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Exactly! It's so heartbreaking watching J struggle silently. I just want him to let Jinn in already so he can stop carrying all that weight alone. Also, that preview single-handedly revived me too, because the way the episode ended had me in emotional ruins

Right?? They are so soft and in love, but everything around them is getting darker and heavier so fast. It's wild how the show balanced all that sweetness with this creeping sense of doom. Watching J fight so hard to protect Jinn while the future seems to keep slipping out of his hands is honestly heartbreaking. And in the precap J mentions about Aunt Jen dying and then Jinn disappearing. Like, that's a whole new level of terrifying. It feels like every step he takes to save Jinn just opens up another nightmare.

Van does love Farm. There's absolutely no doubt about that but the problem is he doesn't trust himself. The expression he made after Farm said yes to his proposal. He was in doubts. As a friend, he's actually pretty decent. But relationship wise? He sucks. He was drunk but that justifies absolutely nothing. He seriously needs to work on himself. Farm is too precious, too soft hearted, too good to be hurt by him.

Although the precap single handedly revived me from all the emotional ruins I went through, Jinn's "love you" is still echoing in my head. Like damn. Hearing that while J was lying in a pool of blood.

She said there's still so much Jinn doesn't know. So I am hoping for a proper explanation.

When in love people do the most stupidest stuff. This is one of them. Love is blind and it's not just a saying.

That end. J lying in a pool of blood and his phone notification beeping "love you" from Jinn. Oh my godddd!! I am unwell. At least they didn't leave us hanging in the precap. And Jinn is so cute. Like a little extra cute than everyone else.

And I get why J isn't telling Jinn about his dad- it's not really his place to say- but all these accidents are getting scary, almost like a premonition of something bad. I really want him to tell Jinn already.

And about Van, I was just sitting there like, Van, why? You just became boyfriends. Why would you go off with a girl like that? And if Farm hadn't seen him, he would've definitely acted on it but he is definitely making amends and trying to change. With his ex, he would never apologize or try to fix anything, but here he is trying. And honestly it's good but I just hope Farm does not get hurt in the process of his change. Farm is way too precious.

"But if something happens to me one day, I'll believe you did your best."

TT^TT The line....the line. It felt like a punch to my heart.

Welcome to Sunday. Just few more hours and we are there.

I don't know if it's weird but I feel the same way.😭

It went from "The manipulated" to "The ridiculous". The first half was pretty good but the second half was just ridiculous.

Welcome to the weekly waiting pain club 🤝 It's torture but honestly that's what makes it more memorable.

What you said actually makes a lot of sense. The way he's shown the scene from the outside really does make it feel like J is witnessing it. And you're right if he tries to warn Jinn, the timing is terrible. Jinn would be too upset to listen. And same, I have been resisting reading the novel so hard. I don't want to spoil anything because I know I won't be as excited if I already know what's coming but damn my patience is really being tested.

I rewatched the episode today and I just noticed that Jinn and his mum are wearing the exact same clothes in the accident scene as they do on the day Jinn argues with her after finding out she's seeing his dad. So... does that mean the accident is actually a vision of something that's going to happen really soon? Or am I overthinking this?

The diary is really cute. The first half it is about Jinn pinning-his insults, his softness, all those hidden feelings spilled across the pages. And now the second half will be about Jerome's love for him. And the cutest part is Jerome covering the plain black cover with those bright, colorful fabric cutouts, all because Jinn once mentioned the black cover might be bad luck. It's such a small subtle thing, but it says everything.

Van going to the columbarium to see his parents really got to me. It added such a quiet, powerful layer to his character. Everything he's been doing hits even harder. He is trying so hard to find a place of security for himself, but every single time he just does not feel it

And with Farm... he's terrified. Taking that step means gambling the one person who consistently shows up for him, the one person who makes him feel seen, grounded, wanted. If it doesn’t work out, he's not just losing a relationship, he's losing the only place that has ever felt like home to him.

I feel the same way. The pacing is perfect. They don't jump from being at each other's throats for as long as they can remember to suddenly being overly sweet. For Jerome, those visions of the future made him more grounded, and he carries all that extra softness from remembering what he and Jinn become. But for Jinn, this is the very beginning, he's only just learning how to be with Jerome.

They balance those two perspectives so perfectly. It feels natural and so emotionally satisfying. And you are right may be that is why we are so attached. They let us know these characters enough to understand them, so when the messy or painful moments eventually hit, it's going to land so much harder. But honestly, that's what makes series like this unforgettable

I don't know how much of it is true. But it's vision from a timeline where Jerome has lived 17 years without Jinn. I am also not sure if he died young age or 10 years later. (Haven't read the novel because I did not want to spoil the whole story for myself.)

The scene where Jinn gives Jerome that purse is peak adorableness. The way he immediately slips into that soft, playful, borderline flirty cuteness and then he calls Jinn cute, which, honestly, is just stating a universal truth. Jinn is seriously so cute. In fact, they both are.

Yes, you could say it's the future. It's visions from a timeline where Jerome already lost Jinn. (at least according to the novel readers)