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🌌 currently playing 00:00 (Zero O’Clock) by BTS on full volume 🔊 — hoping one day
everything will be better 💫💜

大梦归离

                       dorothea | 17 | eastern european | future pilot ✈️
                         💜 loves purple x blue aesthetics | 我学习汉语
                i love the rain | obsessed with ancient east asia, matcha latte

what i like:   ↝ first love, forbidden love   ↝ second chance, possessive ml   ↝ morally grey ml, misunderstood ml ↝ grumpy x sunshine, age gap ↝ sad ending, soldier / firefigter ml ↝ badass fighting scenes 🥊 云之羽

what i don't like: ↝ harem, cheating 🤦‍♀️ ↝ one night stands, multiple exes ↝ enemies-to-lovers ↝ cross dressing, historical inaccuracy ↝ too much fluff or comedy ↝ frequent, useless misunderstandings 云之羽

                                  hope does not put us to shame,
                     because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts
                       through the Holy Spirit that has been given to us ♡

                                           romans 5:5

周生如故

                       my favourite genres are romance, historical, medical,
                          xianxia, crime and melodrama. i like basically
                     anything with justice, revenge, and righteous main leads.

some of my favourites...
大梦归离	苍兰诀	墨雨云间
藏海传	사랑의 불시착	一念关山
폭싹 속았수다	未成年	กอดกันมั้ย นายตัวท็อป

                          i couldn't help it, so i threw it all out
                    i erased all of my emotions but i couldn't erase you
                                 because my heart was too sad

                                         vixx - error

and my favourite character award goes to... 🥁🏆
Zhao Yuanzhou 🐒 from 大梦归离	Akin 🐈‍⬛ from กอดกันมั้ย นายตัวท็อป	Dongfang Qingcang 🐉 from 苍兰诀
i’ve never resonated with any other character as deeply as I did with him. he carries a tragic past, filled with trauma and memories of loneliness. and yet, he still chooses kindness, puts his trust in others, and continues to see the good in people.	he's so much like me, hehe. on the outside, he seems cold and indifferent, but once you truly get to know him, he's the embodiment of the sun. i love him in every moment — whether he's angry or in tears — he's always so achingly beautiful.	he's the character that got me into watching c-dramas — the best cold male lead I’ve ever seen. not knowing how to love, he unintentionally hurts his Orchid, yet he’s willing to grow, to change… even if it means sacrificing himself.

                       i mainly watch chinese, korean, and  thai dramas.
                     occasionally, i let japanese bls destroy my heart 💙
                   i prefer elegance, order, and a beautiful cinematography

苍兰诀

true gems 💎
王星越	侯明昊	白鹿	虞书欣
이동욱	주지훈	肖战	赵露思

难哄

                            songs with sad lyrics, a catchy beat, and
                               romantic feels are my cup of tea 🍵
                       my favourite instruments are the piano and the guqin

soundtracks i listen to 24/7 🎧
	苍兰诀		大梦归离
"who engraved love onto their heart     across the river of forgetfulness?"		"the ballads are ringing,               can we meet again?"
	周生如故		难哄
"the snow falling, the sand flying,   it's hard to leave him unattached"		"i wish to become an invisible person,    to hide my tears that are surging"
	墨雨云间		กอดกันมั้ย นายตัวท็อป
"i severed your reluctance to leave, but can't sever the debt in my heart"		"the way you walk with that confidence                                   and when you talk with intelligence"

           i listen to kpop a lot, although i only stan BTS (been an army for 6 yrs).
                   my favourite concepts are cute 😇 and school boy/girl 🏫
                       i also love IU, her voice is pure magic 🧙✨

아이유 - 라일락 (LILAC)

favourite bl pairings... 👨‍❤️‍👨
WilliamEst	YinWar	SmartBoom
i'm !not! a shipper though, as i respect their real life boundaries. i only like it when they do a show together <3 👬💝🫶🏻

top form	pov: you catch me eating chocolate 🍫
pov: my favourite cocoa made from soy won't fall down 💔	top form
top form	pov: me drinking my well-deserved cocoa after the fight with the machine 🥊
pov: me doing skincare 💆‍♀️	top form
top form	pov: me when maths 📐

someone, just hug this man already!

       most active on friday and the weekend since i'm still a high school student 😇

last edited: 27/06/2025