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Loved this. So eloquently said. Especially liked what you read into Fujisawa buying the television for Sei, by way of "valuing what Sei wants more than what he wants" Sei, I think, understood this when he grabbed his sleeve by way of thank you. I thought that was a lovely moment.

Oh, I’m passionately astute, when it comes to moral obligations - you can count me in.

Hilarious. Love it. And, so much very closer my friend.

I honestly think we're saying nearly the same things, however, I think in different ways, which is what I like about this here forum, but also despise it, for a lot can be lost in translation among so many languages and cultures. So, for me, it's nice to take a step back and think about what the respondent is saying.

I agree in part. I just don't feel Sei wants all of him, just a sniff of him at this stage would make him feel less worthless. I mean the toe thing, - what was that about? I was so confused by that. I was surprised he touched him. And, I mean really surprised. That's the power of this writing. Fujisawa needs to take ownership of the situation he finds himself in, because, he simply hasn't had the balls to say 8 simple words: "I don't want to have sex with you."

Ha. Me and you both! And the fact that it appears the MOST gorgeous, currently, heterosexual (but not for long, lol, ) stunningly beautiful BL male lead I've seen in oh, years, no, probably ever, actually asks him to have sex with HIM! Oh, my days! Now we're talking.

It's alleged, particularly in New York, women use the term "PQ," when describing the way such a preview makes them feel. #JustSayin'

"Dump them like radioactive waste," - did make me laugh out loud, and I'm in total agreement.

Love your story. Damn, that sounds so fucked up. - selfish, narcissistic, arrogant, low self-esteem all spring to mind. "Vicarious Wankers" is the perfect name for such tossers.

I do believe it would be a travesty and indeed detrimental to the story, if we didn't get Fujisawa's back story and first person thoughts on Sei. I want to also know what made the girlfriend choose to return her vagina to a virgin? After all, she did go to a Love Motel on the first night they confessed to each other. Have to say, girl acted like she was gagging for it. #JustSayin'. Questions. Questions.

That's my man. Now we're talking. Loving your style 🤣

I agree with your comment, it really wouldn't be easy for Sei to leave, as after-all, Fujisawa is his only family in the world. So, I can see how hard it would be for him to leave. Yes, I hear you, however, I don't think you can compare asking for a TV and asking for sex - they're just world's apart in my mind. I'd just love to understand why Fujisawa won't have the conversation with Sei, as he's clearly so very, very uncomfortable with his constant advances. Part of me thinks he honestly, truly loves him, but not in a sexual way, yet is absolutely terrified of losing him, because as he said, he is prepared to spend the rest of his life with him. Can't wait to find out.

My friend, I'm tempted to throw a lube and condom party in their honour. #Snigger Even better, if they went for a Guinness World Record. I want them to have the combined stamina of the alpha male werewolf stories on Wattpad. I know. I know. I'm such a wrong-un'. Enjoy, I think you're in for a treat with this episode. Looking forward to hearing what you think.

Oh, how I laughed my head off at that opening scene in the restaurant. Sei is just so damn nonchalant and matter of fact when speaking about sex with Hagiwara. I just adore his deadpan delivery.

"Are you picky during sex?"
"She won't have sex with you because you're self-centered?"
"One minute foreplay?"
"Or, being pushy when she's not even wet?"

Absolutely hilarious writing and so damn original and captivating. It's refreshing to find a writer and indeed a female writer, who hasn't shied away and instead owned the nuanced subject of sex in all its many and varied complexities. I just love the way the script just lays it out there. It's refreshing. Innovative and a subject I haven't seen dealt with in a BL with so much honesty, humour and at times sheer exasperation and sadness. To me, this writer both likes sex and most importantly, understands it.

Have to say Sei and Fujisawa's relationship is seriously fucking with my head. One minute I think Sei is purposefully trying to push Fujisawa's buttons, simply to get a rise from him - that whole conversation about purchasing a TV said that to me and then in the next breath, he says he doesn't want one and then seems delighted when he does. Then, we have Fujisawa, all invested over poor Sei's toe, only to press down on it so hard, why? Also, Sei knows Fujisawa doesn't want to have sex with him, so why does he keep pressing the matter - again, I think he's trying to get a rise out of Fujisawa, desperate for him to face the subject and simply tell him why! Sei, leave the poor man alone, accept his conditions, or straight out ask him: "Why won't you have sex with me?"

As to the girlfriend, same question: "Why won't you have sex with me?" Simple. Depending on her response, I'd simply pack my bags and leave or we work through it together, possibly through counselling.

Anyway, it looks like our boys are going to have sexy time next week. Whoop! Whoop! They're going to be banging all night long. Damn, I've never been so excited to see a sex scene.

I did and because I’m a twat, from time-to-time anyways, was beyond stupid. Thank you MY friend. 🙏🏾 However, the pleasure is indeed all mine.

Ah, I just love words.

Thank you kind sir I'd prefer that 🙏🏽

To me, you'd have to be a writer with your ability to tell a story. And yes, you make me laugh a lot,

WTAF! You're joking, right? I suppose the first question should be what review?

OMG! Loved. Loved. Loved this. Please tell me you're a writer. If not it would seriously be a travesty. I'm a writer (in hospitality B2B), so adore storytelling, and, damn, you know how to tell a compelling story. You are seriously the bitch of tropes. You own that shit You is the Queen. I bow to you oh Master.

This. This, seriously did it for me... funny as fuck my friend. Funny as fuck.

IX. Nakarai to Hagiwara
Oh babes, is this flirting? If so, I hate to break it to you: but you might also be, “you know”… By the way, I met a guy at work too. He’s a wimp. A hot wimp, but a wimp all the same. We stood under the rain for a bit, and he brought me an umbrella. So I’m guessing we’ll get married at the Imperial in 2 months?

Ooh, I'm off to check this out ❣️

It's out on Vikki! Whoop! Whoop!

Girl, wouldn't you be damn horny if you had to forfeit sex for 1-year? #Snigger 🤣

Ah, thank you for your lovely comment 🙏🏽 I agree, the wait is going to be torture.

Hello lovely B, your comment did make me laugh out loud. Isn't it just so refreshing to have a BL with such excellent writing. Muto Jun is devastatingly handsome. When he is on screen I find I simply can't take my eyes of him -he's mesmerisingly beautiful and such a good actor. Ooh, are you adding language 4 to your incredible repertoire? Damn, you're a smart man. Love it.

I didn't realise Muto Jun was an idol and now fear you could be right. If he does do all off the above, it would indeed be a first for an idol. However, if he doesn't both kiss and have sex, I fear it will ruin what is an incredible script, but, as you say, one can only hope.

I was hoping that Sei woke up and had his light bulb moment and said to Fuji: "I've decided to move out." That would have been beautiful writing for me. However, in a way, that would ruin the story, as we're yet to see, which will come, Fuji's jealousy when Sei falls in love with Hagiwara and Fuji tries to keep him by his side, but ultimately realises it's too late and he's lost him.