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watched 29-30 preview ystd plus some ppl saying the change in xiyang... dont hate me but i lowkey still cannot like he... i mean i probably would hv if it were not for the reason she is like that n the first place (someone probably mentioned this alr tho)

paused this because ikr im gonna go crazy if i hv to wait for cliffhanger eps plus ML lost memories... can someone tell me the prgress of ep 29-30 and the preview for 31-32, like if suige got back his memories? thank you 🙏🙏🙏

naurr the preview for ep 29-30 is stressing me out freaking should have know them loving each other in 17 out of 38 eps meant soemthing is definitely going to get in the way later...

haha u were right abt ML losing memories, someone posted a spoiler :')

I knew it was kind early for FSG and FYX to be in love in the drama, something definitely has to get in the way ;-;

I see your point and tbh I like talking to anyone whether or not they have the same views as me, it lets me see from different POVs hehe so thank you for answering and I would never ignore haha I love talking about dramas with people 😆

I agree with you, its just i tend to always side the mains and "hate" the villains of any story even though most of the time they are made into them (and honestly i might even do the same if i were them)... like say if the "villains" are the mains, I would propably side them instead iywim haha...

I do not think xiyang is a vilain, my hate for her is largely because of my personal bias so even if she may have reasons for acting like that (like its because of her upbring), idk I just feel that its no excuse... so like you said, im glad to see her unhappy bc she made her own bed.

also dont mind me replying sm i just like to talk about things i like but no one around me is watching the dramas i watch so i go online and talk haha ;v;

exactly i still hate all the villains for all the shit they do --- the empress, murong yao, pm zhuang... but like it was because of the emperor, like maybe they would have been bad without his doings, but idk i feel like the emperor was a big trigger?

(other than xiyang lol i think its her karma, the emperor was good to her even if was not all truthful but maybe im just biased, but ofc i understand if anyone thinks differently)

guys no one asked but i think im in love with fu yixiao--- smart, strong, loyal, pretty, beautiful, intelligent, kind... I kind go on and on AHH

also kinda sad that the burying scene is not here yet bc im not prepared for when it actually is gonna happen if not now...

I lowkey really wanna see xiyang see her brother and FL being strong and protecting her even if she betrayed them and insulted FYX

why do i feel like most of the villains are villains because of emperor doings...

I loved seeing ML and FL fight each other, but seeing them fight together is even more AHHHH 😍😍😍 and the way FL killed all those with a SMALL KNIFE 帅死了

i love this drama but i swear it only has few good people... ML, FL, ML soldiers. lord ling... oh well makes me love them more 🥹

difference in opinion? I personally love those scenes haha

scared of the person i will become waiting for new eps from 17-19 when im barely surviving on 2 per day HAHA 😭 its gonna take me a while to get over this after if finishes though😿😿

ikr... but i want her to cry and even worse idk why but my hate for her goes beyond those of the villains... sorry if that makes me simple minded and bad haha 🥲🤚

WAIT AS IN THE ASSHOLE BROTHER OF JINGSHI's ?!?? I RMB XIYANG DIED IN THE END TOO

I actually only read buts of the novel for spoilers in between eps so rn i might not be able to tell u fully but i think it was one of the last few chapters after ciyangs death, they (yixiao, suige, jjngshi) went to report it or smth then there was a scene where suige left with yixiao (who was already pregnant with suige's kid) holding hands and jingshi kept staring at their hands held together sadly. also one of the last few chapters (i think it was jingshi pov but im not sure since i randomly read) there was a scene where he dreamt about yixiao... if i read more ill share hehe

cant get over the fact xiyang had the audacity to call yixiao a bxxxx, lol at least jingshi slapped her for that

lol in the novel jingshi never falls for her no matter what or how long I honestly pity her for thinking she could change that fact even after he told her multiple times through actions/words, he may have done bad things but he nveer decieved her feelings.

i swear does she have no self respect 😭😭 no matter how overprotected she was...