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This is all revealed in the first few minutes of episode 1 so I don't think it is spoiler.

When I think about it, is Xu Yan so wrong in lying about her parents?

Xu Yan said, "The first time I fabricated my life was in my notebook." She wrote that she had the most loving parents and that she was the apple of their eye. Can you imagine how she felt as a child, feeling that they didn't care about her? Her child's mind had to find a way just to survive the pain of not being wanted.

She also said, "The second time I fabricated my life was on my ID." She was 18 years. By now, she realized she couldn't fool herself into believing that her parents loved her. I don't blame her for changing her name to her grandmother's name. She basically hardened her heart toward her parents. Who would want to keep feeling the pain of having parents who didn't care?

Then she said her goal in life was to give her grandmother a better life. This is a good thing. It is amazing that she studied hard to be at the top, to get into a top university, and to build a life for herself. Some would have just wallowed in self-pity.


By the time she meets Hao Ming, and it's time to meet the family, those "parents" who didn't care about her didn't exist for her. I don't blame her for not acknowledging her biological parents. I am not saying it is right to lie. But in her mind, they were not her parents. It is her defense system shutting them out. They caused her so much pain. Is Xu Yan really so wrong? I know it is a stressful mess, but aside from the hired parents, who can blame her for blocking out the real ones?

I keep forgetting to mention how beautiful she looked in her wedding gown. And I also loved the gown she wore after.

Good point. I am so nervous. I hope he does the right thing.

He face was a bit slimmer in TFF and he still looked good.

That is a good way to put it😂 I don't know if she was trying to achieve BJT's intense look but...

I was trying to figure out if they both had the same accent. It sounded the same. It was cringe for sure😂

It has only been a few days. I think 28K marks a hit!

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I felt Xu Yan's scene with Madam Yu was a juxtaposition to the Xu Yan we saw before this. With Madam Yu, her perfectly made cake was smashed, the vegetable rolls she had taken such care making were put in the tin can with the ones made from dirt, her face and perfectly put together outfit were covered with cake, and Madam Yu couldn't even remember anything Xu Yan told her. Words mean nothing to a person with Alzheimer's who will forget a minute after. With Madam Yu, Xu Yan didn't have to put up a facade. Xu Yan was simply sincere in caring for Madam Yu. Sincerity made a difference, and in the end, Madame Yu even remembered Xu Yan's name. I hope we will see more of this Xu Yan, who is loving and spontaneous, once the truth is out.

The cake looked so good and it got smashed 😭

He probably thought she was at work. I think not showing them together emphasized her self determination. But then when you think about it, he seems to know everything, so how did he not know this.

Thank you! I was just asking about the previews....I am bit scared to look 🫣

I am just saying he is not evil as my thinking. I was not not saying you thought he was. In other words, I like him. But I know something is going on.

In the end, Xu Yan is shown to be the host. And Sun Si Wei also auditioned for that position.

Maybe it is better not to see the previews. I don't want to suffer from anxiety the next few hours 😂 I am going to watch the ending to ep 8 again. I am sure there is something I missed. It was suddenly such a relief after holding my breath that I had a dizzy spell and might have missed some clue. Something just sunk in...

I finished it a few minutes ago and my heart is still racing. How much more of this are we going to have to take? I need chewing gum.

As always, Lusi is outstanding!

I think we are in for more obstacles 😥

Please...on to the next stage. I want to see her done with the charade and focused on her career. I hope none of those evil sfl will never get their way🙏 Any previews for ep 9 and 10?

I don't know what to do with myself while waiting for the next episode😭 I can't settle down enough to watch a mini drama. I want to rewatch Who Rules the World, but I don't want to mix Xu Yan with Bai Feng Xi. I should have waited till at least 20 episodes were out, but I couldn't.

It is obvious he is cunning. But I feel he loves her even if he doesn't know how much at this point. And he was nice to her grandma. He was sincere when they went to visit her grandma. He is not evil.

I just finished it. Good feeling at the end and also loved her for being so good to the old lady even if she started with ulterior motives.