Contrast

Learning to stop running away

What made this story stand out to me is how much it focuses on emotional baggage and the way people try to deal with it, even in the wrong ways. Both Kanata and Akira carry their own weight, loneliness, past experiences, things they haven’t really processed, and you can feel that in how guarded they are at the beginning. I liked that it doesn’t try to romanticize everything, it shows how messy it can be when you’re trying to understand yourself while also facing feelings you’re not ready to accept. Their connection doesn’t come from a perfect place, it slowly grows as they begin to open up and confront parts of themselves they’ve been avoiding. There’s this constant tension between wanting to move forward and being afraid of repeating the past, especially for Akira, and that made everything feel more real. In the end, it’s not just about falling in love, but about choosing to stop running away and finally face what you feel.

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Half-baked resolution

I really enjoyed the idea behind this BL but the execution and the ending felt half-baked. I enjoyed the subdue esthetic and the soundtrack. What I liked the most about the series reside in watching two contrasting personnalities be drawn to each other. One being very solar and the other being more introverted, but both finding confort into each other. There were also some trauma on both sides as well as darkness and murkiness that got me very looking forward about how it would be explored.

However, that's where the main disappointment did come from. The way the murky elements of the plot were brushed off and not properly addressed, and how trauma were resolved was just poor writing. The acting also had some misses. If I liked the contrasting characters, the way the actors played them felt sometimes awkward, with one lead always growling and the other always speaking very softly. It might have been a directing and acting choice, but it was a bit odd at points.

I would recommend this to people that are looking for a BL high school romances features some bitter / traumatic elements. It is unfortunately failing at addressing those properly but still the angst it provides was gripping at first...Even if the later stage of the series were a letdown.

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this is what i needed

the moment i set my sights on this series, i knew i'd leave it with a full heart and warm feeling.

contrast beautifully explores two different boys and the completely different lives that they live, the experiences that they both go through yet they're slowly brought together.

although it's definitely not ideal that akira beeing groomed by kanda was not addressed, i disagree that the series should be rated so low with a star or half a star - the story still does so well in showcasing the feeling that akira is left behind with, especially through the performance of akune haruse which strongly relies on his eyes and his facial expressions - the pain that lingers within his eyes, flickering whenever he sees kanata truly reflects not only the impact from his past but the impact that kanda had on him. (i also feel it's unfortunately quite realistic that this would not be addressed in anyway as this happens in so many places and is never truly addressed (which needs to change !).

iuchi haruhi as kanata was fabulous too, his acting and body language coupled with his facial expressions completely and entirely immersed me as a viewer and clearly showed his yearning for akira, the small little touches, the hidden gazes and the gentle smiles - his love for akira was overflowing every time he was on screen.

the final episode was so beautiful, especially the moment of akira crying and kanata reassuring him and mentioning his significance to kanata. the cinematography and lighting in that scene was also just soft and gentle, especially as the light rays slowly started to basically bloom onto akira's face as kanata told him he's supposed to light up his life

i love kanata and akira so much, their love is tender and caring, they're gentle with each other and soft, just how everything about them become more clear by the end.

"so, you're the one who's supposed to light up my life."

AND I CRIED. 😭

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Mature high school BL

I was hooked on this drama from the first episode, wich made it hard to wait each week for the new episode. I loved the mature side of this drama, though they are high schoolers, they deal with very adult problems. That made this drama stand out from other high school drama's.
I would have loved to see more of the lovey dovey moments after they became a couple, so i am hoping there will be either a special episode or a second season.
And i had a feeling that there was a potential relationship brewing between Mizuki and Jun, so i would love to see more about that. They are the best supporting friends ever!
Great visuals and good music.

And i loved the mains, they are so likable! The acting was very natural and i loved their dynamics and chemistry. The kisses weren't very special and i liked the first kiss better than the second one.

I will definatly rewatch this drama many times.

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A cute slow-burn school romance

A very light and innocent love story that developed naturally and gradually between two school mates in the most innocent and cute way.

The only problem i got with it is that i didn't think the characters were interesting enough for me to like them, i liked the actors, they were lovely and everything, but i couldn't see much chemistry between them nor did i like the characters so i did find it a bit bland.

However, this checks all the boxes of a cute short and natural love story so i can't really judge it negatively.
So by my standards it was meh! But as a whole show it was nice watch.

Maybe if you are into these types of stories that don't have much going on but a one-liner sentimental relationship, you will like it ~~

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What I thought:
It’s been a while since I really liked a Japanese BL… but this one surprised me in a good way.

I genuinely enjoyed it. 😊

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This is more of an appreciation post/thoughts than review hahaa, major spoilers!!!

this drama was a beautiful watch.
it started out as something fluffy, and then turned into something very very DEEP. And i loved it.

Its really 2 souls healing each other and falling in love in the process.

first lets talk about the story and then get to the other aspects.
I would use one word, beautiful.
The story starts from Kanata's perspective. A guys who is (clearly) loved by everyone and is surrounded by people who love him, but seems disconnected from it all.

But then he is drawn to this guy with whom his eyes constantly meet but whose name or class he doesnt know yet. He follows that guy to the rooftop one day and then starts a friendship which would later evolve into something more.

Kanata has got his own sadness about which he opens up to Akira on the second day of them meeting. Akira's kind words make him look at it from a different perspective and ,eventually, encourages him to stop running away from it.

His trauma begins to heal thanks to Akira. In the process he slowly falls for him but does not realise it until that 'matsuri'. The show then pivots to Akira and his traumatic past.

Akira's character, in my opinion, is s lot more complex than Kanata's who 'wears his heart on his sleeves'. What a contrast hahah.

Not gonna make it too detailed but due to certain events from his past, Akira is
1) Afraid of falling for kanata
2) Has (very) low self esteem
3) Considers himself disgusting (idk if that is the right word to use)
4) Thinks he does not deserve Kanata's love

He has these issues. And he is not willing to talk it out (which ,i now realise, is a bit ironic since he sort of suggested Kanata to stop running away and confront his soccer stuff earlier) with Kanata. And he straight up pushes him away by saying 'do not fall for me.' ' i dont wanna be a stain' but Kanata is not up for this bullshit.

Eventually with some encouragement from his friends Kanata manages to get Akira out of this deep pit he had dug and put himself into. He makes him realise that he loves him for who he is (which hit me really hard btw when he said that). And that the past is the past and he should not dwell upon it.

Traumas begin to heal. But then nobody is confessing so they aren't dating. Eventually a rumour prompts Akira to confess.

And also i love how both changed each other for the good at the end.
Akira ends up taking the initiative of confessing foregoing his insecurity that Kanata might not reciprocate (but didn't Kanata make it clear that he likes him too?) and that he might get hurt. He says something like, even if i get hurt or someone else does, this is how i feel for Kanata and it is what it is.
As for Kanata, ha became more responsible and self reliant.

As for other aspects.
Cinematography, peak.
music, not very noticable,
i absolutely love how everything just goes silent during certain scenes, There's no dramatic music or even slow music playing, just complete silence. Like the opening scene where Kanata is standing and listening to the CD. (Btw this opening scene was SOOOO misleading. They made us feel somewhat a sense of loss. Made us feel that the following episodes would be Kanata reminiscing about his past and how they eventually broke up. Then would meet again, in the present ie after the opening scene and the story would continue from there(ykwim) but turns out it was just Kanata waiting for Akira in the present hahah)

Yeah, i found it really beautiful i wanna rewatch it to understand the character motives (esp Akira's) now that i know their past and how it shapes them. TOTALLY RECOMMENDED

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High School BL with heart and a twist

Contrast, while following one of the oldest and possibly most formulaic tropes in BL – the high school romance with Popular Guy x Quiet Smart Boy – managed to break free from certain stereotypes tied to the trope. Instead of giving us the same old recycled gay awakening with unnecessarily long pining arc plus slapstick comedy shoehorned in at every opportunity, Contrast gave us a refreshing spin of the old, beloved BL high school concept: a closeted gay guy and an emotionally burdened popular guy who find solace in each others' company.
Akira's storyline was accurate in terms of authenticity when it comes to being closeted and dealing with the frustrations and self doubt that comes with it. His obvious struggle was so emotional and hit so hard precisely because it represents the reality of many young queer teens. It made me cry crocodile tears tbh. I really appreciated the fact that they included this aspect of queerness.
As for Kanata, his image of Popular Confident Heartthrob makes the reveal of his insecurities and detachment all the more surprising but adds such a nice layer to his character. This is something this show has managed to achieve with the main characters: instead of keeping them one-dimensional, it allowed flaws and gave them real struggles.
I truly enjoyed the bond between Kanata and Akira, you could feel how much they care about one another. They were very very loveable.

The relationship between Akira and his tutor left a bad taste in my mouth, despite appreciating the honest, open conversation they had. It just didn't sit right with me. They could've kept the tutor as an emotional pillar, a supporting net for Akira, if you will, but adding that physical aspect to the relationship was not it for me.
Still, the rest of the show and the remaining side characters, such as Mizuki with her caring, supporting nature, were definitely likeable (I just love Mizuki, she's so sweet). The pacing throughout these 8 episodes was definitely to my taste, they didn't drag it too much, although I would've liked a little more time at the end to see Kanata and Akira moving forward academically, as well as with their new status as a couple; the ending felt a bit rushed.

Overall I really liked the storytelling of Contrast. The premise was nothing extraordinary or particularly catching, but just intriguing enough and the storytelling felt open and to the point. I can confidently say this drama is a nice watch for anyone who enjoys high school love with a tad of emotional drama, but nothing too heavy or serious. It's simple in its structure yet nuanced and well done.

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