is old-timey making understand a lot of it impossible, even without the addition of analogies & symbolism. i need someone to simplify this sh* t - cause as is i am lost & bored, wondering most of the time am i getting it right & what am i missing... *************************************************************************************************also the convo between 'Q' & the flower/pub shop owner - is he Rain?!? how he connected to Sun's future? was he the one dying & 'Q' came to his bed-side?

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am sure 90% of this is going over my head…

am sure 90% of this is going over my head & i donno if it's cause i can't understand the symbolism of it all, or cause i am not catching the hints that r being dropped - well maybe it's a combination of both. either way it's turn into a really frustrating watch - both leads r either weeping or raging - well Sun more then 'Q' - ************************************************************had figured out a while back that the reason 'Q' showed-up at Sun's was cause he happened to drop into that weird flower-shop & bar combo. something was off from the word go & idk what Sun was singled out but he was & this "gift" was more a punishment then a 2nd chance at love - maybe if he survives the punishment he will be rewarded at the end with love. but considering 'Q' went through a similar fate only to end up as a half cupid that was still suffering maybe not **********************still this doesn't help me figure out what the point of all this is, as not one wish ever gave Sun what he wanted - if anything it progressively got worse. & still wondering after every new wish does the old wish get deleted - cause if this time Rain was the one that got erased, deleting a new human aint gonna help bring him back - no??? like i said i am confused

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another ep that was insufferable to sit through...…

another ep that was insufferable to sit through... Rain deleting himself is on Sun's head - like i've said, u can't just erase someone without it having a ripple effect. u don't know how many people they "touched" & how their lack of existence will change the path of the peoples lives that r left behind. so Rain not having a supportive Min was the reason for him giving up on life - but will Sun realize he is to blame? nope - he rather attack 'Q' who is walking around guilty, cause of the person that loved him when he was a human & is projecting it onto Sun. ******************************************************************************personally wish he would snap out of it & smack the living sh*t out of Sun. cause he as been warned from the start & every time (before granting the wish) 'Q' keeps trying to drill the basic fact that Sun is playing god & doesn't know what the out come will be. very frustrating watching both Sun & 'Q' have moronic conversations that don't tell it like is.. they rather throw a pity party for each other ugh

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Sun is annoyingly stupid, it's getting…

Sun is annoyingly stupid, it's getting so tiresome him blaming 'Q' after every request is fulfilled, when 'Q' keeps warning & trying to educate him about the dangers of his wishes, yet he acts like a bleedin moron & refuses to listen. but afterwards - without fail - he blames 'Q'. ***********************************************************************************************************like what does it take for him to realize that every human he erases has an impact on the lives of not only of Rain & himself, but so many other people around them & their deletion means they not there to either put people in positions that guide them down a certain path. but Sun's brain doesn't work, i guess - ugh! *******************************************************************he deleted Mek & what? Rain didn't remember him cause he wasn't heartbroken & didn't need to nurse a drink or need a should (Min's shoulder) to cry on. this time he deleted the "shoulder" so even if he was heartbroken, he could go to another bar or seek someone comfort else were... but the dude refuses to think about the consequence's of his wishes - he's just great at blaming 'Q' - wish 'Q' punched him in the face when he started that sh*t.

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idk why either sob story made 'Q'…

idk why either sob story made 'Q' re-offer the option to "take out" another person. i don't get it - Sun is just naming people with little to no regard to who in their lives will get effected & now 'Q' is enabling him?!? even after seeing was a douche Sun was when he was in a relationship with Rain?!? (& no this still doesn't justify cheating). but i get why Rain wanted out - **************Sun is a very self-centered, bullheaded, overbearing person that browbeats Rain when any subject he isn't into, comes up. that wasn't a discussion they were having, he was cornering Rain, not ready to listen to what he was saying - he just wanted to shut him up. little wonder Rain left.. & after that, what does 'Q' do.. deletes another human?!?? ****************************************ironic how it backfired on Sun.. but thinking about the bigger picture & how that effected thousands of people in the LGB community - can't even relish in Sun's suffering ugh. ********************************************************************************btw i kinda didn't get what was the point of the fortune reading for 'Q' - 1st off isn't he supposed to be freakin invisible to everyone but Sun? & 2ndly get the past is either him dying or the death of the one that cared about him, the present is either his being given the job of cupid or the fact he is falling for Sun (which i don't want given Sun's personality - no one needs that headache in their life), but didn't get the future? is it about helping Sun achieve his goal & then he will be a full-fledged cupid? or is it him & Sun falling for each other & that's the happy future that awaits them??? *********************************************side note: didn't get how Rain & Sun ended up together, unless every time he makes a wish the previous wish becomes nullenvoid & then the person he asked to get deleted comes back, otherwise is Mek is still erased Rain wouldn't even be gay - not with the father he got now....?

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this ep was hard to sit through, cause i finally…

this ep was hard to sit through, cause i finally am noticing how stupid & selfish Sun is, 'Q' told him he has 2 options either restart or erase 7 people (i missed the 1st option at the start) but Sun just wants to keep deleting people as if they r nothing, that is beyond evil. they don't just exist in Rain's life, they r connected to so many other people but Sun doesn't care that their loved ones r getting robbed of their existence, all cause Sun has a hard on to get Rain back. ***************************************at the start even i was fine with Air getting deleted & that's cause he took part in betraying Sun - yeah was kind of a mean b*tch not even caring that his father was robbed of his only family. but in this ep, after Sun has erased 2 people already, he can't stop & think what he is doing? why not reset & having the info that he has - try again with that knowledge??? the way things r he is worse then Rain. 8 more ep's to go & idk if i can push through cause Sun is clause about others - who am i gonna root for??? i for sure don't want 'Q' to end up with him & i couldn't care less if Sun & Rain get back together. aish - ********************************so that blow-up was so needed at the end - someone needed to slap some sense into Sun & that's what Q's words did. if Sun doesn't give a sh*t about who he is erasing as if they don't count why should 'Q' watch his words??? that's some much needed truths he needed to hear, maybe that would make him realize was a selfish ass he was being... pity 'Q' tried to apologize.

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One Stars

this plot is getting so complex, i am kinda zoning out. 1st off i still don't get why Sun is so special, that he has the power to delete people at will. if he tried selling his soul or did some ritual, i would get suddenly some demon popping up to grand wishes. ********************************************************************************************************************************& the main point with other worldly beings, is that they lack empathy for humans so they wouldn't care who Sun wasn't erased. cause all humans r the same in their eyes. so i don't get the reaper expecting anything but for a new name from Sun. ************also Sun is human & isn't capable of seeing the bigger picture, let alone he is emotionally involved & his heart just wants to be back with Rain - the fact Rain not worth the headache hasn't even crossed his mind. cause whether it's true or not, Mek cheated or just came up with an excuse, the fact is he told Rain he wanted to break up cause he had someone new - so Rain knew exactly how it feels to get betrayed by the one u love & yet he chose to do the same thing to Sun???? & Sun still wants him back? meeh

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One Stars

before anything have to say some of the actor's here really can't act - idk if it's the directing or them being new to this profession, either way it's hard to ignore. on that note the starting scene between the father & son was tedious for this reason, well that & the fact that i really could care less for a cheater that broke up a relationship. & don't care that they fallen out of love or whatever... Air should've told Rain to 1st break things off - there No justification for cheating! *************************** so didn't care for Air & certainly didn't care about his convo with his father. but later on i understood why we had to get that long ass scene, it's so we would feel sorry for the father, that got his son erased - well call me a mean girl cause it didn't evoke any sympathy from me. **************************************************************************************************************1st off there a ton of people that have families & children only to be abandoned in nursing homes or worse forgotten in a room that's falling apart or even end up on the streets. so the fact u got children doesn't mean sh*t - which btw, as he was encouraging his son to follow his own dreams & further his studies, the scholarship etc... which would mean him living alone while his son pursued his dreams - then who would look after him? the pity party thrown for him, made me roll my eyes - like cry me a river. dude such a moron he doesn't know to look where he is going & not step into a road?? that has nothing to do with being alone - same with inviting a stranger into r home at night, that shows a lack of common sense. ****************************************************************************************************************************************************************think the only character i am curios about is the reaper cupid (what a weird concept) what is his story & how has he come to be, why he chose Sun . wish we had more info on that whole front - as personally i wish he ends up with Sun, but i don't know why he is in the human world so idk if there is a time limit or what

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One Stars

1st ep & idk what i feel - as is this got such a weird vibe to it, like the whole flower liquor show, everyone is kinda off & didn't get why we had to get so much of Rain & the guy he cheated with. guess will have to see more to understand what is trying to be conveyed. *************************************************************************************************************************personally i don't see Sun as overly spoilt or selfish, he hasn't acted as either from the start of the BL - until the moment he met with Rain. if anything Rain is a douche for not just cheating & lying, but also brining the guy he cheated with to his break-up... like who the f*ck does that??? & Sun was justifiably angry, but Air had to balls to try & hit him, cause he's the bad-guy?? really??? & then we had to get that long as interaction between the cheaters, as if i give two sh*ts? really??? not a likeable bunch. ********& as much as i don't give a sh*t if Air exist or not, i don't get why Sun so special that the grim reaper - the angle of death doesn't just visit to collect his soul (as he usually does) but he suddenly offering wishes?!? why Sun different from all the hundred's & thousand's of humans that r equally heartbroken??? & the grim reaper said Sun's decision is connected to his future??? how does/can a mere mortals decision effect an angle??? so many questions.. ***********************************************************side note: if i was Sun the one i would want gone is Rain, he not worth my love if he gonna cheat & then freakin gaslight me. & i think the angle of death is the best looking character so far.

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how ironic that the character that i have…

how ironic that the character that i have come to actively detest is Teh - i can't stand the MOFO & i am getting really tired of watching him & Fah's f*ck, it's starting to feel exploitative - not that i don't get why, as this whole BL is a bit of a drag, so they supposedly adding some much needed spice to every ep. but it just feels wrong. u can't freakin dump a whole bucket of salt into the soup, u need to do it in moderation **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************& read some comments basically talking smack about the Dentist, personally i think he felt something was off with Toh & was over doing it, in the hopes of not just lifting Toh's mood, but in the hopes of conveying his feelings. that's what a normal human will do, for someone they interested in, he over did it cause Toh was like a freakin wet blanket most of the time, giving zero reaction. so the Dentist kept trying. personally i think having to 'baby' someone for 2 months into any relationship would make most people reevaluate wanting to be in that relationship. but he fell hard (i guess) that after talking to Run, he decided Toh was worth the headache & he wanted to put some much needed distance between him & his ex. hoping it would take Toh out of his funk & make him finally notice the Dentist. too much work for an unworthy character IMO, but it is what it is when it's written this way. this whole ep & BL is full of clichés & tropes that r ridiculous... but 1 more ep to go thank f*ck **********************************************************************************************************************************************************side note: from the start been saying that Run the best looking guy here (Fah comes 2nd, sorry) & given his ex was an abuser, i get his thinking Jimmy was the best of the bunch - he isn't - Run should thank his lucky stars & move on, but hey i think Fah should do the same

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idk why 3 eps dropped one after another, but…

idk why 3 eps dropped one after another, but we already at the end & it's kinda frustrating cause as much as i am enjoying myself & loving this, it feels too short & i doubt this feel will change when we reach the last ep. it's like we r skimming the surface & not exploring the depths that could be given the chemistry between the mains & that is disappointing to me. ************************************************************************************************************************************************* this was a very fluffy & fun ep - i love Yo Ki, he is such a loveable fun character, no matter what is going on in his life he has the ability to keep his moral up, even when he is alone. he is such a positive character - he deserves happiness & i am so happy that he finally got someone on his side, not only rooting for him, but someone who demands others respect him - just wish Yang Meng punched that guy that ditched Yo Ki & let him climb the mountain alone. heck i wish someone would break that director's nose. **********************************************************************************************************************also we got some back info about the side story, but there is so little of them that it's another plot that's underdeveloped & a shame IMO.

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