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Everything about Episode 18 felt so... human. Watching the scenes unfold had me feeling both alive and dead at the same time. The writing, the direction, the acting, and every little detail have built up the one sequence to signify a major turning point. I may have prepared myself so much that I did not break down during the breakup scene. My eyes only swelled when Suo Wei cried. Zi Yu's acting is truly compelling. Much more so has Tian Xu Ning magnificently portrayed Chi Cheng. My love for this series cannot grow any stronger.

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I honestly couldn't care less about the misunderstandings between WSW and CC. I have watched enough of the same plot, and this conflict is only bound to be resolved through healthy, open, and truthful communication. What I cannot accept right now is the inevitable. I knew it was coming. But no matter how much I prepare, I just can't hold my ground and stay strong. Even just the mention of "mom" has me shedding a tear or two. Mrs. Wu did not even make an appearance in Episode 16, but she was the only one I wanted to see. I know it's gonna hurt Da Qiong more than it could hurt me. Yet I cannot help but feel more disappointed in him. Even with Chi Cheng prompting him to spend time with his mom, Suo Wei only acted on his advances. Is it too much to ask for him to have a single whole day spent with the sole blood family he has? I won't expect the next episodes to satisfy me in this aspect. I fear Da Bao has become too self-centered to even think of his mother for a moment. I could try to understand that with all the "self-discovery" and complicated emotions he's feeling, he chooses to take his time on his own. I'm tearing up as I write this. I will only ask for one thing: for Suo Wei to enjoy a day with his mom. Eurghhhh FUCK CANCER!!!!

Less than 12 hours before Episode 15 drops. I can barely contain my excitement.

I am, for the nth time, missing this drama while it's still airing, especially right now. It's that rare feeling, found in only a select few series. I hold Revenged Love so dearly in my heart, knowing the finale is set to release on my birthday, it tastes bittersweet. Not a day passes by without me daydreaming of cute Wei Wei scenes, hot Chi Cheng moments, silly Xiao Shuai tactics, and misunderstood Cheng Yu schemes. I fear that my life now revolves around them, at least half of my waking time, and possibly most of the time when I sleep. Revenged Love has touched me in ways I cannot begin to describe in detail. I would have to write a book to explain everything I love about this drama. Yes, fellow BL lovers, I am down bad. I accept that I will suffer the consequences of wholeheartedly obsessing over a fictional story. My, oh my, JM... Jolly Madman.

Seems plausible. I almost always forget GCY knows of WSW and YY's past relationship. Cheng Yu is acting like a catalyst to the long overdue confession of Suo Wei's real motive. I've been preparing for almost 6 weeks now, but I can't help myself from feeling the heart-wrenching tugs and "almost fessing up". Revenged Love's chokehold on me is tightening.

LITTLE JEALOUSY CRUMBS!!! I missed this beautiful snake so much. Those few seconds were enough to tell me she loves the new vivarium Suo Wei made for her. She is in her own world now. I don't think Little Jealousy could care less about her "real" mother. Caring and hardworking step mom for the win!!!

Same thoughts. I felt that we could have let Dr. Jiang's trauma arc simmer a bit more. But maybe the story only wanted it to open the door to the main ex character who's up to nothing but trouble. Cheng Yu's behavior seems so unreasonable right now. We should get answers as to why in the following episodes.

Wang Shuo's return irks me so bad. Something about how Cheng Yu approached him feels uneasy and forced. There was absolutely NOTHING to gain when they met up with Chi Cheng. The whole scene felt so wrong. I wasn't even expecting any hints of "closure". But when they finished that uncomfy drinking sesh, the way they went on separate ways confirmed that they're letting bygones be bygones. It just doesn't make sense for any of them to try to rekindle a flame that's already long extinguished. Then again, Wang Shuo seems the type to have fun stirring up trouble. We'll see how much of a bitch this cheater can be. I don't think anything he does will make me like him. I expect his every move will just pull a nerve the wrong way.

Eurgh. Episode 14 left such a foul aftertaste in my mouth. One of the very few episodes I'll skip when I rewatch Revenged Love after the finale airs.

Melancholia is slowly creeping in... I just finished EP 13 and I love how thoughtful Suo Wei is. He is the best stepmother Xiao Cubao could ever ask for.

Zi Yu recently performed at a music festival. Although he isn't the only artist performing, many of his fans flocked to the event to show their support and love, making it appear as if it were Zi Yu's solo concert. I am so happy. He deserves this and much more! You can check the clips of him performing for his fans here:
https://www.facebook.com/share/v/1AoQaN8viJ/
https://www.facebook.com/share/v/1GBVjHffey/
https://www.facebook.com/share/v/18Wsbjcwdu/

My FB newsfeed is flooded with clips so I'll share my favorite ones:
https://www.facebook.com/share/v/1AoQaN8viJ/
https://www.facebook.com/share/v/1GBVjHffey/
https://www.facebook.com/share/v/18Wsbjcwdu/

My heart is filled with immense joy and pride after seeing clips of Zi Yu enjoying his time performing at the music festival. His eyes were sparkling. I know being an idol was his first dream, but with how he has brought life to Revenged Love's Wu Suo Wei, I hope he'll get more acting projects soon. All the best for our bestest Da Bao!!!

CC will soon find out about WSW's ulterior motive for approaching him. Exactly how or when, we'll find out in the next episodes.

We will, don't worry! No amount of hate trains or massive biased negativity will keep us from giving this amazing series the rating it truly deserves.

Okay. We need to talk about Mrs. Wu. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE HER ILL. She has been nothing but a sweet, hardworking mother. I'm so glad Chi Cheng visited in time to get her to the hospital. I hope it isn't too serious. I do not think I'll have enough buckets to fill with tears if anything happens to her. That scene somehow left me feeling disappointed in Wu Suo Wei. It's ironic how I see him as a mama's boy who wants to become successful to give back everything Mrs. Wu has provided him tenfold, but he's out missing Shifu more after only one week of not seeing him. The way Da Bao kept using his mother to "escape" another steamy night with Chi Cheng irks me. Just go and actually see her like??? I know you're taking your time discovering yourself and your love for CC, but mama needs you! Time will come, WSW will have to explain things to her, and I hope she'll be accepting. On a side note, I knew CC wasn't gonna find out about Yue Yue and Suo Wei's past relationship through his future mother-in-law. That was only foreshadowing. It is the inevitable. Angst is coming, and I've already prepared myself for weeks.

Chi Cheng finally got a taste of that cookie and he wants it EVERY NIGHT. Unfortunately for him, Wu Suo Wei's a rookie with a stamina much less than half of Chi Cheng's. I need to see Da Bao working out and eating good so he could match his boyfriend's freak.

THE WAIT WAS BEYOND WORTH IT. Episodes 11 and 12 served laughs, momentary angst and sadness, and A LOT OF SPICE. Revenged Love is going strong at half its episodic run time. I am so ready for the second half to continue cooking up its best dishes.

I am so glad they're pushing through with still releasing the episodes THIS WEEK! AGHHHH THANK GOODNESS IT'S FRIDAY TOMORROW!!!