"I saved him, but he nearly dragged me down to become a drowned ghost with him. He was panicking, clinging…
This is why this drama is exceptionally good. It is not afraid of leading the story in such dark places. Once you find a truly amazing person you cannot believe they are real and you break them to the point where they wonder if they should even exist. You may check but checking and making sure they are real sometimes break beyond return. Much like in any relationship, once you made sure.. you want it. But you want it only after you are sure it can no longer hurt you or deceive you.. while loving means giving power and hoping they don't use it against you. It's easy to be sure of your partner when you stripped them naked and you are SURE they are great people. However love is always hoping you chose the best person.. do not break them just to make sure they are real, only because that is the only way you can finally give your love to them. I truly love this plot.
I was just reading the webtoon when I found the essence of how their relationship has been until now:
"I saved him, but he nearly dragged me down to become a drowned ghost with him. He was panicking, clinging to me desperately, restraining my arms and legs. Later, he chocked on a mouthful of water and fainted , only then was I able to drag him back to shore"
..... oh yeah. We need Fan Xiao to faint in a mouthful of water (tears) and let his ass get dragged to the shore. :)))
The problem here is that, he said the boy did it again as if never learning. So he hesitated the second time, he saved him again but hesitated. It's just like Fan Xiao who keep playing games over and over till the point of You Shulang despite loving him, hesitates. He stopped swimming, which is a way of saying.. He might save Fan XIao despite him being very stupid again and again. he might do so while still hurting, hesitating but man.. writer, please do not leave him like that, make him swim (love) again.
ok so this is my first BL... will I be ok after this? :)))) f*** my life... :))
it is the first time in my life that I am also reading the webtoon and even though I am up to date with the series, I came back to watch it again.. slowly :))))
I don't think I've seen something this good this year (and man do I watch a lot of dramas).... no matter how it ends this is a solid 10/10 for me. It hurts me to the core.
YS: what, never seen one this big before?
FX: i've seen bigger. Mine.
: )))))
The visuals, the lines, the OST, the acting, the knife to my heart, I cannot express what comfort this show has been to me. It makes one feel alive.
I am dying, someone please tell me what they plan to do when the show is over aside from watching it again :)))
Really amazing ost
..... oh yeah. We need Fan Xiao to faint in a mouthful of water (tears) and let his ass get dragged to the shore. :)))
The problem here is that, he said the boy did it again as if never learning. So he hesitated the second time, he saved him again but hesitated.
It's just like Fan Xiao who keep playing games over and over till the point of You Shulang despite loving him, hesitates. He stopped swimming, which is a way of saying.. He might save Fan XIao despite him being very stupid again and again. he might do so while still hurting, hesitating but man.. writer, please do not leave him like that, make him swim (love) again.
it is the first time in my life that I am also reading the webtoon and even though I am up to date with the series, I came back to watch it again.. slowly :))))
I don't think I've seen something this good this year (and man do I watch a lot of dramas).... no matter how it ends this is a solid 10/10 for me. It hurts me to the core.