kacee_ottis

Just your typical fluid millennial who’s been obsessed with BL for as long as I can remember. Fujoshi since 2009. 

Hardcore stan here with a passion for all things toxic, dark, forbidden, and morally messy. Give me historical angst, alpha/omega power plays, BDSM, slow-burn obsession, unhinged devotion, and steamy, tension-filled dynamics that blur the line between love and ruin. I live for complex characters, flawed anti-heroes, red flags with depth, and stories that make my heart flutter and hurt in equal measure. If it’s intense, controversial, emotionally charged, and unapologetic—I’m seated. 

I've lived through the glory days of Wattpad and AO3 and watched the genre evolve into what it is today—and trust me, i’m here for it all.

Also note as a Hardcore stan i’ll always choose a BL with a good script, great acting, and real chemistry—even without an NC scene—over one with a terrible script, weak performances, no chemistry, and nothing but NC scenes trying to make up for it. 

Waiting for the next big hit while never letting go of my favorites. Catch me fangirling over every new BL series that drops!

My first BL drama was Takumi Kun: Pure Arata x Shingyouji kiss is EVERYTHING

I am still updating the list below.

Favorite Japanese BL; Old Fashion Cupcake, Cherry Magic! Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard?! , Life: Love on the line, The End of the World With You, The Novelist, Mood Indigo, Pornographer: Continued Spring Life, Ai no Kotodama, Kiss × Kiss × Kiss: Melting Night, When It Rains, It Pours, Stay by My Side after the Rain, At 25:00, in Akasaka, My Personal Weatherman, My Beautiful Man Season 2, A Man Who Defies the World of BL, 10Dance, School Trip: Joined a Group I’m Not Close To, I Cannot Reach You, Takumi-kun Series 4: Pure, Taboo, Love Is a Poison, Love Is Better the Second Time Around, Ossan's Love, Egoist, His, The Cornered Mouse Dreams of Cheese,

Favorite Chinese BL: Addicted, To My Shore, ABO Desire, Revenged Love, The Ambiguous Focus, Advanced Bravery, Falling in love with a rival,  A Round Trip to Love, Irresistible Love: Secret of the Valet, Winter Begonia, Farewell My Concubine, Kill To Love, Love after Addiction, Sammy's Children's Day, Feel What You Feel, The Racer and His Dr. Perfect, Meet You at the Blossom, Secrets Happened on the Litchi Island, 

Favorite Korean BL:The Eight Sense, Love for Love's Sake, Secret Relationships, A Distant Place, Where Your Eyes Linger, To My Star, Let Free the Curse of Taekwondo, Mr. Heart, Light on Me, Ball Boy Tactics, Just Friends?, No regret, A Frozen Flower, Unintentional Love Story, Love in the Big City, Method, Let Free the Curse of Taekwondo, Love Mate, Love Class Season 2, Cherry Blossoms after Winter, Love Tractor, 

Favorite Taiwanese BL: HIStory2: Right or Wrong, HIStory3: Trapped, HIStory2: Crossing the Line, HIStory3: make our days count, HIStory4: Close to You, Unknown, We Best Love: No. 1 For You, The On1y One, You Are Mine, Your Name Engraved Herein, Secret Lover, Kiseki: Dear to Me, Plus & Minus,

Favorite Thai BL: I Told Sunset About You, Views of love: Grey rainbow, The Paradise of Thorns, The Bangkok Boy, Together With Me, Sotus, Gelboys, Spare Me Your Mercy, Dark Blue Kiss, KinnPorsche, The Sign, I Feel You Linger in the Air, Present still perfect, 2gether, Ghost Host, Ghost House, This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans, Duang with You, 

Favorite Vietnamese BL: Goodbye Mother