getting annoyed at the situationship between these two now, i’ll put it on pause until they finally got together bcs damn it i hate messy relationship like this
i’m enjoying it but as someone who also experience alexithymia, they’re making it into a scapegoat. emotional numbness ≠ indifference.
anyways, if you meet someone and they’re using their mental illnesses to excuse their shitty behaviours, run. run and dont look back. they’re just assholes using their diagnoses as an excuse to be a shitty human being.
honestly the romance is okay but what kept me watching is zhizhi’s struggle with his mental health. it’s quite realistic and i could personally empathise with him. he’s tired but had to put on a brave face facing his loved ones in order not to worry them. and i understand his struggle on not communicating with the fl regarding his diagnoses and condition. it feels raw to share it with others and while now, i could openly admit to having them, it took me a long time, with a lot of very low lows before i was able to even admit it. and even now, i find it hard to share it with my family. i have had pretty low lows that i still wont share with anyone else about bcs of how bad that was, and especially with how society still view mental health issues as taboos, it’s hard to mention your diagnoses, especially when it have had bad stereotypes from medias.
i really hope they wont pull the villainous lead softening bcs justitia is perfect as she is right now. i dont want ger to have a redeeming arc whatsoever.
anyways, if you meet someone and they’re using their mental illnesses to excuse their shitty behaviours, run. run and dont look back. they’re just assholes using their diagnoses as an excuse to be a shitty human being.