how miserable do you need to be if you followed a high schooler like a stalker until he loved you back blindly for you to reject him and then to forcefully getting him back once he moves on from you (because YOU friendzoned him) like you not only stab yourself in the process you kidnap the man you’ve loved quietly for eternity and now you want to marry him without him wanting to (wtf have some dignity like you are a tall handsome guy and there are hundreds of thousands of handsome gays out there for you to love)
this is literally torture and getting out of hand now your kidnapping my poor boy he really has seen and been through enough, that Xmas scene felt like parent watching their child write down his wishes