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Typhoon’s father is such a piece of shit.

Than is definitely a better person than me.
After everything Akin put him through, I would’ve sent him to fuck off a long time ago.
And yet Than stays optimistic, never budges, and keeps pursuing the person who hurt him the most, even when Akin gives him absolutely nothing to hold on to.

Those people haven’t ever read a dark romance and it shows 😶‍🌫️

It baffles me how people can’t understand that Shulang is in love and he doesn’t give two fucks about anything else, because he’s DEEPLY in love and he will forgive Fan Xiao because he CANNOT live without him 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️

I believe that since they first saved him till now it has been a couple of years

Six months in the novel

Loving someone selflessly is the purest form of love.

And by the way, this is a love story. What did you expect? That they broke up and goodbye? That would’ve been a tragedy. But since it’s a love story, the only way for Fan Xiao to prove to Shulang how much he loves him, it’s to be selfless and to love him without expecting anything in return.

Fan Xiao is a person with a very huge trauma. I believe (without doing a diagnosis, because I’m not a doctor unfortunately) that he has sociopathic tendencies, developed due to witnessing his mother dying.
He simply doesn’t care about anything. His brain has created some sort of barrier to prevent him to suffer further. And that’s also why he has psychotic breaks when he gets too much emotions that he cannot handle.
That said, in real life he would need a doctor, a therapy and someone who helps him.
In the series, he’s trying to be saved by Shulang, because he’s the only one who was able to make him feel something. And that shocked Fan Xiao, making him act recklessly to keep what he sees as a God (a Buddha in this specific case).
But since he’s not stupid, he understands that he’s doing bad things, but his lack of empathy is not helping him.
As for Shulang, he’s well aware that Fan Xiao has problems. That’s why he told him that he cannot save him. Because Fan Xiao needs help. For his own good.
He will eventually forgive him because firstly and foremost, he’s deeply in love. Fan Xiao is the love of his life.
And secondly, because Fan Xiao will improve himself. and he will do it exclusively for Shulang.
That’s enough for Shulang to forgive him.

Their story is divided in two parts. The first part (the one we are witnessing now) is before the events of s1. In s1 they’re in a transitional phase, where they have already seen each other for the two months before the start of the lessons. The second part of their story will happen after the events of s1.I suppose that we will get there around ep 3 or 4.
We can say that their story starts before North and Ter story, but it developed after they started dating Hill and Johan

Alright, let’s do some book spoilers for the ones who like to understand better Typhoon backstory.

1. He’s an illegitimate child. His father is one of the worst piece of shit you can think off and he’s a fuckass who likes to cheat and get women pregnant.
2. Since he’s not the child of the ex wife (the mother of Typhoon’s sister) they are threatening him like shit. The only one kind to him is the sister. But she died in an accident and the whole family acted like it was Typhoon’s fault.
3. All the shit that his family put him through, lead him to have severe trauma. He’s depressed, he doesn’t eat and he has very severe sleeping issues.
4. In a bit his father will force him to cut ties with Tonfah, because he cares more about his reputation than anything else. This will lead at a sort of bargain between Typhoon and his father in which Typhoon will have two months to be with Fah (he’s madly in love with him) and then he has to cut ties with him for good.
5. The situation is heartbreaking for Typhoon and he decides that he will stay with Fah for the time he has left and then he will kill himself.
6. Fortunately before ending in the afterlife with his sister, Typhoon meets north and Ter and he will find a new reason to stay alive.

He is a very traumatized person. He’s depressed and he’s willing to die because he can’t bear anymore all the hate that his father has always thrown at him.

Since it was clear enough that Thyphoon has problem with his family, problems that lead him to have a trauma, maybe instead of saying that he’s stupid, you should watch more than one episode and discover the reason behind his behavior.

Basically because he wants Shulang to find the will to live once again. And he want to pave the way for him to work in a field that he loves. That’s why he will buy like 80% of the quotes of the company, putting them under Shulang’s name.
The professor is cooperating because Fan Xiao is spending a lot of money and he basically doesn’t give a shit about Shulang.
Fan Xiao is using his toxic methods because Shulang wouldn’t accept to work at the project otherwise.

it must be the name (my real name is also Francesca) that give us the badass attitude we need to fight bigots 😏😎

I’m making my life mission to put the morality police in their place 😏😌

This 🙌🏻

I feel you 😂 I can watch a dark romance today and a fluffy one tomorrow 😂
But it really bothers me when people try to preach their morality on others, trying to make them feel inadequate.
Especially because this debate its a huge thing in the dark romance book community and it also happens in real life that people tend to judge you for what you read/watch. And I’d like to be able to talk about a series in a fan space, without being judged. I really wish people can enjoy a show without the morality police spreading hate as if it’s their life mission 🙄

it’s very important that if you don’t have the ability to watch a DARK ROMANCE, you don’t do it.
All this wave of morality that you are forcing on people in the comment section is tiring and unnecessary.
A dark romance is a dark romance for very specific reasons.
There are trigger warnings for a reason.
The rules of normal life doesn’t apply to a dark romance, and it’s very important that you’ll understand this thing.
You are entitled to dislike the story and the characters, nobody cares if you dislike them.
What you’re not allowed to do is giving a life lesson to people who doesn’t give a shit about your opinion because they are emotionally intelligent and they can understand what a dark romance is.

He’s not leaving YET, because he’s working to put his brothers and his father in jail. That’s why. He will let Shulang free in the next episode. And if you don’t believe my words you can read the novel in which he clearly says that he understands that he’s a piece of shit and that he was scared for Shulang’s life.
He will go to jail for three months because he wants to pay for what he did. And I’m simply stating facts. 😀

Ok so, for the ones who wants to understand a little bit better what’s happening.. let me tell you. 😌

Do you remember the scene in which Fan Xiao is watching at the closed window in Shulang’s bedroom?
That is the moment he got a come to Jesus moment.
He’s scared shitless for Shulang’s life and from that moment on, everything he’s doing is doing for let Shulang go.
He already knows that he’s the reason Shulang is slowly dying. And he understands that he has to free him.
The whole three months thing is happening because he wants Shulang to find a reason to live, forcing him out of the house.
And he’s using shitty methods because Shulang won’t believe in his good actions if he doesn’t do them in his usual ways.

And also the whole thing with the brother? Fan Xiao already knows. And when he says that “soon everything will be over” it’s because he wants Shulang to expose him and his family.
He will atone his sins forcing Shulang to send the files to the police. And he will go in jail for the bad deeds that he has committed.

You might have lost your faith in him at the moment, but you have to know that it’s all a plan to let Shulang free.
He tried to make him stay because he is in love. He’s not playing, he’s not lying. He truly is in love and he doesn’t know how to get Shulang to forgive him.
He’s having sex with Shulang because it’s the only moment in which Shulang is alive and responsive. (I’m not justifying his actions. I’m just trying to explain the inner monologue that we have in the novel)

He tried till the very end to keep him, because he can’t breathe without the love of his life. But he understood that Shulang’s life depends on his sacrifice. And he will sacrifice himself to let Shulang go.

I know that it’s a lot. It’s a lot even for me and I already know that it will be Shulang to go back to Fan Xiao. Forgiving him because he simply cannot stop loving him.
But trust me, you have to have a little bit of faith and you have to trust the process.
I promise you that if they don’t cut out the finale (since we have just three episodes and a lot has still to happen) all this pain will be worth it.

I illuded myself into believing that I would be perfectly fine witnessing all this pain, after having read the novel.
But I’ve never been so wrong in my life.
Seeing both of them suffering so much it’s breaking me.
They’re doing an amazing job and I can’t be more proud of them 😭😭😭