and again after another episode i am crying while writing this, and like any other episode, i don't know how to put it in words what i am feeling and what i felt while watching this episode... barth's story was the extreme point for me and after that i couldn't control myself and then they played the ost and i cried even more, their sweet moments makes me cry, their serious moments makes me cry, everything about this makes me cry and i am not complaining.. that religious setting, homophobic household, it hits home, it hurts so bad that i love it, and no, this episode was not slow, everything happened as it should've been, i can watch it my whole life, which i will btw, and would never get bored, i don't want the next episode but i want it too, i need itt!! i just can't find words to write, this makes me feel things i have never felt istg, like pent up feelings which automatically makes me cry, even though i am different and have faced different things than them but it all comes down to religion and homophobia and it hits hard and it hurts so bad, and the way they have portrayed everything, the confusion in tanrak the whole episode, the swings in his actions, one scene he is being lovely with barth, the other scene he is confused what to do, PERFECTION. this is a MASTERPIECE in every way. and i am still crying.
OHHHH I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHH, i want moree😭😭 honestly if i would have someone like jay behind me i would not be afraid of anyone like ten or those creepy uncles
ugh, i have zero sympathy for veha, he is as disgusting as lion, he was fine being a side piece, that too for 1 year, that's crazy, and suddenly in a few hours he is so guilty about all his shit, yeah then give lion a one night redemption too if veha can get it... i can't get over the fact that he was always being an ass to kanit knowing that he is the one dating his cheater boyfriend and never had a fkin thought about what shit he's been doing, and that cheating thing going on for a year makes it even worse, ugh it's making me so mad, no sympathy for veha at all!!
the first half of the trailer i was like omg so cute, but then the second half and i had goosebumps because wth was thatttt, soooo gooooddd!! nobody is doing it like dmd 😭😭
IT WAS SOOOO GOOOOD!!!! the realistic feeling and their acting and the angst, I AM IN LOVE, I AM READY TO CRY WITH THEM, i cannot move on from the pilot, the 100 shots after every scene and that feeling while watching the pilot, DMD IS COOKING SO HARD GUYS AND I AM HERE FOR ITT
ok but this is actually peak, i didn't expect it from a kbl, this type of cinematography, plot and musicc, yeah ik both the killer and cop are not very smart but it works, i am surprised that it's a kbll
when will they release that song? it was used in the pilot trailer too so they must've recorded it ages ago😭(it's…
i don't remember the song from the pilot but it would not be an original song for sure, they use existing songs in their pilots, they don't record new songs for the pilots, i can be wrong but most probably it's not an original song
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and i am still crying.
honestly if i would have someone like jay behind me i would not be afraid of anyone like ten or those creepy uncles