XY on Jing: āWhen I met Jing, he was dirtier than then dirtiest beggar. I saved him in a split secondās kindness and didnāt actual care if he lived or died. But when I discovered all the wounds and bruises on his body, it reminded me of myself so many years ago. I suddenly had a strong desire for him to survive, to keep on living. It was like seeing myself get past it, if Jing could survive. I endured the same torture and shaming, so I know how it can turn a person extreme, cold, suspicious, and how hard it is to be someone who is warm, trusting, and kind. But Jing did it! He showed me, proved to me, that no matter how others have treated us, we can choose to still be kind and good and forgivingā¦.ā
āJing clearly saw what kind of person I am. He knows I wonāt give first, wonāt take a chance, so he told me that he will give first, he will take a chance. When he said that, he already did so much for me. But I was touched then yet not believing in him completely. I thought it was possible to do it for a time but impossible to do it forever.ā
āJing kept trying hard to get close to me, but I never fully trusted him, and in fact always was ready to fully retreat at any moment. I never said it but Jing mustāve known it. Gege, maybe in your eyes Iām perfect but in truth itās very tiring to be with a person like me!ā
Xiao Yao sighed āYes, that was Jingās mistake, but I wasnāt blameless either. I could have handled the matter with him but chose not to do anything, watching from the sidelines and forcing him to prove himself to me. Back then I didnāt know that love can be about one siding giving, staying together requires both sides working at it. We both made mistakes, so we both endured the punishment. It was the first time we both liked someone, so making mistakes is normal.ā
āWhen I met Jing, he was dirtier than then dirtiest beggar. I saved him in a split secondās kindness and didnāt actual care if he lived or died. But when I discovered all the wounds and bruises on his body, it reminded me of myself so many years ago. I suddenly had a strong desire for him to survive, to keep on living. It was like seeing myself get past it, if Jing could survive. I endured the same torture and shaming, so I know how it can turn a person extreme, cold, suspicious, and how hard it is to be someone who is warm, trusting, and kind. But Jing did it! He showed me, proved to me, that no matter how others have treated us, we can choose to still be kind and good and forgivingā¦.ā
āJing clearly saw what kind of person I am. He knows I wonāt give first, wonāt take a chance, so he told me that he will give first, he will take a chance. When he said that, he already did so much for me. But I was touched then yet not believing in him completely. I thought it was possible to do it for a time but impossible to do it forever.ā
āJing kept trying hard to get close to me, but I never fully trusted him, and in fact always was ready to fully retreat at any moment. I never said it but Jing mustāve known it. Gege, maybe in your eyes Iām perfect but in truth itās very tiring to be with a person like me!ā
Xiao Yao sighed āYes, that was Jingās mistake, but I wasnāt blameless either. I could have handled the matter with him but chose not to do anything, watching from the sidelines and forcing him to prove himself to me. Back then I didnāt know that love can be about one siding giving, staying together requires both sides working at it. We both made mistakes, so we both endured the punishment. It was the first time we both liked someone, so making mistakes is normal.ā
I wanna know what they are saying lol
Can anyone provide translation š
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