The manga developed the romance a lot better and also made more sense about the glasses thing. It was her way of shielding herself. You all should definitely read it.
Oh, that's an interesting cope mechanism. I tried before, watching dark content and stuff, but it just doesn't…
I might just take things too seriously but when I watch overally happy things then I feel like I'm forcing myself to feel better. By watching dark shows, it's like I can confront my bad feelings in an indirect way? I can continue to feel depressed without saying completely that I feel bad due to something other than a sad show. Sorry to get all serious, oof
The odd thing is that when I don't feel good I only want to watch dark and depressing things. I just don't want to like trick myself into feeling better than I actually do? It helps me cope better to watch something similar to what I'm feeling.
That's one of the reasons why I like kdramas, because the male lead isn't always strong. I love the adorable male leads like, Park Hyung Shik and Jinyoung. They don't have extremely manly characters.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Do6t0aSm3nA&list=PLXgoKQ9juAEPTjd-QMPDQ9BH3WBl0EcdA&index=3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZoAwZi4M2_U&list=PLXgoKQ9juAEPTjd-QMPDQ9BH3WBl0EcdA