Lotus Flower

We actually did. I think it was in episose 1. She was looking for Li Zan calling everywhere and desperate. There was water leak and he came to her as the renovator from the unit above hers. She seemed desperate looking for someone, so he gave her an advice

that's true... So at the end. If AZan didn't have the trauma, Jiang Lin would. It's just inevitable

yeah, but aside from this, it's the fact that Li Zan always rushes to danger and says he will be responsible for his life, instead now he is responsible for Jiang Lin life. Like it's not just about why wasn't it me. It's about him trying to save a person but ended up failing to both save the person tied to the bomb and caused Jiang Lin to die. If I was Li Zan I would be torn too. I would feel guilty too. It was his choice, but he made it because of my choice. It makes me wonder if he was to be put on that situation again. Would he have doubts whether he should go or not. My heart is so heavy now thinking of it this way now.

https://x.com/xcutiekittyx/status/1887880464851226859?t=NNaaTwUmbeMTnPXRnVLH5A&s=19

It seems like that

Yees.. he also skips his therapy sessions. It also happens every time his situation worsens.

I just rewatched the scene where Li Zan remembered Jiang Lin death.... so saad ...
I just remembered him saying having good intentions doesn't always lead to good results. He was going to sacrifice himself and ended up saved by jiang Lin at the cost of his life...
At first I didn't get why he felt guilty, after all if he was in danger for reasons out of his control then someone saved him then it's their choice and not his fault, but he broke the rules and risked his life which cause his friend's death...... this is sooooo sad... so dark... omg...

oook.. now this makes sense. It really seemed she was the same at first she had those flashbacks and heard voices just like him.

I am really curious to know how is it going to happen, it seems that there are intense episodes coming. Judging from how is A Zan handling his trauma right now with rushing things and all. He will end up hurting himself I'm afraid.

I haven't read the novel. I Don know what's coming. Let's see how it unfolds.

Same... Smiling at a moment then ended up feeling bad for A Zan again..

out up till ep 18

I like that they dared kill innocent people in the bombing in an actual orphanage. They really showed the cruelty of war and it doesn't matter whether you are innocent or a kid or not. Everyone suffers.

Is it possible as the doctor said to Song Ran for him to actually get better if he faced what caused his trauma? She told her there was two possibilities and left her to choose. She has depression though. I guess it's different

Ooh now I get it. I was thinking what would be his job in a peaceful place. I also got confused when they showed him having that sort of model of a building for a moment thought he was an architect.
Then came today's episode team building event, they were simulating a combat. I still don't understand what does have to do with their work, can you calrify this for me too?

Yees... that one

Looking at it this way I guess you are right there is such a difference between theory and practice especially when you have no time and your life is at risk, I think this really made see him as a human and ordinary person again. Even if he is an expert it doesn't mean he does get scared..

I have to praise CZY for this scene he made me remember it

exactly... It feels like we still don't know who is Li Zan. There is still this kind of misterious story behind him. I really want to know what exavtly drove him to be a volunteer. I know this world is not as bad as it seems. There are people in real life who are as or even more selfless than Li Zan going into dangerous places to help people. I just want to know how did it happen with A Zan. Even Zheyuan said in an interview that he saw people living like this in real life in the news. I wonder if he had been inspired by such stories.

ooh thank you... didn't expect anyone to notice😊✨️

https://x.com/chenzheyuanzi/status/1887872978094035298?t=qrTUPafLPe14E3G0uW2_1Q&s=09

Chen zheyuan's humour 😂😂

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So opening up is not that simple. He is still hesitant to tell anyone about his pain. He rushed into facing thing by joining that team building event and did more harm to himself. He should've given himself time, but I think he want to go back to Dongguo to keep volunteering and helping people. The fact that he is always patient with everyone but not with himself.
Song Ran on the other hand seems to be doing good.
Also, Li Zan from the start seemed not OK. Did something happen even before they met. The smiles at the start are very different from now. I wonder if we will ever understand why, because it feels like it didn't start from that explosion.
The scene from the car explosion too, I don't know if I didn't understand what happened or I missed something, but then he also had those expression of being shocked though I thought he saved people by driving it away.

I want to ask. What is Li Zan's job in that company exactly?... What does the company do?

A big fluffy snowball 😆✨