To My Shore Episode 9

poor Shu Lang everyone f*cks him over, he…

poor Shu Lang everyone f*cks him over, he thought he was finally turning a new leaf & getting away from Fan Xiao, but Fan Xiao got his clutches in him - he not letting go anytime soon. heck the crazy f*cker would've been happy to go to hell, if he knew that Shu Lang would be there waiting for him. idk what type of toxic this is... but it's a nuclear level. the equivalent of Shu Lang rear ending Fan Xiao is of someone breaking a mirror - guess he in for 7 yrs of bad luck... lol - poor Shu Lang. ************************************************************************************************************************************************************been saying for a while now, that he such a green flag, how he came to Zhen's aid - especially after what Zhen did. yeah he was seduced into making a huge mistake, but he didn't have a gun to his head. it was a choice he made & Shu Lang for sure didn't owe him a thing. so him still going out of his way to solve Zhen's problem shows what a good guy he is. **************************yet in this ep he kept blindsided by everything Fan Xiao did to him. in his eyes from the sec he met Fan Xiao, he got played by him. the only thing he has to find out is that Fan Xiao is the cause of the 2nd accident on the same day. the fact he didn't agree to the 2nd brother's deal is a logical move, cause he knows he isn't trust worthy & it might as well be getting in bed with the devil. he had enough with one demon = Fan Xiao. he didn't need to get involved with that family & he's smart enough to know this fact. ******************************************************************************************************************************that's why his professor double crossing him is that much more devastating, cause he trusted him. but sadly Shu Lang no matter how good he is, always encounters people that take advantage of his kind heart. my heart aches for Shu Lang. (btw that beatdown wasn't enough).

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Too Kind for a World That Keeps Breaking Him

Can we talk about how heartbreakingly good a person YouShuLang is.FanXiao’s second elder brother offered him an enormous sum of money to frame FanXiao. $10 million baht. Enough to change a life. Enough to give him revenge. Enough to destroy the man who hurt him. Yet YouShuLang rejected it without hesitation. Even after everything FanXiao put him through, he still could not bring himself to ruin another person’s life. That is the kind of goodness that quietly breaks your heart.YouShuLang was brilliant at studying, full of promise, yet he gave it all up to support his younger brother. He left his own dreams behind and ended up working in jobs far from his field just to survive. And what did he receive in return. Ingratitude. Hatred. A brother not even related by blood who despised him for being gay and blamed him for their mother’s death. Even so, YouShuLang was willing to sell his own apartment to help pay off that brother’s debts. Love, even when it is undeserved, seems to be his curse.He helped his ex boyfriend LuZhen escape trouble with Ms Shi. Without YouShuLang, LuZhen would have been ruined. When Ms Shi asked LuZhen why he broke up with him, the tears said everything. That was his greatest regret. No excuses. No explanations. Just tears. Sometimes tears speak louder than any confession.The most painful part is that YouShuLang helped the three people who hurt him the most. His ungrateful brother. His ex LuZhen. And the man he believed was his true love, FanXiao, who ended up wounding him deeper than anyone else. Life is unbearably cruel to kind people.After all the sacrifices, all the quiet kindness, fate still struck him mercilessly. He discovered the truth on his own. That FanXiao was the one who molested him that night. The betrayal was unbearable. When YouShuLang finally confronted FanXiao and started hitting him, it felt like years of pain exploding all at once. The punches were raw and desperate. Even more haunting was the detail that he used the gloves FanXiao bought him. FanXiao did not fight back. He did not dodge. He stood there and took every blow, letting YouShuLang release the anger he had carried for so long.As for FanXiao, I know he is a red flag. Yet the cruel words he said about YouShuLang in front of his friends never felt entirely real to me. People often joke cruelly about the ones they love, hiding tenderness behind mockery. I believe his love for YouSh Lang was real, even if he destroyed it with his own hands. After this episode, we see the truth of his family. A mother left to die. A brother trying to frame him and send him to prison. A broken home that shaped a broken man. It does not excuse his actions, but it explains the darkness he carries.Just when YouSh Lang quits his job and tries to walk away from Fa Xiao to protect himself, the cruelty continues. He has no idea that FanXiao orchestrated yet another plan with Professor Huang to deceive him again. Even in distance, the pain follows him.Yet another devastating episode. My heart aches for YouShuLang, a man too kind for a world that keeps taking everything from him.

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