lushping

thank you, she gets off on seeing ppl miserable

i have to console myself somehow if i am to keep watching

you just killed me lol, i dont know if the character is supposed to be that slow since he is "lovesick" it bothered me a lot in the beginning till i consoled myself with the title"lovesick"

i even forget some

that was after school so its evening already, probably 6:45 bcs he still needs to go home after the movie

i love how they handled it in our youth, its a first kiss so no matter how many kiss scenes you see it doesnt remove the nervousness from the kiss that was seemingly out of no where.I blv they handled it perfectly and him running away early in the morning shows how nervous he was as he did not know how jin would treat him after that

i thought he would stand up immediately, bcs if that were me it would be the last day we ever speak again

but can we really fault yongsoo for being in the closet?? he has always been clear about it even go yeong knows his friends warned him too but he decided he wants him anyway but gets angry when he does what is very expected of someone that deep in the closet. Yongsoo did try a bit but most of tht was to appease yeong not bcs he wanted to.I cant even say yongsoo was a bad person thats how grey their relationship was.Mind you he already saw that research b4 going on about the mum introduction but instead of confronting him which would lead to the end of whtever they had he sneaks home and acted like nothing happened.

but if we go by the timeline, he already had kylie while with yongso and was never starved hell i blv their sexual compatibility was one of the reasons he didnt want to leave that man

perhaps he was attracted to someone like him(broken) which is why he actually went out of his way for yongso bcs from how much he was attached to that man i wouldnt put it past him to agree to a hidden relationship if yongso asked. That was the first person he was willing to introduce to his mum when he didnt even talk to his friends about his mum. Yet, he wanted yongso to meet her even knowing the type of person he was. of all the 3 bf's yongso was the person who didn't need him as much so whenever they were together it seemed they had this little world no one could come into without their permission. It was just them.i also think yongso being more mature was part of what attracted him

after 2 yrs?? do you think gyu ho is just sitting around while yeong has had as many partners since then

just bcs he did not talk doesnt mean go yoeng did not feel it. Imagine if he brought it up wouldnt he be labelled a jerk?? go yeong did tht for the both of them bcs it will be easier coming from him than from gyu ho

the one person he communicated with about his life and their life and just talked was yongsoo,he was the bf he met sober had an insight of wht his life was like b4 they went to bed.They could talk all day and about nothing superficial yet go yeong would not be bored

it was available, i heard gyu ho even placed it out for him every morning.

no matter how beautiful they paint it, they never had a future. The age gap wasnt huge but their experiences in life created the gap.gyu ho was just starting his adult life journey while go yoeng was already in the system of mundane office life, and kylie made him see his options as very limited even their financial situation made it impossible.I sometimes think if gyuho had a place to go they wouldnt hv lasted that long. They got to a stage in their relationship where they resented each other and it only got better when gyu ho's financial situation improved then gyu ho did not want to leave so he wouldnt seem ungrateful bcs how are you in a loving relationship and not touch your partner for 4 straight months out of a year of being together

I just keep thinking that yongsoo was the first time he felt loved and wanted to love back, He took care of him in a way he had wanted to be taken care of since birth. Valid they argue bcs of their life beliefs but yongsu was always the first to seek peace. They always have something new to talk about, he even introduced him to his football friends(im guessing these ppl are not judgmental towards him)wanting him to go eat with them. Their love wasnt something either of them planned ,Go yeong was sober and seeking healing with that class when he met him,like for the first time he starts a relationship outside the club and not drunk. Everything about yongsoo appealed to him, if yongsoo was more willing to open up, he was willing to give him time, hell he was dancing to whatever tune yongsoo was playing at tht moment which is the reason i believe he went physical when yongso gave him that washed up excuse but in all tht he still gave him a pasta date, actually went to the park to see him and his mum even if he never showed up in their presence

truly lost in your own world, handle your issues. I repeat there is no difference between Bl and LGBTQ tag shows as they are the same. Take your anger issues to your family members as they are better suited to help you .

"Gyuho provided Yeong with stability in the big city, and accepting him with Kylie made Yeong more attached. However, as their relationship progressed, it became apparent that Gyuho wasn't fully on board with the Kylie situation. It seemed like they became roommates, and Yeong silently resented him for it. Yeong realized that Gyuho's future didn't include him, and even I felt like Gyuho would have moved out if he could afford it. When Yeong asked Gyuho if he was really okay with Kylie, it was clear that yeong had been thinking about it and had it on his mind bcs he felt gyuho saw him as dirty , but only brought it up during the vacation because deep down, he knew maybe from their interactions and how they were barely physical anymore that gyuho wasnt that into him anymore.
The night Yeong left their bed to sleep alone was when I knew there was a problem maybe that was when he started noticing the little things gyuho did to avoid him without making it obvious. gyu ho was the first person to acknowledge him with kylie and move in with him which really made him not want to loose him ,but Gyuho seemed to tolerate him to avoid appearing to abandon him. Gyuho went from being mr. 3days date before sex to just random hookups, barely having sex with Yeong. So, when Gyuho ghosted Yeong, it was expected.

Youngsoo loved Yeong but couldn't face society with him, which is why he never labeled their relationship. When Yongsoo said that being with Yeong made his house feel less lonely, it was like he was calling Yeong his home. Youngsoo understood Yeong's quirks and handled them like an equal, whereas others just apologized or silently endured. Youngsoo communicated directly and set boundaries, which is a real relationship.

I wonder if the real Youngso has accepted himself or is hiding behind a mask. People say Youngso was jealous of Yeong without knowing his life, but Yongsoo was jealous of the people in Yeongs's life, while Gyuho was jealous of Yeong's perceived privilege. Youngsoo loved Yeong and heard all the unspoken things Yeong said, which is why he ran. He went out of his way to give Yeong that pasta date, even if it was their last time together, but Gyuho couldn't wait to ghost him."

what did I expect?? You can't even manage a respectful conversation without resorting to personal attacks and inflammatory language! and Yes, you did group them saying bl is for straight female fans while lgbtq is for queer ppl. Newsflash: queer love encompasses a broad spectrum, and using the term BL does nt diminish their story or tie it to a specific audience. It's about love, not demographics! Instead of throwing tantrums when people disagree with you, learn to engage in constructive dialogue and respect different opinions. Grow up and converse better!

its really hard, like we are doing the discrimination ourselves and wonder why its hard for us to get good actors to play these characters