Not to be dramatic but I’m on episode 11 and sensing a tidal wave of pain forthcoming. Can I skip ahead to part 2? I don’t think I I’m ready for anguish.
is anyone still alive, ep 4 was on fire!! i did not expect that. wow payu is so hot and rain is so lucky!that…
I’d forgotten for a couple of days but just rewatched. Now I’m broken again and I will have to watch ep 4 3 more times until I can compose myself again.
Can I get an Amen for a well choreographed love scene? How about for the spot on portrayal of an orgasam? That’s gotta be worth one Got-dayam. Well Noeul wins both categories. Nicely done. Perfectly believable, especially that little molten-bone collapse thing at the end. Shivers
I don’t know about y’all but my heart is a warm, gooey mess right now. I could watch Ye Guang flirting with Qi Zhang all day. And hoo boy Ray kissed the hell outta Jian, no wonder the poor guy was gobsmacked. I get his panic just like I understand how defensive and scared Ray got. He is terrified of being rejected again. Anyway,, this is a delightful show.
Now I want to talk about Wang. How sad is it that his mom said she wouldn’t mention him in her speech because she didn’t want people to know she was a divorcee with a son. This sentiment, losing his dad to slow suicide and being exiled to boarding school where he had no friends and his only idol a teacher pretty clearly define how lonely and rejected he must feel. He is observant and smart, good at staying under peoples radar and equally talented at poking sore spots and provoking. We see him do this with both his Mom and In. What does he want from In? The truth about what happened or how Siam and In felt for each other? He seems to already know. Is he on a mission to let his heartbroken, dead Father know that he was loved by In, deeply and selflessly. Does he somehow see some cosmic right in bearing his fathers exact appearance and reconnecting with In? Is he merely intrigued and attracted? What is Wang’s mission? And how could he survive receiving In’s emotional or physical love knowing that he feels the presence of Siam in his son. I think this would devastate him. No one has ever just loved Wang.
This show is so intense. I spent half the episode nearly convinced that this was a dream or that Wang was some visiting spirit sent to help In let go.
The revelation here seemed so simple and almost anticlimactic but this show is about layers of truth, secrets and how we express emotion. In ran hard and fast in the other direction from his love and his regret is deep. He has isolated himself and convinced himself that he wants to live quietly and peacefully when truthfully, he is afraid of who he is. It’s so very very sad. He told himself he ran to give them space but it was really because he didn’t think he had a chance or the right to love Siam. Then to watch his friend slowly fall apart and eventually die from grief. So In shuts himself away and lives in solitude as a kind of penance. Until here comes Wang drawing lines and connecting the dots. I don’t know what’s going to happen next or how this will end up. I still feel that Wang is a bit otherworldly and I don’t 100% trust any story he tells. He is a beautiful creature though and I hope he ends up at peace and happy.
I firmly believe that I need some distance between me and show after the finale to process. This was so great and I have such strong feels for it. However I hovered on the thumbnail on Netflix long enough for the theme song to start playing and…damnit, I’m hooked. I’m going in again.
Not everything has to tie to KP. I get the comment about Venice but seriously…these actors and story writers…
You are right, you are entitled to make comparisons. I didn’t mean to attack you so much as just complain that making those comparisons doesn’t allow LITA and the actors to stand out on their own. And they are constant comparisons. Every week. Anyways, it’s not my place to tell you what to think. We’re all here to enjoy the show. Sorry for singling you out.
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Well Noeul wins both categories. Nicely done. Perfectly believable, especially that little molten-bone collapse thing at the end.
Shivers
I could watch Ye Guang flirting with Qi Zhang all day.
And hoo boy Ray kissed the hell outta Jian, no wonder the poor guy was gobsmacked. I get his panic just like I understand how defensive and scared Ray got. He is terrified of being rejected again.
Anyway,, this is a delightful show.
How sad is it that his mom said she wouldn’t mention him in her speech because she didn’t want people to know she was a divorcee with a son. This sentiment, losing his dad to slow suicide and being exiled to boarding school where he had no friends and his only idol a teacher pretty clearly define how lonely and rejected he must feel.
He is observant and smart, good at staying under peoples radar and equally talented at poking sore spots and provoking. We see him do this with both his Mom and In.
What does he want from In? The truth about what happened or how Siam and In felt for each other? He seems to already know.
Is he on a mission to let his heartbroken, dead Father know that he was loved by In, deeply and selflessly. Does he somehow see some cosmic right in bearing his fathers exact appearance and reconnecting with In?
Is he merely intrigued and attracted?
What is Wang’s mission? And how could he survive receiving In’s emotional or physical love knowing that he feels the presence of Siam in his son. I think this would devastate him.
No one has ever just loved Wang.
I spent half the episode nearly convinced that this was a dream or that Wang was some visiting spirit sent to help In let go.
The revelation here seemed so simple and almost anticlimactic but this show is about layers of truth, secrets and how we express emotion.
In ran hard and fast in the other direction from his love and his regret is deep. He has isolated himself and convinced himself that he wants to live quietly and peacefully when truthfully, he is afraid of who he is.
It’s so very very sad. He told himself he ran to give them space but it was really because he didn’t think he had a chance or the right to love Siam. Then to watch his friend slowly fall apart and eventually die from grief. So In shuts himself away and lives in solitude as a kind of penance.
Until here comes Wang drawing lines and connecting the dots.
I don’t know what’s going to happen next or how this will end up. I still feel that Wang is a bit otherworldly and I don’t 100% trust any story he tells. He is a beautiful creature though and I hope he ends up at peace and happy.
However I hovered on the thumbnail on Netflix long enough for the theme song to start playing and…damnit, I’m hooked.
I’m going in again.
There are 3 BL that I was excited about for 2022 and this is the 3rd ❤️
Anyways, it’s not my place to tell you what to think. We’re all here to enjoy the show. Sorry for singling you out.