Happy of the End

Two broken souls together

Should've been a lot of TW: spicy scene, assault, child pornography, etc.
(Spicy scene= the one that marred your soul)

Please, before watch this drama, have a great mental and physical health, or else your heart and soul will be marred.

Talk about drama that looks like Penelope Douglas books.

Thank God they both got their happy ending.
Soundtrack is so-so.
Most memorable character is Koji. He is a best friend anyone wants but can never have.

If you like something heavy, something bad, please give this a watch. Don't say I didn't warn you

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This was friggin beautiful

This story and the way the actors portray their characters pulls on my every heart string.

Seldom was a couple this level of made for each other. In all their trauma, poverty and toxicity they manage to complement and fulfill each other while being healed (well, sort of).

This is by no means a fluffy cute BL. It's a story of abuse, friendship and love against all odds, while dealing with an almost unhealable trauma.

The actors (all of them!) portray their roles so perfectly they seem like they've been doing this forever. From the smallest looks, gestures to grand and grotesk, it's all equally awesome.

I binged the series in one night. Admittedly a bit much, but this also allowed for being completely submerged in their world and processes. It was a ride. One of the best of this year for sure!

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Romance with an intense theme

I was in awe. This drama carries a profound depth and a sorrowful story I wasn’t prepared for. However, from the very first episode, I already knew it would bring me to tears when Chihiro says, “Life is like a box of chocolates. When I opened it, it was empty. Until I met Keito, who is both bitter and sweet, like chocolate.” That metaphor alone perfectly establishes the emotional journey the audience is about to experience.

Both characters carry deeply traumatic pasts that continue to haunt them. One is neglected by his loved ones, while the other suffers sexual and physical abuse at a very young age. I didn’t expect the story to go that dark. Watching Haoren’s past was devastating. I felt so much pain for him. No one deserves to experience such cruelty.

Haoren having multiple names reflects the different stages of his life and the traumas tied to them. When he finally reveals his real name to Chihiro, it becomes a powerful moment. It signifies trust, healing, and the beginning of a connection where he can finally lean on someone, feel love, and be loved in return. Kaji also plays a vital role as a father figure to Haoren. Together, their trio forms a family bond that both main characters have longed for.

The storytelling is unique and emotionally impactful. I initially watched this drama because of Rei, and his portrayal of Haoren is truly admirable. He is an incredible actor. The ending left me emotional. After confronting each other’s deepest wounds, they reunite, finally free from the weight of their pasts. Haoren is liberated from Maya, and Chihiro finally achieves his dream of becoming a photographer.

A truly happy ending, indeed.

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A masterpiece

This series is soooo fucking goooood. That ex aint shit omw why is the rating so low. People missing out on a masterpiece. Just finished episode 4😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i got nooooothing. You ever watched a series and it just had you all up in your feelings this is it. That episode 4 break me yes. This is why i love Japanese bl . It plays with your emotions. I really hope at the end they get a happily ever after because wow. These adults omw . They wasnt shit all of them deserved to DIE and i hope that pimp eventually get his that MF. Just finished episode 8 and i would say one of my favorite BL of 2024. Episode 8 literally had me crying. Glad maya got his even though he went out to fucking easy. He supposed to suffer a slow death . Loved how the met in the ending

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Amazing story between two damaged guys!

I've never written a review before, this series made me want to change that. This series was incredible and not what I imagined at all. First, I don't think it could be categorized as a bl, it felt much more like a LGBT series. It is an incredibly dark series and if you are looking for cute and fluffy this is definitely not the one for you. It does however have its moments and can at times be incredibly emotional. The way the guys gradually open up to each other despite their pasts is amazing to see unfold throughout. I can't recommend this series enough and the actors where incredible. This is by far in my top 10 BL's now.

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its so simple. its so fragile. its so hazardous.

this show was an artform, in and of itself. the way it showed these scenes of deep meaning and dark nature with such simplicity- from Haoren's repeated assaults as a part of a prostitute agency to Maya's suicide- not a single scene was shown to be exaggerated nor normalised. it was shown as the characters' perceived it- horrifying but with no luxury to linger.
i have such deep respect for both the actors of Chihiro and Haoren. their performance was, hands down, one of the best acting performances there have ever existed. the amount of grace, light heartedness, breeze, depth, angst, longing, confusion and brutality they display in the span of 8 very short episodes is exemplary to say the least.
2 more things that i loved about this show are the color coding and the music.
the color coding is done with such care for the characters- chihiro's transition from brights to neutrals to semi darks and then brights again shows how he is never lost at hope. how he may not know anything except that there is still hope. on the other hand, haoren's dark normalcy taking a break after he returns from jail- a sign that for the first time in his life, he can hope for a better sunrise tomorrow, such such beauty. he returns to his dark colors when he revists what he thinks is his past- chihiro. a past that only had one light, a light that only chihiro could be. i believe that in their life from beyond where we saw is them existing bright and each others'.
now coming to the music- it is eery, it is indie, it is slightly up-beat, it bleeds from normalcy to brutality with ease and no wonder. it doesn't intensify to add value to the scene because this is their life, this is their horrifying reality and they dont get to change their music. it is so painful, it is so beautiful. thank you to the creatives behind this show- you have made a masterpiece of a lifetime.

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ntense Dark Romance With Great Humor And Elite Chemistry!

Happy of the End (2024) is a spectacular, raw, and deeply gripping Japanese BL drama that stands out as a true masterpiece in the dark-romance genre. It perfectly balances moments of unexpected, chaotic comedy with a profound, emotional storyline about trauma and survival.Story & Tone (10/10):The plot is incredibly unique, edgy, and atmospheric. It follows two broken individuals with dark pasts who accidentally cross paths under bizarre circumstances. The first episode introduces a brilliantly funny, absurd scene involving self-defense that will make you laugh out loud. However, the narrative quickly transitions into a slow-burning, high-stakes psychological drama. It handles heavy themes of abuse, trust, and mutual healing with utmost care and emotional depth, keeping you crying and rooting for their happiness through every episode.Acting & Cast (10/10):The main leads delivered absolute powerhouse, career-defining performances with a magnetic, burning hot on-screen chemistry. Their ability to switch from lighthearted, chaotic banter to moments of raw vulnerability and devastating pain is outstanding. The unspoken trust, the intense protectiveness, and the way they slowly become each other's ultimate safe haven create an unforgettable dynamic that completely drives the emotional weight of the show.Overall:This show is a mandatory 10/10 watch for every single BL enthusiast looking for a high-quality, mature romance that is both brutally emotional and refreshingly funny at times. Driven by an exceptional cast and top-tier writing, it leaves a permanent mark on your heart and offers massive rewatch value. Highly recommended!

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A masterpiece

This series really changed something in me.
Yes, it's indeed disturbing, but it shows the reality of some people without trying to sugar-coat it. Because Japanese society is often pretty harsh towards people of the LGBTQ+ community.
I really loved Keito's and Chihiro's character development. I love the fact that they're flawed and don't improve magically, because the series privilegizes a realistic take on a romanticized scenario.
The cinematography was incredible, and the actors are both great ; Rei Sawamura and Yurai Beppu really managed to make me feel all of their emotions without going all out, even through silence or some simple sentences.

(Just pay attention to the TWs though, because some scenes may trigger some people, it's important !)

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