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I guess she is really comfortable with him. She treat him as a safe place. She doesn't need to be worry that he will judge her or anything. So, she can share all of her minds to him.

I think this is also the reason why her ML is Lin Yusen and not Zhuang Xu. She would never be this free with Zhuang Xu, she always felt tense around him after she confessed to Zhuang Xu and found out about Zhuang Xu and Ye Rong's relationship.

Oahh, I got it wrong, it seems his friend in kindergarten who gave him the flower, but she also gave the same flower to others 😂

I like that song from the first time I heart that.

Lin Yusen's memory must be very good. He even remembered giving red flowers as a gift to a girl in kindergarten but she gave them to someone else 😂

I also, but the location quite far from them. Maybe they are worried that the seminar will start soon or they are just too lazy to walk there.

Could you recommend mee ?? I remember i've also seen many Zhuang xu-like MLs before, but I couldn't remember

Ohh, I seee

I think they cut the scene where Lin Yusen and Nie Xiguang treated Nie Xiguang's coworkers and Lin Yusen's seniors to dinner. It looked like it would be fun. Why did they cut it???

Yess, that escalator scene is quite scary

What telepathy?

She tried her best to make him understand why both of them in the end couldn't be together, if he still insist the world and she treat him unfair, it's his problem

Yes, I think the journey itself was a way for him to reflect on everything. And the letter was an explanation to himself and Xiguang. So, when he returned, he was actually ready to face Xiguang.

Yessssssss... It took him two years for accept the fate 😭😭😭

Yes, That's right. No one blame her for the accident, but lin definitely need a closure.

I realize that not everyone in this world shares the same view of right and wrong. In the comments section, some even argued that it wasn't Man Nianyuan's fault that she intentionally make people misunderstands that she was Nie Chengyuan's daughter. It was because of her mother's influence. Come on, she's an adult. Even though she's quite pitiful for having a mother like that who clouded her moral outlook, she can still think for herself. She consciously chose to do everything she did, without being forced by others. Then, people just blame her parents? Absolving her of all responsibility with "it's because of her mother's poor teachings"?

It seems those people are right. Because people tend to have high expectations of good people, their one mistake can earn them the hatred of many. However, because people have low expectations of bad people, their one good deed can almost cancel out their other mistakes. What an irony.

He just couldn't accept that fate, I guess. Not that he blamed anyone. As he wrote in his letter, he didn't actually blame Nie Xiguang for the accident. He tried to accept it as a consequence of his desire to meet her. What he couldn't accept was that his accident became meaningless when Nie Xiguang didn't even care about him after that. He finally made peace with that fate after meeting Nie Xiguang again and seeing that she cared about him too. However, when he found out that the one he was going to meet in the past wasn't actually Nie Xiguang, he questioned the accident again. He couldn't accept fate again. As he said, "my life has turned into a joke." Of course this is not anyone responsibility. But I think, MNY should apologize to him for the lies she told and how she didn't even visit him. He should also apologize to NXG for being a bit rude to her due to a misunderstanding (I think they already did that in eps 22-24 even though it wasn't that explicit).

I understand your point. For me, no matter how much time passes, as long as a wound never truly heals, it will still hurt when you think about it. Perhaps due to daily activities or other pressing matters, the wound will be forgotten for a while. But as long as it's remembered, the pain remains. And the healing time and the way it heals are different for everyone. Maybe for Lin Yusen, he hasn't found the healing he needs. That doesn't mean it has to come from Nie Xiguang. But, what is clear is that healing has to come from his willingness to make peace with fate. That's what I find difficult. And this is what he got after reuniting with Nie Xiguang. He began to make peace with fate. Of course, it seems unhealthy because he is constantly tied to the past. But, that doesn't mean he doesn't want to let go. It's just too difficult for him to let go. The ability to let go itself comes from effort and is also a blessing. Some take only a short time. And others take years. Like his mother, who still couldn't find a way to come to terms with the loss of his father (her husband) and chose to leave. Even now, she still cries when she thinks about him, which shows that it still hurts. But I understand your point about feeling that the direction this drama is going is perhaps not so good.

Aah I see..

I've also read some cultivation novels 😂. And what I've gathered from them is that inner demons are a kind of obsession that binds those who hinder their progress in cultivation and must be overcome if they want to advance. So, the context is very negative. Therefore, I found it quite odd that it was used in Lin Yusen's letter to Nie Xiguang. Because I felt that aside from his anger towards Nie Xiguang, Lin Yusen actually still liked her.

Actually, I can empathize quite a lot with Lin Yusen. Because having your hopes shattered with no possibility of them ever coming back again, after you have tried so hard for them, can truly destroy a person’s life. Especially when it all happens because of a meeting that would never have taken place if there hadn’t been a lie from the very beginning. So I really understand it when he says, “my life turned into a joke.” And that is actually the hardest thing for him to accept.

At first, he could accept it because he believed that the meeting was with the person he liked. That’s why he was able to accept the consequences. But when that person showed no concern at all for his condition after the accident, he could no longer accept it. Then, when he finally chose to let go of the past because he cared so deeply about that person, he was eventually able to accept that fate. But once again, fate seemed to toy with him by revealing the truth—that the meeting was not actually with the person he liked.

In his mind, the thought “if only…” must keep resurfacing. That is what makes it so hard for him to make peace with the past—because of all those “if onlys” constantly echoing in his head. And he wasn’t really trying to blame Nie Xiguang for the accident (before he knew the truth that it was Ma Nianyuan who wanted to meet him). Rather, he felt that the accident became meaningless, his injuries became meaningless, because even the person he wanted to meet didn’t care about him at all.