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So this is just my understanding i could be wrong...the first time she asks the 1ML to kill the 2ML i think she is incredibly hurt by the fact that the 2ML betrayed her. He was her first love and they grew up together...at that point she was rightfully angry thats why she wanted him dead. The second time around i think she forgives him for a few reasons. 1 she feels like she already got her revenge on him when she allowed Adu to push him off the cliff and 2 he basically "paid" for his crimes because for the past 2 years he has looked after her non stop and she remembers that. I think she wasnt as angry with him when she got her memories back. In her mind she just remembered their friendship over the past 2 years. I think he also didn't agree that he was gu xiaowu out right because he didnt want to really betray her again...but he also didnt correct her when she misunderstood so its a 50/5 there...he didnt want to lie to her but he also wanted to feel her love for him again so he didnt correct her but he also didnt lie.

I have no idea why she lied to the 1ML...that also confused me especially since she knew he was angry.

So again this is just my interpretation. I think she killed herself for many reasons. 1 she felt guilty like it was her fault that her family died...i feel like she blamed herself for it. She also blamed herself for still being in love with the ML even though he destroyed her life. She probably felt stuck like she cant stop loving him but she also cant forgive him so living that way would make her extremely miserable. She also knew that the ML was insane and would not let her leave him and go away. she probably felt trapped. No matter where she went he would fetch her and bring her back...so she had no peace or safe place to run away to. Remember he was an emperor so he could go to war with any place. Another thing is...at the time her brother wanted to avenge their family. So now the ML was going to go to war with her brother...one of them was sure to die in that war....i dont think she could handle that....after all despite everything she still loved the ML and well obviously she loves her brother. She knew that the only way to get them to stop fighting was through her death. They would both be too devastated to fight each other. She also knew that both of them would honour her wishes if it was a death wish. Remember a death wish is a big deal. They feel that unless its fulfilled people's souls will not rest in peace or move on so they HAD to do as she asked...hence she pleaded that the ML not come back to her country and there was too much blood shed from him already there and then she asks him to live well because she did not want him to die. He was a decent emperor after all and she knew that he would kill himself to be with her in death so she made him promise. Those are my thoughts...i hope i answered your questions

Yes i agree...seems like no one will have a happy ending....cant wait for the next 2 episodes :)

This drama confuses me lol! When i read the synopsis i definitely didnt picture it like to be like this.... how does the emperor fall for the FL? Doesn't he love Talian? (I hope im spelling the names correctly) i mean its obvious he does some feelings towards her...he explains it clearly in ep 24....something seems amiss here.... also i completely understand why although the shifu loves her he cant be with her so he tries his best to push her away....its super frustrating but i get it...anyway that new princess and the other prince are so suspicious....i feel like they're up to something. Anyway im excited for Wednesday.... i love how the FL doesnt judge the emperor when they're talking but instead gives him good advice...i also like that the emperor respects her enough to listen. I wonder how the story is going to go....im excited but also a bit worried and confused with the love arc between them (FL and emperor) to me...a mutual friendship seems more understanding... i kinda like the emperor even though he is bat shit crazy...most people that experience loss deal with it but there is that odd one or 2 that gets consumed by it. I also felt so sad for Talian...i did not expect him to repeatedly rape her....aiya he is a very complex character. Im also glad she stood up to him by telling him what he is doing is unfair and cruel....it would be better even if he just left her alone in her place to live out her life peacefully...but he cant stand her nor does he want to leave her alone which he expresses in episode 24 but still....what a mess....lets see what this week brings

At this point im just cheering for the FL's brother i cant remember his name and the blind girl...i hope they at least have a smooth storyline without MORE drama... but i feel like there will be drama because he looks similar to that war guy....mmmm

Hahahaha also on a random note that other king that took the FL prisoner was kinda cool in the way he thought of her...he acknowledged her skill despite it being the time of woman cant be equal....he thought if she married him they could rule together...he appreciated her military tactics. I found that cool....but damn his people were savage...although taking slaves were common back then...seeing them being treated like dirt and starving was sad.

For me, the way i understood the FL is that she was very young when the story takes place...maybe 16? 15? Thats why they made her so childish and naive

I did feel extremely sorry for her but also could not understand the whole tricking the male lead into believing she was having an affair...that part confused me a lot because she basically convinced him that the 2ML was gu xiaowu ...the person she loved...i mean she had to know that the man was borderline insane....of course he would kill the 2ML over that misunderstanding.

As for the 2ML i didnt hate him as much....i was extremely upset because i felt like he had his chance to take her away and be happy but he let it go all for revenge...then he spent the rest of his life in regret and on a suicide mission to "fix" things...still i felt that he did have grave remorse and realized that ultimately he pushed xiaofeng to fall in love with someone he knew was going to mess up her life (sigh) the story was very touching and definitely one of the most grey dramas ive ever watched....everyone was good or bad at some point...it will stay with me forever

My heart feels empty...i feel completely and utterly broken for the couple. Ive been crying since yesterday and just had to vent out my feelings. Funny enough i asked my friend to recommend me a sad drama months ago... i was in the mood for some angst so i had been shelving goodbye my princess for a while already. I finally had some free time and decided to start it. I knew it had a sad ending but i wasnt prepared for the sad journey...it feelings like from the early episodes there was already some sort of betrayal and sadness. I felt so horrible for the female lead...everytime she cried i just sobbed for her...at first i was extremely angry with the male lead but after someone talked a bit more about things from his view point i started to see him differently. It was hard for me because i usually love grey characters but struggled so badly with him. That first betrayal just cut me so deep. Although its not black and white and you can see his remorse for hurting her its just something that shocked me...to get married knowing you're going to kill her grandfather just felt wrong. I dont know if this is going to make sense but i had a problem with Gu Xiaowu (hope im spelling the names right) but when they went back to the palace and started over after their memory loss...i liked him a bit better there. I told my friend that it felt like you were walking in the female lead's shoes...sometimes he confused me...sometimes i was upset with him...sometimes i couldnt help but care for him...i think thats whats so hard...the drama is ultimately Xiaofeng's journey so we got to really feel her emotions about people and situations. She deserved so much better in life...i think her dying was the only way to go...to be real i feel like she couldnt live with this guilty feelings...of not just loving the man that killed her family but also i feel like she blamed herself a lot and didnt want to live with that. I think that was the only way out for her. It made a lot of sense to the plot. I also think what got to me was the male lead's need for power...sometimes righteousness isn't all flowers and rainbows...also if youre going to get revenge you definitely a ruthless attitude. (Sigh) i just feel like crying again....the pain was extremely overwhelming. Expecially seeing how toxic everything turned. When he didnt want to let her go...you could see he was already borderlining insanity. The actor did such an amazing job....his eyes scared the crap outta me...he looked like he had that attitude of if i cant have her than no one will. I also heard that he raped her? People that read the novel is it true? Ai this character was truly the definition of grey. I wished things worked out for them but it seemed like they were doomed from the get go. I also loved their sweet moments so much. Like watching the fireworks and giving her the crab to eat. I know his love was genuine but because the palace life is ruthless coupled with his revenge plot...things just had to be that way. I also feel he wasnt bad...he didnt want to be a crown prince originally and actually loved his brother. The people around him just influenced everything until it was too late to come back from that dark place and he had to keep moving foward...further into that pit of no return. This drama will always stay with me....i need to watch something light to get outta this funk soon. All in all i really loved it and its a must watch

Ive been busy with exams so havent visited this page in a while...came back on hoping for an update...guess who is the biggest clown hahahaha....i think im just going to re read the novel from the beginning again. Does anyone have the full novel? I cant even remember where i read it now

Hope you all are doing ok and keeping healthy....i might not post much but ive been reading the comment section for almost a year now so i feel like we're all a family here LOL

Ahhh thanks for the help. I saw some people on twitter posting the synopsis in english so i was wondering how they did it 😂 ... i guess we just wait then😂or maybe i can re read 2ha again...the first time i read it, i read it very quickly....so maybe this time i can take my time

Can i ask...how do we read her novels then? Without waiting for someone to translate it?

autumn carrot you're right...i dont mind chatting and crying with you guys 😂💜 makes me feel better...like im not alone in this wait

I wonder if someone will translate it for us. Or hoping that meanbun's novels will get picked up for official translations like The Untamed and Heaven's Official Blessings

Mmm this has crossed my mind a few times. I haven't watched any of his dramas however from the clips ive seen i feel like his past projects shouldn't be looked at too much...i feel like he really embodied TXJ and will do a good job. Sometimes fans can just feel it

So ive been coming to this page on and off for months and i finally made an account to cry with you guys 😭 it feels like 300 years! I hope we get it this month