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both the older guys in this BL r such a pain…

both the older guys in this BL r such a pain (in different ways), but Aish ~(>_<。)＼ i wouldn't be putting up with either of them. both Shin & Asuka r totally whipped, to keep coming back for more.****************************************************************************************************************************************with Shu at least it's not a roller coaster - he just tepid & stoic. hard to really read what he's thinking, let alone how he truly feels for Asuka. even the end, him seeing Asuka (helping that girl friend out by duping someone who can't get the message, into thinking she's) now dating him. i can't say for sure what Shu felt. was that jealousy? was that hurt at the betrayal? what ¯\(°_o)/¯guess the next ep will clue me in o(≧∀≦)o****************************************************************************************************************************************but Minato is the main one that is getting under my skin. get he's not 100% ok with the fact that Shin's 11 yrs his junior. but he keeps having conversations in his head, instead of voicing them to Shin. ***********************************************************Shin complements him, thanks him, professes his love to him (not mentioning all the other stuff he does to show his love) non-stop & what does he get in return? weird, rude, quirky outbursts of verbal abuse ผ(•̀_•́ผ) ?? & he's still coming back for more🤦‍♀️ironically what i dislike even more is that Minato keeps pushing him away, treating him rudely/unkindly time & again. & then he gives him a small gesture of hope & kindness pulling him back in. i don't like this - feels gaslight-y to me.****************************************************************************************************************************************would say communication is the key - but the ones that need to open their bleedin mouth, r the older guys that should know better. (╬▔皿▔)╯ugh `(*>﹏<*)′

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this has taken me 3 tries to get to the end(ノへ￣、)…

this has taken me 3 tries to get to the end(ノへ￣、) usually i stop at the (or after the) nurse room scene¯\(°_o)/¯ the oops i slipped & landed on my love interest＼（〇_ｏ）／ is an over done trope, that just make me roll my eyes & cringe. **************plus i aint into the bully to lovers trope. it's totally different from the enemies to lovers trope, where there is a type of equality & feels less toxic IMHO.****************************************************************************************************************************************wont say this was any better this time around. Da Yeol isn't just stoic, he's the underdog (given his background). the fact he's so focused on his training, isn't just cause he wants to succeed for his father, but so he can better their lives. which made this whole ep that much harder to push through. especially when not one adult used their logical brain & just jumped to conclusions (they didn't even try to hear him out). **********************************************************************************him also being naïve (like the juice box incident, or the phone call after giving Tae Hyun his number) makes me feel sorry him even more. cause he seems even more trusting & vulnerable, not someone who can handle a jaded person Tae Hyun.****************************************************************************************************************************************mentioning Tae Hyun, i have yet to dislike a main this much - he not cute or funny. add the friends he like to hang with & they seriously make me see red. & sorry but they hurting so they taking it out on others isn't justified or excusable. Da Yeol being a softhearted guy makes me dread his falling for Tae Hyun that much more ~(>_<。)＼

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unlike others i don't think Won Young…

unlike others i don't think Won Young got angry (at the end) cause he thought Tae Joon forgave his ex, but like with the woodworker female (forgot her name) where just seeing a women with Tae Joon, he assumed she was Tae Joon's crush. here seeing Tae Joon together with his ex (& Tae Joon not acting his usual abrasive self, towards said ex) he assumed they were back together. thus he wouldn't get a 2nd chance, so he gave up & was distancing himself from Tae Joon. so he could mend his hurting heart. he tends to rush to conclusions - but Tae Joon wasn't giving him an open, so i don't fault him ＼（〇_ｏ）／**********************************************************************************************************************************************also now it's clearer why Dong Hee keeps pushing Ho Tae away, he really doesn't want to betray Ho Tae's mother. considering how he got treated by his own parents, he doesn't want Ho Tae's mother to think he betrayed her trust, by turning her son gay (no logic, just emotion). ******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also idk what In Ho is thinking - how obtuse can one be? i guess he's used to hurting Tae Joon & him taking him back in-spite of whatever he does.. so he thought that their relationship would remain the same - dude got one hell of an ego, to think things would never change

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of course (& even though i knew this was…

of course (& even though i knew this was coming) it wasn't a joy to watch, none of this ep was<(＿　＿)>. 1st off i don't like how possessive Tae Joon is, leave him stalking Won Young, knowing where he is gonna be, waiting for him extra.. his removing that girls hand the way he did, was rude & insulting. i don't like people like this, yeah jealousy is normal & even appreciated in a relationship. but there boundaries u don't cross, like when someone says they going on a night-out with friends, they shouldn't walk out of the restaurant they were at, to see u like some weirdo waiting for them. **********************************************& if that wasn't enough dude takes Won Young to the same restaurant he used to go too, with his ex? Won Young told u he wanted to talk about something important - was that a fitting place to have an important = private conversation?!? ＼（〇_ｏ）／********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** but sadly Won Young messed-up too, his friend (the girl) was right, u don't lie in a relationship, for sure don't start off on a lie. cause then it's doomed. & get that confessing to a lie even without getting the backstory, would make things tough. but the sec Won Young asked Tae Joon about the "name" (after the awkward interaction with his ex) that added an unnecessary complication (like why u do that?!?). of course after that u get the backstory which resembles what u more or less did to him & then not matter how much u need to tell him the truth, it become near impossible to spit it out... *******************************************if all this wasn't enough, after u decide to resign & clear everything with the Vice President u still drag ur feet - why? this was a train wreck of an ep (ノへ￣、)

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so guess this season is more from Kiyoi's…

so guess this season is more from Kiyoi's POV, u for sure hear his inner dialogue, something we never got in the previous season. making this a more enjoyable watch, in-spite of the threats of violence (╹ڡ╹ ) ******************************************Hira is the same quirky nut from the 1st season - he's hilarious. always wished he'd grow a spine, but that will never happen. here both Kiyoi & Koyama r trying, but doubt that will occur. ***********************************************************************so glad to see that Kiyoi cares for him, as much as Koyama did(does?) & isn't maliciously trying to take advantage of him, like it came across in the 1st season. ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw was wondering if there gonna be a bad-guy here & seeing Shitara (Anna's crazed fan) think he will be the one ＼（〇_ｏ）／

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i doubt Yutaka even realized what he said,…

i doubt Yutaka even realized what he said, considering his introvert personality - he's just so relaxed among Tane & Minoru he talks comfortably, letting his guard down not over thinking everything that comes out of his mouth (doubt he realizes his own feeling for Minoru) he just feels comfortable, as he has overcome his phobia of eating around other people. but Minoru has fallen hard & he would notice every little thing Yutaka does & says, cause of this... precious (づ￣ 3￣)づ adorable, bewitching BL - Tane is just the sweetest cherry on top (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) ************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************side note: read a comment doubting Rei's motives (i get cause of how female character's r usually portrayed in BL's, people be suspicious of women). but come the frack on, we can be kind, helpful & considerate just for the sake of being those things, without any ulterior motive ＼（〇_ｏ）／.& there r people, women specifically that notice an introvert in class, work etc & feel bad for the odd one out - whether the person is male or female is irrelevant. u just see that one person who is always alone & ur soul can't help but offer ur friendship in an absolutely platonic way - this fact so foreign (^_-)

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both leads r really good looking, but i can…

both leads r really good looking, but i can look at Yuki (playing Kazuma) for ages - he is so damn pretty, really beautiful features cute 1st ep - obviously need more... to know what is what (the description draws a vague picture, but need to get a better idea via the drama), from the little there was in this ep - other then noticing the mains visual beauty, can't say am blown away - still looking forward to the development. ************************************************************************************************but have to point out that scene with Ren awkwardly cupping Kazuma's face - looked uncomfortable & unrealistic (but i usually look for logic) now, if he turned his body & used the other arm (that wasn't close to Kazuma's body) it would be logical a move & look natural. but i am nitpicking \^o^/ *************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************side note - Sanada is the type of character that u know will be the conniving little b*tch that is gonna cause trouble - so i guess will love to hate him `(*>﹏<*)′ ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************additional side note - the teens playing the younger versions of the leads, r adorable

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well, took me a hell of a long time to get…

well, took me a hell of a long time to get through (cause kept pausing) as perusal am the odd one out. know that an ep before the last, there usually is some "drama" that is solved in the finale (guess as this so short, the "drama" took place in this ep, to get wrapped up in a blink by the end). so nothing shocking or new there. ***************************************************************but the watering pot (Amagi ) making a comeback in the last ep, was making it really hard to watch, especially when it was much ado about nothing... ************************************************************************************************************u can't stick to someone (after he told u, he doesn't want his friends to know about u ,cause he wanted u all to himself) of course he will distance u & himself from his friends - he for sure not gonna shoo u away - like use that pea brain, ugh. but u create a situation & then get all weepy cause u feel like ur taking Takara away from his friends - this lacks logic & is frustrating to watch. but get it, they teens so talk of common sense is pointless - still hard to ignore as a viewer... ********************************************************************************************************************************************************so will say what i've said throughout this (as the ones who "save" this ep IMHO) the friends made this BL for me, Katori & Tanaka added some much needed hilarity to the cheesy romance drama & helped make it fun to watch. so cute & all, but a one off

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Amagi's Yoga excuse was hilarious, he…

Amagi's Yoga excuse was hilarious, he really think anyone was dumb enough to buy that?!? lol dude hilarious at times. just like his group of friends, even straight-laced Katori is a bit weird, especially in his interactions with the third guy in that group (whos name evades me at this sec). that's the only minus, i really love the friendship between Amagi & his 2 bff's - wish there was more of them. ************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Tanaka thankfully isn't a triangle, he just think his bff was curious & fooling around. guess he was too, enough to try & make that offer to Amagi - well Takara actually got there in the nick of time, before he could verbalize his offer lolbut it took a sec for Tanaka to accept that Takara's confession wasn't him just pulling his leg, i think he was more confused, as he never saw Takara or anyone in their group as anything other then straight, so he needs time to come to terms with this turn of events - as u do sometimes.

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thankfully an ep without Amagi weeping - also…

thankfully an ep without Amagi weeping - also glad this time around he didn't run away. yeah that was Takara's go-to, but everyone needs to have their mini break where they run & hide. still when time came, they both talked it out, apologized & made-up. so everything ended well with the help of cupid/soulmate/bff Katori ********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw that whole scene between Tanaka, Amagi & those girls was beyond weird. is that something that goes on in Japanese schools?!? this a new type of bullying, where to impress a bunch of girls the guys try & portray BL's scenes?!? freakin weird if u ask me - it would make me uncomfortable to watc, especially when it totally looked forced - that wasn't funny or cute. but i guess we needed a triangle of sorts, which am wondering - why, as both lead r already jealous where the other is concerned, without reason - we need reason now?!? ok, i guess...

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feel bad for kid Amagi, but ironically he…

feel bad for kid Amagi, but ironically he misunderstood his mother. the fact he doesn't voice his fears (even if understandable) r the reason he feels so lonely & unloved. if Takara was just like him, he would also keep quite & slowly they both would drift apart. *********************************************************************************************************************************so hope Amagi grows as this progresses, cause his running away to lick his wounds, instead of dealing with the problem & clearing the misunderstanding will make it clear that there r no wounds to "lick". the crying is just making me roll my eyes at this point - sorry but this the 5th ep with him balling his eyes out & personally am over that. ******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Katori (if i aint mistaken) Amagi's soulmate / bff is a gem.

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hmmm this is sweet & love that we got…

hmmm this is sweet & love that we got more of Taraka's POV, considering he the introvert that goes about his life never emoting. unlike Amagi who wears his heart on his sleeve. heck watching them both, Taraka comes of mature while Amagi is totally immature & childlike. so wasn't astonished that Taraka was the one that noticed & fell for Amagi 1st. ************************************************************************************************************************************************************also love that even though the plot is about the mains, other character's get a time to shine & r not just used as wallpaper or tools to further the plot. *****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************side note: this isn't getting on my nerves yet, but it is starting to bug me how fast Amagi is to cry. get being a hormonal, angsty teen but OMG - the dude is crying in almost every ep & as much as i love him, really wish he would stop - over use of anything diminishes it's effectivity, while when used sparsely it holds more impact IMHO

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Amagi's such a weirdo, a cute one but…

Amagi's such a weirdo, a cute one but still the overacting/reacting was killing me & then the dude out n out calls Takara a pervert to his face, as if he's to blame for what goes on in Amagi's mind & he made him fantasize about them ************************************************************************************************************************************************************but this ep much more fun then the previous one & it keeps surprising me was a goof Amagi is, considering how we saw him at the start of ep 1. he not the same person, which am thankful for - as that dude wouldn't make me want to stick around - while this one totally does. *********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also appreciate that even though Takara's a total tsundere, after the initial blow-up he is showing his hand & voicing his feelings the cold aloof front get old fast. so thankful that both leads make things clear to us even if not to each other

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interesting & glad i pushed through, cause…

interesting & glad i pushed through, cause all the "drama" & angst at the start, without context wasn't doing it for me. neither was the back & forth, was all this happening on the day of the confession?! a week after? a month?!? what was the time line... where after X amount of time Amagi felt, Takara was just playing with his feelings & he felt the need to put a stop to what didn't even start?! & we got that break-up scene at the start. **********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************thankfully the rest was fun & light, the friend groups & their interaction with the mains helped me push-through to the end, let alone want to see more. that was funny especially Amagi's bff's - they such a mood ***************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************maybe this is "laid out" better in the adaptation, but here IMHO the 1st ep was a bit of a mess. hope this get's better plot (logically) progression wise

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am confused and have to say, am disorientated…

am confused and have to say, am disorientated cause i read the comment before watching the ep, so can't help being influenced by others POV's, right or wrong idk - or rather time will tell. ****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************but regardless, this whole ep had a surreal feel to it, given how most of the scenes seemed to be filmed by a soft/blurry lens, making it seem like a dream sequence. the dude in the shop just gifting away stuff, added to this weird ambiance. so was this all Jae Won's imagination, escaping reality and an abusive parent?!? or did his cozy getaway turn into a tragedy?!? *********************************************************************************************************************************************************there was so much happening, but everything was so subtle, that will need multiple rewatches to catch what i missed. but was right in that Jae Won was drawn to Ji Hyun cause he reminded him of his younger sibling (how that converts into attraction idk). not that they lacked in chemistry... **********************************************************************************************what did bother/worry me was the fact that other then a dreamscape, this also seemed like an escape from normal life n reality as Jae Won knew it, but that can't last forever. so was worried cause that wasn't the case for Ji Hyun (who has fallen hard n fast) so when they go back, for him they will be going back as a couple, would that be the case with Jae Won?!? have a gut feeling that isn't the case - but like i keep pointing out, this dude really a mess n has so much on his plate, he doesn't really have anything to offer anyone. my warning bells still flashing

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