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I agree with you too. He nearly died, and his dad’s like, “Why don’t we let him recover in another country all by himself with no friends or family? He’ll get better that way, lol.”

And don’t be sorry., we’re here to talk about the show, not the weather!

Wow, this series is so good. Maybe not the best, but it is still beautiful and deeply addictive. Nawa treats Phraphai like a brother, yet Phraphai’s eyes tell another story. There is longing there, quiet and undeniable. It feels like we are slowly drifting into a love triangle, one that will break hearts before it heals them.
I hope these mermaids have more power than just breathing underwater. I want to see them rise, protect themselves, and show the strength that comes from love and survival. There is something magical about their world, shimmering with secrets and tenderness.
The NC scene was soft, gentle, and filled with emotion, a moment where time seemed to stop, where every touch spoke louder than words. I cannot wait for the next episode, to dive back into the ocean of their love, where danger and desire move together like the tide.

Poor Pheem, once a gentle boy, watched his life crumble in a single, merciless moment. His stepmother’s car crushed his mother before his eyes, her screams swallowed by the night. Before his tears could fall, that same woman pushed him down the stairs, trying to erase him as if he were nothing more than an obstacle between her son and the family empire.

His father, the one person who should have fought for him, turned his back instead. No warmth, no mercy, only exile. He was sent away like a secret to be buried, left to rot in a foreign land with no love, no family, and no name. That night became his birth into darkness, the moment a child’s heart was replaced with a void filled by rage and sorrow.

The scar on his back never healed. He tattooed over it, not to hide the pain, but to immortalize it. Every drop of ink whispered a promise: one day, they will pay. Every breath he took was a vow to make them bleed as he once bled, to return not as the forgotten boy, but as the storm they created.
Now, the prodigal son returns, not for forgiveness, but for vengeance. His stepmother and half-brother live in comfort built on the bones of his past. But the child they buried has risen, sharper, colder, and far more dangerous than they ever imagined.

Yet fate, cruel and tender, plays its own game. Than, his Thunderman from childhood, has reappeared, now as his protector. Once, Than was his hero, the light that shielded him from nightmares. Now, he becomes the only man capable of softening the darkness within him. Amid vengeance and chaos, love begins to bloom, fragile but fierce, a flicker of warmth in a heart long frozen.

Episode 3 is a solid 10/10 and has everything....lies, betrayal, framing, a bride in tears, family chaos, burning romance, and siblings fighting to the death. Every scene feels like a storm waiting to explode. The tension, emotion, and madness blend into something unforgettable. I cannot wait to see what the future episodes bring, because if this is only the beginning, the fire ahead will be unstoppable.

We cannot always have a perfect ending, not in stories and not in life. ABO Desire reminded me of that truth with a beauty that aches. The main couple found their light, but the second was left in shadow, and somehow that feels real. Because in real life too, some loves find their forever, while others fade like whispers in the wind. Some hearts heal together, others break in silence and learn to keep beating through the pain.

So many shows and series end in sorrow, with love torn apart and dreams left unfinished. But at least this one did not fall into tragedy. It gave us hope, a fragile but precious kind of peace. It showed that love, even after all the storms, can still bloom.

For me, I am grateful. This story will linger, soft and heavy, like a memory I do not wish to forget. I will carry it with me, the warmth, the heartbreak, the sacrifice. My Saturdays will no longer feel the same. They will feel a little emptier, yet somehow fuller too, because ABO Desire left behind not just an ending, but a feeling that will stay with me for a very long time.

Odajima’s childhood shatters my heart into pieces. No child should ever carry that kind of pain. To grow up under the same roof as an abusive father and a mother who turned her face away is unbearable. His mother gave him life, yet could not protect it. Instead of laughter and warmth, his home became a battlefield where love died too soon. When he killed his father, it wasn’t out of hate, it was survival. And then, the woman who should have saved him asked to die by his hands too. That moment broke something inside him forever. How could a boy like that grow up and know what love feels like?

At the hospital, when Odajima trembled under the weight of his memories, Kataoka’s hand reaching out to hold his was more than comfort, it was salvation. Now the title makes sense, A Journey to Kill You. Odajima was sent to end Kataoka’s life, yet along the way, Kataoka became the only person who taught him how to live. Kataoka’s warmth, his teasing affection, his careless talk of marriage, it all filled the void Odajima’s parents left behind. His mission tells him to kill Kataoka, but his heart rebels, screaming no. The man who was never loved has finally found someone who does. And that is the cruelest kind of pain, to be torn between duty and love.

Then came the hospital scene. The nurse asked, “Mr. Kataoka, do you have permission to leave the hospital?” and Kataoka, barely alive, smiled and said, “If I stay here, my wife will get jealous.” I swear, this man could be on life support and still flirt like it’s his full-time job.
But wait, the chaos doesn’t stop there. When the news broke that Kirii’s father, the gang leader, had died, Kataoka showed up, put on lipstick, and kissed the dead man. I just sat there like, excuse me, what? And judging by the faces of the hundred bodyguards in the room, they were all thinking the same thing. Japanese BL really said, “You thought you understood us? Think again.” And honestly, I think I’m falling in love with how wonderfully weird this series is.

Wow, so young and talented! Hard to believe he landed the role of a king in I’m the Most Beautiful Count at just 17-18. I’m really looking forward to seeing his future projects.

Episode 4 was so cute! When Do-yoon closed his eyes, expecting a kiss, it was the cutest thing ever.

Wow, episode 2 was so good! I love the miscommunication and misunderstandings between them, the acting and plot are absolutely on point. Even after seven years in a relationship, they still have flaws, which makes this drama feel so real and mature. Sometimes these short 10-minute episodes are more powerful than full 50-minute ones. I honestly can’t wait for the next episode!

Is there a way to track how many hours we spend on MDL? I don’t use the app, but I log in through my laptop and phone. I was obsessed with Revenged Love, and now with this show, I feel like I’ve spent an unhealthy amount of time on MDL but honestly, it’s the only way to ease my excitement while waiting for the next episode to start.

Well said, couldn’t agree more. It’s honestly frustrating to see how some people overlook the effort, passion, and risks that went into creating something groundbreaking like this. Using her own money, writing the story, producing the series, and turning unknown talents into rising stars takes real vision and courage, especially in a homophobic country.

People love to criticise from the sidelines without understanding the struggles behind the scenes. Negative comments often say more about the commenter’s life than the work itself. Successful people don’t waste time complaining; they strive, work hard, and make change happen. What the author has done deserves nothing but respect and appreciation.

This show is already available for free on YouTube, so I don’t understand why you would recommend kiss**?

The actors, crew, and creators put their heart and effort into bringing this story to life, and they deserve to be supported, not pirated.

If you don’t want to watch it on the official channel, that’s your choice. But please don’t promote illegal sites as if it’s acceptable. It’s deeply disrespectful to both the people who made the series and to the fans who are supporting it properly.

Sharing illegal website isn’t just unlawful, it’s a direct insult to the production team. Piracy takes away jobs, funding, and opportunities from the very creators we claim to love.

If you truly care about BL content and want to see more quality shows in the future, support them through legal channels. That’s the only way the industry can survive and grow, and honestly, it’s the least we can do.

Will do! Now that I know about NekoCap, I’ll share them around.
And yes, please do the same for Love in the Moonlight, since GagaOOLala delayed the English subtitles by a day. Do you think you’ll be able to do episodes 9 and 10 next week, or will it be the same timing as when GagaOOLala releases them?

Please watch it on their official YouTube channel to support them.

https://youtu.be/H4v2k97x4do?si=1Eytrb5PfEJeGbnZ

I actually Googled it before, but nothing clear popped up at the time, so I genuinely didn’t understand how NekoCap worked. Sorry for the misunderstanding.

It’s just that so many people are sharing illegal links lately, and it’s really upsetting. I assumed the worst, and that’s on me, but I’m honestly glad to hear that what you're doing is legal and meant to help others access the series the right way.

Thanks for taking the time to explain, and I appreciate the effort you put into making the subs for the official uploads. I’ll definitely look into NekoCap properly now. No hard feelings 🙏

Thank you for reading, it honestly means a lot. It took me quite a long time to write, over a thousand words, but every second was so worth it.
I poured a lot into it, and I know I’ll be coming back to read it again… probably with another big smile on my face. 😊

Omg, I totally forgot Pearl was the bodyguard in Law of Attraction! I just went back and rewatched a few scenes and he was so good in that role.

Pearl and Peak are honestly the perfect pairing. Their chemistry is off the charts, both on-screen and behind the scenes. Their BTS clips are everywhere on my social media right now, and I’m loving it!

And honestly, it feels like fate, they even have the same first three letters in their names: Peak and Pearl. Come on, how cute is that?

I really hope they get cast in another series together soon. No doubt, they’re one of the best BL pairings of the year. 💖

You're welcome! Honestly, we’re so blessed right now, there are so many amazing Thai dramas airing at the moment!
Khemija, Love in the Moonlight, The Wicked Game and now Me and Who is dropping next week? I can’t even keep up, but I’m not complaining!

What an absolutely epic start to the series. The Cursed Love delivered everything I hoped for and more. From the very first scene, it grabs you with its powerful atmosphere, striking visuals, and a sense of mystery that’s hard to shake. The forest and mountain scenery are beyond stunning. Lush, cinematic, and totally immersive. Every shot feels purposeful, from the vibrant greens of nature to the magical undertones woven through the landscape.

The action scenes are sharp and intense, blending fantasy elements with emotional weight. I was especially impressed by the production quality. The costumes, the lighting, the score. It all works beautifully together to build a believable and hauntingly magical world. The flashbacks add even more depth, hinting at a rich backstory that I can’t wait to explore.

This was my first time seeing Au and Ongsa on screen and I’m already hooked. Their chemistry is undeniable. The way they look at each other, that quiet overnight scene. It was soft, intimate, and genuinely touching. You can already tell this isn’t going to be just another romance. There is something deep and fated about their connection.

The whole vibe gave me The Sign energy which is another masterpiece BL in its own right. That same mix of mystery, fantasy, and aching emotion is here too and it hits in all the right places.
The acting, visuals, music, and story pacing are all on point. You can feel the stakes, the tension, and the tenderness all at once. BL fans are being so spoiled this year and The Cursed Love is already standing out as one of the very best.
Cannot wait for the next episode. An easy 10 out of 10.

Me too, I can’t even log into my phone or laptop.

The only thing working for me right now is the MDL app, but I don’t really like using it.

Do you know what’s going on with MDL? I can’t log in normally, I can only comment through the app.

I once tried to defend Prince Saenkaew’s father. In episode seven he clutched the portrait of his dead wife, tears spilling as he said he wanted only the best for his son. Many despised him. I despised him too, yet I could see the grief that hollowed him out. He had lost his wife, his only son was gay, and in the 1960s such love was a crime. As part of the royal family, the truth could mean ruin, disgrace, even danger. He wished to shield his son, yet he chose the path of cruelty. I could pity him, but never forgive.

In episode eight, all pity turned to ash. He hired a man to end Sasin’s life. Sasin was not a beast to be hunted, not an object to discard, but a boy in love, a boy whose heart belonged to Saenkaew. As the bullet struck and his body fell, his last thoughts were not of pain but of love. He saw the first moment they met, the melodies they shared, the movement they spent time together on the island, the kiss beneath the moon, the quiet embrace that held eternity. If this is not love, then love has no meaning. Yet fate was merciless. Their story had only begun, and already it was stained in blood, their memories scattering like petals into the dark.

The news broke like thunder. Family rushed to the hospital. Prince Saenkaew was locked away by the very man who called himself father. At last, after years of silence, he cried out his truth. He said he was done being afraid. That he had done nothing wrong. That his life was his own, that he could no longer run from himself. His words cut through me like glass. For I know his pain. I too have parents whose expectations crush my breath, demanding marriage, children, a future I cannot give. I am bound to him, to Saenkaew, because love is love and the truth of it cannot be erased. I wish I had his courage to speak.

But even as he wept, begging to see Sasin, his father’s voice was iron. One more step and he would ensure Sasin was shot again, this time to death. Cruelty beyond measure. Saenkaew trembled, torn between love and fear, knowing that to defy his father would place Sasin in greater danger. And so he remained, trapped within walls that were both prison and tomb, while his heart shattered in silence. His father could not see that barring him from Sasin was the slowest form of murder, killing not his body but his joy.

There were no phones to call, no message to send. Only paper, ink, and tears. Saenkaew’s trembling hand tried to form words, yet each line blurred as his sorrow fell upon it, smearing the page. Again and again he began, again and again grief silenced him, until at last he finished the letter, bleeding his heart onto fragile paper.

And can we not bow our heads in gratitude to the maid. She had watched Saenkaew grow from a boy, and in her quiet heart she wanted nothing more than to see him happy. She had seen the way his face lit up when he was with Sasin, the way grief gave way to laughter, the way sorrow loosened its hold. In this cruel world, she was the only one who stood by him, the only one who risked everything. By secretly delivering the letter she defied the walls of the palace, risking her position, perhaps even her life, so that two broken hearts might still speak. Without her, those words would have been buried in silence. Without her, Saenkaew and Sasin would have been denied even this fragile thread of love.

This is what Prince wrote to Sasin in Episode 8, and my heart completely shattered. On one side, I’m overwhelmed with happiness that they are in love, and that Sasin was finally able to bring back Prince’s smile after the grief of losing his mother. Yet on the other side, the weight of reality crushes me, they cannot truly be together, no matter how much they long for each other.What breaks me even more is the time they live in. In the 1960s, there were no mobile phones, no instant messages, no way to ease the ache of distance with a simple call. All they had were handwritten letters, carrying pieces of their hearts across the silence. Reading those words feels like touching their pain, their hope, and their love all at once. It hits me so deeply because every letter is both a lifeline and a reminder of how far apart they are.

This series has left me heartbroken. I thought I understood sorrow, but this story revealed grief in its rawest form. The letter was not paper and ink, it was flesh and blood, a heartbeat pressed between trembling lines. When Sasin read it, the world seemed to fall silent, as if time itself paused to witness two souls crying out for one another.

And now, with the preview of episode nine, we know he will write a reply. I feel both longing and dread. Longing to hear his words reach across the void, dread because I know every sentence will cut deeper than the last. Love like theirs is breathtaking, yet it is unbearable, too heavy for the world they live in.

I do not know if my heart can survive another letter, yet I am powerless to resist. I will wait, aching, counting down each hour. Seven days will feel like seven years, and still, I will wait for the next episode of their sorrowful love. 10/10



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Sasin, my love.

As I write this letter, I wish it were just an ordinary letter from one… lover to another, not a letter that has to be hidden… away. Not a letter filled with restrictions and… prohibitions. But we both know that’s not our reality. My father has forbidden me from seeing you.

But no one can forbid me from loving you. I am still here. I still love you, just as I always have. And if you are suffering alone, please… know that I am suffering no differently than you.

I ask you to be patient and wait. I will be patient too. I will not give up. I will not let what we have end just… because others say it is wrong. I will find a way back… to you, no matter how difficult it may be. But please, trust in me, just as I have always trusted in you. We will be together again. I promise.

With all my love.
Your Saen Kaew.