On The Effect • Oct 19, 2019
Title The Effect
Okay so I know I'm going to get ALOT of hate for this but I feel like it needs to be said. When I watch shows I always try to be objective when watching, now there is no excuse for what P'Keng did. What he did is never okay no matter what situation one is facing. The only thing I want to say is that I understand where his anger is coming from. Just imagine yourself in his shoes. He doesn't feel like anyone truly cares about him, and that anytime someone wants him is because of oof what he has or what he can give them. He had met someone that he thought was different from everyone else and risked everything to keep that person by his side. He lost everything, any normal person would be feeling depressed during that time. Now that depression slowly becomes anxiety because the one person he thought would still be by his side is avoiding him. So he goes the extra mile just to get to talk to him, only to be told by Shin that they shouldn't be close anymore because he lost his ambassador position. We know as the watchers that he feels that way because he feels it is his fault, but P'Keng doesn't know this. He might have if he waited calmly for a further in-depth explanation but at that moment his world practically crumbled before his eyes. We also must not forget that P'Keng has thought that Shin loved him back since he overheard Shin's conversation with his friends, so it didn't even occur to him that Shin didn't love him. Now he had to come to face that fact Shin didn't love him right after Shin tells him they shouldn't see each other because he lost his ambassador position. It makes sense that he would be angry and think that Shin was like everyone else, and also makes sense that he still wouldn't want Shin to leave him because Shin is litearlly all he has now. Hence, P'Keng taking the video to use as blackmail to keep him beside him, but yea that's all. I don't think P'Keng deserves to burn in hell, but I do think that he needs medical treament for his obvious now poor mental state. He seems to be suffering from depression, anger issues, anxiety, abandonment issues, and maybe in the future he could possibly suffer from delusions if he doesn't get treatment. Sorry for the long rant LOL
