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Sorn is the kind of boyfriend who gets jealous if his own brother accidentally sees Jun’s bare chest.
Possessive? That’s his whole personality.

He has no sense of personal space. If he could unzip your skin and live inside, he absolutely would.
One moment he’s screaming like you betrayed the nation, the next he’s pouting, “I don’t feel good… cuddle me.”
Sir, pick a mood and commit to it.

When he’s sick, don’t expect rest.
He turns into the lead of a one-man Broadway show called “Feed Me or I’ll Die.”
He won’t lift a spoon, complains your congee isn’t right, and then demands rice like you’re running a 24-hour restaurant for emotionally unstable boyfriends.

He doesn’t look sick. He looks like a kindergartener faking the flu for attention.
He’s not fighting a virus. He’s fighting the idea that maybe, just maybe, someone else exists on the planet.

And sex?
He’ll throw a fit, cry into your hoodie, then suddenly ask, “Wanna do it?”
Because nothing says intimacy like emotional whiplash.

In short: Sorn is 90 percent needy, 10 percent petty, and 100 percent exhausting.
A walking red flag, feisty and loud, demanding affection while holding a thermometer he probably microwaved.

Just finished the latest Boys In Love and I’m in my feelings.
This episode didn’t just give romance.
It gave future panic. Life choices. Growing pains.
You know that moment when you realize love doesn’t always line up with the life you’re trying to build?
Yeah. That one.

It was giving
✨ if you’re young, in love, and totally unsure what comes next ✨
And it hit so real.

Some people are trying to hold on.
Some are trying to let go, even when they don’t want to.
Some are choosing distance, honesty, trust.
Others are just choosing to breathe and hope the future sorts itself out.

There’s a line in this episode that goes

“The future will shape itself.”
And honestly? It’s the chill wisdom I didn’t know I needed.
It’s not about having it all figured out.
It’s about not giving up just because you don’t.

This whole thing made me think about that weird, floaty time in life.
The end of high school. The start of everything else.
When you want to chase your dreams, but you’re scared of what you might lose.
When love is real, but so is the rest of the world.

Haha fair point—episode 11 hasn’t dropped yet, but you know how Thai BLs love a good pre-finale angst bomb. I saw that poster and just knew we were heading straight for the Emotional Damage Express™.

And honestly, my rant wasn’t really about Penny as a person—it’s about the trope. That classic setup where a woman, usually smart and stylish (and often bisexual if the writers are feeling spicy), gets written in just to nudge the boys toward a feelings meltdown. She’s not evil. She’s just… structurally sacrificed for the sake of The Gay Crisis™.

You can already feel it: the “No Lies” confrontation, the silence, the longing glances—it’s giving textbook episode 11 tension. And Penny’s standing there like a bisexual plot device with a PhD in Queer Chaos Management.

So yeah, she might be a little messy. But it’s the writing that’s doing her dirty—not her character. She deserves a storyline, not just a job as Jun’s emotional alarm clock. 💅

When Drama Imitates Real Life… a Little Too Well 🎭🇹🇭

You ever watch a drama and go, “Wait—am I streaming fiction or watching CNN Asia?” Because episode 9 of this series didn't just blur the line, it absolutely smashed it.

On the very morning the episode aired, June 28, 2025, Bangkok erupted. Tens of thousands gathered at Victory Monument, waving flags and demanding Prime Minister Paetongtarn Shinawatra resign, after a leaked call revealed her calling Cambodia’s ex-PM Hun Sen “Uncle.”

The kicker? She allegedly dissed her own military during a recent Thai-Cambodia border clash.

That’s not just drama. That’s international scandal, royal tension, and a collapsing coalition, all playing out in 4K reality.

From Palace Fiction to Palace Fact

Meanwhile, in the episode?
The Grandfather King fully unmasked himself as a power-drunk tyrant, “black to the core.”
And the parallels? Uncanny.

Just like Paetongtarn being accused of dancing to her father’s tune (hello, Thaksin’s shadow, still looming large), this fictional monarch clings to power while gaslighting everyone in sight.
When Khanin dares question the royal mining scandal, Grandpa’s reply is practically a meme at this point:

“Don’t worry your pretty little head. Just win. Just protect the throne.”

Sound familiar? A perfect cocktail of generational dismissal and weaponized patriotism. We’ve seen this plot, on screen and in Southeast Asian politics.

Khanin Awakens. Charan Pours the Surveillance Tea

Khanin might be young, but he’s not clueless. His quiet awakening to how deep the system goes? It hits very different when Thai Gen Z protesters are out there doing the same, right outside the palace gates.

And then there’s Charan, the king’s ever-faithful “tea taster,” a.k.a. the palace’s own secret agent. From day one, “tea” was never about Earl Grey, it was about control. And now, he’s tasked with one job: make sure Khanin doesn’t go rogue.

Subtle as a royal coup.

The Real Plot Twist: Life Outdramas the Drama

This isn’t just binge-worthy TV, it’s political commentary in costume. Whether the writers meant it or not, episode 9 hit a nerve.

On screen:
* Royal power struggles.
* Gaslighting royalty.
* A young heir torn between legacy and truth.
* Generational awakening.

Off screen:
* Leaked calls with foreign strongmen.
* Protests flooding the capital.
* A crumbling coalition.
* A PM abandoned by her own allies.

At this point, honestly—who’s copying whom?

What’s clear is this:
This drama doesn’t just reflect society—it exposes it.
A little too clearly.
And just in time.

Penny Deserved Better

Or: How one bisexual office baddie in a tight skirt got stuck watching two grown men confuse sexual tension for love—and somehow came out with her dignity intact.

Let’s take a deep breath, roll the tape to episode 11, and look at that poster. You know the one. Jun’s eyes are wide with betrayal, Sorn looks like he just got caught cheating on a test he wrote himself, and Penny? Penny is standing between them, the human embodiment of, “I should’ve taken that remote job in Chiang Mai.”

Jun delivers the line like he’s just uncovered a deep conspiracy:
“Didn’t you say no lies?”
Voice trembling, heart cracked, standing in a puddle of his own delusions.

And Penny? Penny doesn’t say a word. She doesn’t have to. Her silence says,
“Oh honey, you’re just now asking for honesty? After ten episodes of getting kissed, gaslit, and ghosted? Darling, I’ve had interns with better boundaries than this.”

If she had said it, it would’ve landed like a mic drop. Flat, calm, devastating:

“Didn’t you say no lies? Because right now this whole relationship looks like a fever dream written by someone with attachment issues and a Pinterest board full of tongue.”

But let’s rewind. Penny wasn’t always a side-eyeing goddess of queer clarity. The show tried—tried—to sell her as a “distraction.” The classic “female threat” in a BL plot, designed to make one boy jealous while the other flexes his inner toxic dom. But from the moment Penny walked into frame, you could tell she had other plans.

She wasn’t interested in stealing Sorn. She was too busy analyzing him. You know that look women get when they realize the hot guy is emotionally feral and should never be left alone with fragile interns? That was Penny from day one.

Yes, she flirted. A little. Like someone flipping through an old yearbook, thinking, “Eh, might as well see if this still fits.” But the moment Sorn responded with the enthusiasm of a wet sock, she clocked him immediately. She wasn’t trying to seduce him—she was trying to confirm a hypothesis: “Yup. He’s into Jun and emotionally constipated about it. Case closed.”

And while Sorn and Jun continued their one-sided tongue therapy sessions—full of kisses, mixed signals, and more emotional whiplash than a telenovela—Penny quietly began cultivating the only stable relationship in the entire show: her tender, blink-and-you’ll-miss-it situationship with June. Not Jun. June. The woman. The colleague. The person Penny actually opens up to when she’s not busy being dragged into gay nonsense.

With June, there are no yelling matches, no bathroom make-outs, no “I hate you but also come live with me” ultimatums. Just small talk over lunch. Inside jokes. That casual intimacy that says, “I’d rather flirt with you over office gossip than watch two men combust over who kissed who first.”

Penny’s bisexuality isn’t shouted. It’s whispered in sideways glances and that soft smile she only gives June. It’s subtle, sure—but it’s there. The problem? It’s also buried under a pile of boy drama, where she’s forced to exist as the Human Misunderstanding Generator every time the plot needs tension.

She deserves better.

She deserves a storyline that doesn’t revolve around helping two emotionally inept men realize that “liking each other” requires communication, not just dry humping by the elevator.

She deserves a girlfriend who texts back.

She deserves not to be the girl who exists just to prove the boy isn’t fully gay—even though we all know he is.

And honestly? She deserves a raise. Because for ten episodes, she’s basically been the unpaid therapist in this workplace soap opera.

Let’s not pretend Sorn and Jun are okay. They’re not. Their relationship is 80% lust, 15% jealousy, and 5% vaguely defined trauma bonding. Sorn says he doesn’t like younger guys, but he’s made out with Jun in every room with a lock. Jun says they’re “just friends” while crying into his rice about forehead kisses.

They need therapy. Possibly separate apartments. And definitely an HR investigation.

Meanwhile, Penny shows up in a tight skirt and heels, watches this disaster unfold, and quietly thinks, “I am surrounded by toddlers.”

She doesn’t fight for Sorn. She doesn’t cry about Jun. She just stares them both down like a bisexual substitute teacher at the end of her rope and walks off with more emotional intelligence than the entire main cast combined.

So here’s to Penny. She came, she saw, she side-eyed, and she survived.
She didn’t get the girl (yet). She didn’t get the plot she deserved (tragic).
But she did get to be the only character who felt like she’d be fine once the credits rolled.

And that, my friends, is the real happy ending.

They Were Never Enemies, But They Were Forced to Become Each Other’s Weapon

I keep replaying that fight between Sun and Peace.
Not because it was violent, but because it was inevitable.
Because no matter what they chose, someone was going to get hurt.

Let's talk about Sun’s impossible choice:
If he didn’t fight back, Peace would lose, and Peace would be taken away, exiled, locked away somewhere he’d never see Sun again.
But if Sun won, if he fought seriously, if he knocked Peace down, he’d be hurting the one person he wanted to protect more than anything.
So what does he do? He fights, but only halfway. He hesitates. Every punch comes late, heavy, uncertain because he’s fighting love, not a rival.

Then there’s Peace’s hellish dilemma:
If he refused to fight, Joe would kill Sun.
If he lost, Sun would still die.
So he had no choice but to fight, and to win.
But every blow he landed felt like it was killing him too. He wasn’t trying to win a match, he was trying to save the person he loved, by becoming the person he swore he’d never be.

They weren’t choosing between right and wrong.
They were choosing which kind of heartbreak they could survive.

That fight wasn’t a climax, it was a collapse. A point where the world forced them to weaponize their love.
Where Sun’s every hesitant punch whispered: “Please don’t make me do this.”
And Peace’s every hit screamed: “Please live. Even if you hate me for this.”

What makes it even more brutal is that they both understood what was happening.
They both knew they were being played by Joe, by circumstance, by fate.
They both knew that this wasn’t about winning or losing. It was about who had to bleed so the other could live.

And the cruelest part?
When it’s all over, when Sun wakes up barely conscious, his first words aren’t “Why did you do this?” or “Where is he?”
They’re: “How about Peace? Is he doing okay?”

That broke me.
Because that’s not love in a soft, romantic sense. That’s love that’s been cracked open, punched through, torn up, and still chooses the other person first.

So I keep thinking:
If this isn’t a tragedy, then what is this fight supposed to mean?
If love has to come wrapped in bruises, if protection means betrayal, if survival means hurting the one you’d die for, then what does love look like after that?

I. So why is the Chao Phraya River everywhere in this show?

Because Bangkok literally grew up on its banks.
• Long before it was the Bangkok we know, King Taksin the Great founded the capital in Thonburi, tucked on the river’s west bank.
• A few years later, the Chakri dynasty (yup, the one still reigning today!) took over and moved the capital to the east bank—specifically Rattanakosin Island, aka modern Bangkok.
• That’s why the Chao Phraya River still runs through the city’s heart. In those days, boats weren’t just cute photo ops—they were transportation. No BTS, no tuk-tuks—just oars and current.
• The French embassy in the show is located near the river, just like many real-life embassies and luxury hotels today. And yes—river cruises, riverside meals, and hotel river views are still 100% Bangkok core.

II. The era we’re in: Rama VI and that Oxford education 🇬🇧

Our story unfolds during the reign of King Rama VI, the sixth monarch of the Chakri dynasty.
• He studied law at Oxford, so yes—his English was chef’s kiss fluent.
• That’s why Rati speaks English during his audience with the king—and why he writes to his mom: “English came in handy too.”
• Small but important note: Thai dramas don’t show living monarchs directly due to cultural respect and legal norms. So Rama VI is only mentioned, mostly to say he was impressed by Rati’s poise.

III. The tangled (and tragic?) family tree 🥀

Let’s break down this layered, emotionally loaded lineage:
• Rati was born to Busphan, a kitchen maid in the Suriyakorn household. At the time, he belonged to the slave class—and yes, slavery in Siam wasn’t abolished until 1905.
• He was later adopted by Rung, the family’s eldest daughter, who married French ambassador Lutine and took Rati with them to France.
• Sadly, Rung passed away, so now it’s just Rati and Lutine returning to Siam.
• Ram (Thee’s father) is likely a minister-level official in the Foreign Affairs Ministry. He’s the one handling the French talks and suggests Rama VI might favor the French side.
• Thee is noble-adjacent—his grandmother is a princess, so he’s got royal lineage. He and Rati fulfill Rati’s late mother’s wish by offering lotus flowers at a temple. (Cue tears.)
• Then there’s Ruj, Rati’s uncle. He’s… not winning any “Best Relative” awards. He refuses to acknowledge Rati and gets roasted and kicked out by Grandpa for his classist attitude.
• Belle, the daughter of Rung and Lutine, is Rati’s adoptive younger sister. She’s currently studying in France and probably won’t show up in the series. (Then again… this is a period BL, so never say never 👀)

IV. Cultural nuggets + emotional landmines 🌸

This show doesn’t just look historical—it’s packed with cultural realism and emotional gut punches:
• The lotus-folding ritual shown at the temple? Totally real. Thai Buddhists still fold lotus petals just like that when offering them to Buddha.
• Rati’s maid Jam uses some very old-school Thai terms for same-sex relationships. And guess what? Thee’s princess grandma uses the same words. Generational queer-coded language? Yes please.
• And then—oof—the most heartbreaking scene:
Busphan, Rati’s birth mother, refuses to call herself “mother” anymore. She kneels, calls herself a servant, and runs away.
The class trauma hits hard. It’s quiet, devastating, and unforgettable.

V. What’s coming next?

Oh, the drama is only getting started…
• This episode focuses heavily on Thai–French diplomatic tension, which is clearly shaping up to be the central obstacle for Rati and Thee’s romance.
• Rati writes that many Siamese still resent the French—but he wants to be a bridge between the two worlds. (Yes, our diplomatic boy has heart and vision!)
• And finally—he’s seen wiping a blackboard in the preview, which can only mean one thing:

📚 French 101, brought to you by the most cultured boy in Bangkok.

Hey everyone!

I’ve been really into the latest episode and couldn’t stop thinking about all the historical and cultural details they’ve woven in. So I ended up putting together some notes while watching—just a mix of background info, character connections, and a few emotional moments that hit me hard.

Figured I’d share in case anyone else is curious about the context or just wants to nerd out a little with me. Let me know if I missed anything or if you have other insights!

“Kenta is so dumb. He keeps getting caught. Doesn’t he ever learn?”

Or maybe… we’re just looking at him the wrong way.

He doesn’t have special skills. No sharp genius, no plot armor, no gifted glow. What he does have is obedience — the only thing that kept him safe.

For someone raised in fear, following orders wasn’t foolish. It was survival.

And when he finally starts to say no — to push back against the only world he’s ever known — it’s not about getting smarter. It’s about finally realizing that surviving isn’t the same as living.

He still messes up. Still gets caught. Still bleeds.
But now? He chooses to fight. Not because he’s strong. Because he’s done being afraid.

No superpowers. No backup. No promises.
Just one man who stopped letting someone else define his worth.

You can call him clumsy. Naive, even.

I call him brave.

Remember when I said this wasn’t a slow burn?

It still isn’t. But Episode 7 proves this: slow bonds can smolder too.

The threats are gone. The side plots are wrapped. For the first time, Yo gets to exhale. And what happens next? He dreams.

Not of chaos. Not of fear. But of desire.

This is where Yo & Jom quietly pivots. Six episodes built a bond through proximity without permission. It was stitched together with duty, restraint, and unresolved grief.

Now, with Yo’s safety restored and the schoolgirl’s crush on him gently shelved, a visitor arrives. Not as a threat, but as an accidental matchmaker.

A bed is shared. A wall softens. A dream escapes.

And with it, we are reminded: Yo is still just a boy. A boy who lit up cigarettes not to look cool, but to get under Jom’s skin. A boy who doesn’t yet know what to do with yearning. But he feels it, and now he can’t ignore it.

Let’s be clear. This isn’t passion erupting out of nowhere. This is a shift that was earned. It came through friction. Through missteps. Through learning how to exist beside someone without combusting.

Yo doesn’t fall for Jom. He grows toward him.

That is the quiet power of this story. Like the best love stories, it sneaks up on you. Just like it sneaks up on Yo.

Because not all love begins with a stolen glance or a spark in the rain. Sometimes it starts with obligation. Then awkward trust. Then uninvited reliance. Until one day, you wake up breathless from a dream you didn’t ask for and realize someone has become your gravity.

But before any of that, Yo had to find his footing. He’s just a teenager, barely twenty, not even finished with high school. To escape danger, his wealthy parents tucked him away in the quiet Thai countryside. He had to watch. Adjust. Test boundaries. And only after enough friction did he begin to see Jom for who he truly was.

In the midst of shared hardship, love crept in sideways. Quiet. Reluctant. Inevitable.

This isn’t a slow burn. It’s a slow bond. And a painfully tender one.

We saw Yo start smoking just to provoke Jom. He then stumbled into Jom’s buried childhood trauma, triggered during a panic attack. Later, while caring for him, Yo overheard him whispering an unfamiliar man’s name in his sleep. Each of these moments adds texture, shadow, and weight to their connection. This is storytelling that asks for patience, not payoff.

This isn’t one of those BL dramas that can be filmed in three sets with two actors and twenty-minute episodes.

In Episode 7, the conflict with Yo’s pursuers ends. The schoolgirl subplot is resolved. A new female character arrives, not as a rival, but as a gentle push. She sets the stage. Jom and Yo share a bed. And Yo unlocks a dream. A spring dream. One that tells us his feelings have bloomed, with or without his permission.

This series feels less like a TV show and more like a long-form novel. We may see Yo go abroad to study. We may even get a “years later” reunion.

And if we do, it will feel earned.

So no, this still isn’t a BL in the conventional sense. But it is a love story.

One where restraint is not repression. It is reverence.

And honestly, that hits harder than any kiss ever could.

Some couples take the main road. Thee punts across the river.

In Memoir of Rati, an aristocrat doesn’t send a carriage or walk through the front gate. He rows himself, quietly, across still water, just to see the man he’s not allowed to love. Thee comes from a powerful noble family. People whisper about his preferences. His grandmother urges him to marry. Every move he makes is under watch.

So he chooses the river.

The act of punting isn’t just beautiful. It’s private. It gives them space away from duty, tradition, and the walls that separate class and expectation. It’s also a kind of surrender. One man rows. One man waits. No words, just the soft sound of water and everything they can’t say out loud.

The image recalls early 20th-century England, where Cambridge men rowed in silence and love hid in plain sight. Here, it’s Siam in 1915. But the feeling is the same. That boat carries more than just two people. It holds fear, hope, and the weight of love that has nowhere else to go.

Sometimes a river is the only place love can survive.

That moment in Episode 2 broke me. Rati finally sees his birth mother again, and instead of a tearful reunion, she falls to her knees and begs him not to acknowledge her. “I’m just a servant. I have no gentleman for a son.”

She wasn’t ashamed of him — she was ashamed of herself. Of her place. Of a world that taught her she had no right to love someone who had “moved up.”

It’s not just tragic. It’s a brutal reminder of how deeply class can cut. If even Rati’s mother felt too low to love her own son, what hope did queer love ever have in that era?

Memoir of Rati hits hard — not with melodrama, but with quiet devastation that lingers long after the credits roll.

This isn’t just a boxing BL. It’s “my dad sold me to an underground fight club” drama, and I’m obsessed.

Okay, hear me out… Knock Out is no longer a boxing BL. It’s full-on underground crime thriller with family betrayal and human trafficking disguised as “sports management.”

First we find out Pakorn is Thun’s father — major twist. And just when we’re still reeling from that, he goes and kidnaps his own son and hands him over to Phuwis like he’s a prize pig at auction. Sir??

This wasn’t some emotional fallout. This was a transaction. Phuwis didn’t just want to sign Thun — he wanted to own him. Buying the gym was just a loophole. Owning the fighter? That was the goal.

Pakorn feels like someone who’s stuck. Maybe he made a deal with the devil years ago. Maybe he’s trying to protect Thun in the most twisted, messed-up way imaginable. I’m not excusing him, but I don’t think he’s evil. Just… broken. And guilty.

Phuwis, on the other hand? Full villain mode. Rich. Creepy. Smug. Definitely running some kind of illegal fight ring. Match-fixing. Doping. Buying out gyms as fronts. Possibly murder. Possibly streaming these fights for elite gamblers. It’s giving Fight Club meets Thai mafia.

And don’t forget Keen’s dad. That death wasn’t random. He probably uncovered this mess and got taken out. Same with Muay the loan shark. These aren’t coincidences.

Final prediction:
• Thun ends up in a rigged underground fight
• Keen goes full revenge boyfriend to save him
• Pakorn either dies trying to make it right or double-crosses Phuwis
• The whole operation crumbles

I came for the romance. I stayed for the corruption, family secrets, and emotionally repressed men in tight tank tops. This show is unhinged in the best way.

If the ML really is the reborn young master… then the grandpa isn’t just falling for his grandson’s classmate—he’s finally reuniting with someone he lost decades ago. This show might be setting us up for a past-life soulmate twist, and I am so here for the emotional damage.

I’m thinking the same thing! That “young master” detail really stood out to me.

The cicadas are cicada-ing and the reincarnated soulmates are soulmating. Taiwan, you wild.

I keep thinking about The Ex-Morning.
I didn’t expect to feel this much.
It’s not just that Krist and Singto are back together (though yes, the chemistry is still insane).
It’s the way they carry all that history—the comfort, the tension, the things left unsaid. You can feel it in every glance, every almost-smile.

Their interactions are so… gentle and rough at the same time. Familiar in the way that only old love can be.
And it’s healing to watch. Truly.
But there’s this one scene that’s been echoing in my head ever since.

The flashback—when Phi asks Tam to help him record a promo video, and Tam, in this quiet little act of courage, pretends to be a listener calling in.
And what he says…
He talks about being in love with his best friend.
About being afraid to tell him.
And Phi knows. You can see it in his face—he knows Tam is talking about him.

But instead of saying anything, he just gently encourages the “caller” to be brave.
And that moment broke me. Because it was such a soft, subtle heartbreak.
Tam wasn’t ready to say it outright. And Phi… didn’t push.

So now, all these episodes later, with them slowly finding their way back to each other…
I keep thinking:
Please let Tam say it this time.
Not through metaphors.
Not through other people.
Just… let him say it.

Why he left.
What hurt.
What he couldn’t say back then, and why he’s here now.

I guess I’ve just reached a point in life where I really believe… healing takes words.
Not just gestures or longing looks.
Actual words. Spoken from the person who needs to be heard.

Because Tam was hurt too. Maybe he didn’t just leave—maybe he felt like he had no choice.
And if he could say that now… really say it…
He wouldn’t just be the sweet, emotionally composed one anymore.
He’d be real. Vulnerable.
Whole.

I love this show. That’s why I care this much.
It’s not about picking apart the story. It’s about wanting to see love shown in its fullest form—not just as romance, but as truth.
As the kind of bravery that says, “I’m ready to be seen now.”

I think Tam’s ready.
I hope the show lets him be.

STOPPP that is the most accidentally iconic work crisis moment EVER 😭💖That’s not a workplace emergency, babe. That’s a romance novel cover. 💅✨
Your screen said “shower angst,” your job said “all hands on deck,” and you just smiled through it like the graceful BL goddess you are. 😇
Truly? You won that episode. And the day!!!

LMAOOO girl not the mosquito blood type!! 💀💀💀
This wasn’t an episode. It was a spiritual event.
We didn’t watch it. It possessed us.

OMG not the 4 hours and a hardware crisis!! 😂 Girl was fighting for her LIFE but still made it through for TamPhi supremacy—that’s dedication.

Honestly?? Priorities in check. 🍷💻
Their chemistry?? So illegal it should be in your firewall settings.
Post-work rewatch with a drink? Yes. Required. Maybe even mandatory patch update.