moe

i watched it because i saw a youtuber recommending it, the plot was intriguing and like two days ago i thought i should start it instead of doing my homework lol

i couldnt stop watching once i started it, even in the beginning i also thought azusa and mitsuru couldve had an affair. i guess thats how relationships works, and maybe this misconception of thinking they needed to have something romantic and not just purely friendly. i thought it was weird for them to only see each other once a month in one place and not telling their partners. if you were only friends, why dont tell your husband/wife? it was weird, but i understood they had things they couldnt tell them. i dont think thats wrong, having your personal things is okay imo, for every relationship, even for friendships, but in this case, i think they couldve had talk about this habit of fleeing from mitsuru or having four marriages/divorces before but maybe thats just me.....

im a sucker for romance, so i was waiting SO BAD for itsuki and sakiko to confess to eo, or living together, or even when mitsuru came back i needed itsuki to hit him, at least slap him, too but it didnt happen🥀 (i didnt dislike mitsuru, but yeah i was rooting for itsuki and mitsuru kinda deserved it)

when mitsuru showed his respect for azusa at itsuki's house i cried, i actually cried during almost every episode in the show. it was a really emotional show, i kind of like them, even tho i know i need to watch them when im in a very especific mood, but i really enjoyed the drama.

the end was weird, especially when the bell rang at sakiko's house, who was it? she was clearly waiting for someone, i wish they couldve had just tell who it was, i know the rest of her life (their lives, of the characters in general) is quite obvious, they kept living their lives, i wish they had said something tho... but after all, i cant pinpoint the things the drama lacked, i dont think the pace was slow or fast, maybe the second part was?? especially because in the last episode sakiko decided to divorce and yeah, im happy for her, i kinda needed that ending, but ive never liked when they do that in dramas, breaking up almost at the end, like they want unnecesary drama, im not a fan of that.

however, i think more people should watch it. because of the idea of cheating and death i really thought this would be a completely show, but i enjoyed it, i would probably recommend it ❤️