Kill My Sins

Delivers thrills and twists, but romance takes a backseat

Note: I almost dropped this drama after the first two episodes, unsure of where it was headed. Thankfully, I stuck with it - because Kill My Sins turned out to be an engaging and well-crafted watch.

The drama is packed with deception, mind games, and plot twists, all woven seamlessly into a larger narrative. One of its strongest points is how each arc contributes to the bigger picture, making Ye Ping An's journey satisfying to watch. Watching her take revenge - not just for herself but for those around her was rewarding, though it certainly didn't come without consequences.

While the overall story was gripping, I would have liked to see more romance between the leads. The drama does attempt to include romantic elements, but given the primary focus on revenge and intricate plotting, it was understandably limited.

The casting was solid. Liu Shishi and Shawn Dou delivered strong performances as Ye Ping An and Yuan Shao Cheng respectively. Supporting actors like Zheng Ye Cheng and Xuan Lu also played their roles well, adding depth to the story.

I'd recommend Kill My Sins to anyhow who enjoys dramas with intricate storytelling and unexpected twists. However, if you're looking for a romance-heavy series, this might not fully satisfy that craving.

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It was a nice and engaging series in general. However, it seemed like something was missing. The tempo was slow. Although the cast was very good, it was a series that did not benefit enough from three or four main actors. For example; I did not understand what Zheng Ye Cheng was doing in this series with such a low character. I would not play him if I were him. He gave the impression that he played for his sake. He did not get enough time, could not show his performance. What a shame for the actor. I did not like the other leading actors with their low tempo, colorless and soulless games. Xu Jiao stood out among them. I really liked Xuan Lu and Zhang Yu Xi in the supporting roles. In other words, they were more lively, more determined and more flamboyant than the leading actors. The subject is revenge. I also got the impression that it was difficult to make sense of this and explain it. There were some jumps when we moved from subject to subject. I can say that there was confusion. I said that after all, their wishes came true and they made an effort for this. However, I could not understand what this subject had to do with these people. You are fighting about something, but how much does this fight concern you? It was not a direct, but an indirect concern. It was admirable for a woman to achieve so much. However, it was impossible for her to do these things in this era. If we evaluate it from two perspectives, we reach this conclusion. Here, I think the author said, I wanted it this way, I thought this way, I imagined it this way. It was structured accordingly, of course I watched it with curiosity. I wondered where the result would lead. However, as I said, when the story is told and when you jump from branch to branch and get into things that do not directly concern the people, you get confused. Still, people's ambitions, feelings of revenge, not having what they have, their wishes, desires were beautifully reflected, I felt that. But was there love, for example, I could not feel that. The relationships seemed like a strange set of relationships. Therefore, I watched it even though there were some breaks. Would I watch it again? No.

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A Gripping Drama with an Unstoppable Female Lead

Little by little, I got into the world of political strategy dramas, but I rarely came across female leads as sharp and brilliant as Ye Ping An. She’s an amazing character—flawed, haunted by her past, yet incredibly perceptive, with a sense of justice so unshakable that it even put her at odds with the male lead. I loved that no matter how exhausted, hurt, or mentally tormented she was, she never backed down. As a psychologist, she was fearless and absolutely brilliant.

This isn’t a romantic drama, that’s for sure, but it gave me even more emotions than most love stories. Liu Shishi already won me over in A Journey to You, but Kill My Sins just proved once again that she’s one of the best. What a great drama! I enjoyed every second of it.

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She really? Killed Her Sins?.

The title Kill My Sins truly makes sense by the end of the series. This is not just a crime or revenge story—it’s a story about guilt, responsibility, and redemption. The female lead is not an innocent bystander. Her mind-reading ability indirectly caused harm; because of her actions, several women were captured by criminals. Even if she didn’t intend it, she was involved. That makes her a sinner too.
The drama doesn’t place the entire blame on Du Liang. The real focus is on Hai Yiping and the larger system of power and corruption. What makes the story compelling is how a commoner, without political or social power, carefully takes down big names using logic, patience, and moral resolve. The plot actually makes sense, and nothing feels forced.
Her revenge is not only against others—it is against herself. By exposing the truth and dismantling the system, she is also punishing and cleansing herself. In that way, she truly kills her sins.
The relationship between the leads is one of the strongest parts of the series. It’s complicated, built on using each other, trusting each other, and quietly caring for each other. They are not “just friends”—never that. Are they lovers? The drama doesn’t say it openly, but their bond goes far beyond friendship. Their connection is emotional, deep, and unspoken. Even though the romance is subtle, it makes you crave a love confession just to confirm what they already are.
Each episode keeps you in its grip, especially with meaningful episode-wise titles that reflect the themes rather than spoil the story. Episode 4, in particular, stands out as powerful and emotionally heavy.
Despite having only an 8.0 rating on MDL, Kill My Sins is a remarkable watch. It’s intense, intelligent, and emotionally restrained. The experience stays with you even after it ends. This series proves that sometimes, redemption is not about being forgiven—but about facing what you’ve done and choosing to end it.

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Kill my sins (2025): A Twisty Grey-Toned Rollercoaster of Sin and Sass ??

If you’re expecting fluff, look elsewhere—Kill My Sin isn’t here to give you butterflies 🦋. It’s here to kidnap your heart 💔, throw it in a blender 🌀, press “pulse,” and then serve it back to you with a side of what-the-heck-just-happened 🤯.
Let’s start with the FL—chef’s kiss 👩‍🍳💋. She’s absolutely fabulous, every scene she walks into feels like a power move 🔥. Her acting? Damn sexy 😍. Like, how can someone serve that much emotional depth and look that cool while possibly plotting the downfall (or justice—depends on the episode)? I’d let her ruin my life with that stare alone 👀💀.
The ML? Oh, he’s good. Cunning, sharp, mysterious—basically, if chess pieces came to life, he’d be the queen 👑 pretending to be a pawn ♟️ while slowly taking out your whole strategy. He holds his own next to our powerhouse FL, and their chemistry? Not romantic ❤️, but you can feel this whole soulmate-but-make-it-morally-complex thing going on 🔗 that’s even better than the usual kiss-and-make-up trope.
Every episode had me screaming “WHAAAAT?!” 😱 into the void. Just when I thought I knew what was coming—BAM 💥—plot twist. Heart pounding 💓, jaw dropping 🫨, remote flinging kind of stuff. Seriously, I had to pause a few times just to let my brain catch up 🧠💫. No one is purely good or evil here, and that’s what makes it delicious 😈.
Is there romance? Nah ❌💘. But is there destiny and intense unspoken bonds that make you feel like you’re third-wheeling something powerful? Absolutely ✅.
The ending? Satisfying. Justice is served ⚖️, tears were shed 😭, brains were fried 🍳, but in the best way possible.

If you like twisty plots 🔀, grey morals 🌫️, incredible acting 🎭, and want to scream “THEY DID NOT JUST DO THAT” every 15 minutes—Kill My Sin is your next obsession 🔥📺.

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An Underrated Gem

Kill My Sins really took me by surprise. It’s honestly such an underrated gem!

The focus is on a group of women who come together to uncover the repulsive crimes committed by a group of high-ranking male officials (We're talking SA, human trafficking, etc.) Each of them is a victim in her own way, and they join forces to fight back against the unthinkable. I found their backstories so heartbreaking, and their sisterhood is honestly one of the most touching parts of the whole drama. The way they lean on each other, the way their strength builds together... it really got to me. The actresses did an amazing job, and their chemistry made so many scenes memorable.

The ML was a nice addition. I’ll be honest, I’m not necessarily a big fan of the actor, but this role suited him well. He’s more of a sidekick here, which I liked; sharp, sly, and always supporting the FL from the shadows. There’s barely any romance between them, but the subtle moments? So good. Like when he gently holds her hand or silently holds her after she loses one of her friends; those little things really made my heart flutter.

This isn’t a light, happy story. But it’s worth it. KMS is one of the best female-centered wuxia dramas I’ve seen, and I absolutely loved it!

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Moral Grayness and Feminine Strength

I dove into Kill My Sins with high hopes—and I wasn’t disappointed by its ambition. From the first scene, the drama felt like a darker, more complex take on historical costume-mystery, one that doesn’t shy away from trauma, power games, and moral ambiguity. It left me both intrigued and emotionally stirred. 😮🕯️

The story follows Ye Ping An, a travelling physician who arrives in the capital (Chang’an/Luoyang region). It quickly gets branded a “witch” due to her unconventional methods and her reputation for treating not just bodies but broken hearts and minds.

Meanwhile, Yuan Shao Cheng, a low-born but extremely ambitious magistrate, uses her as a pawn in his rise to power. What begins as a murder investigation morphs into a twisted game of revenge, secrets, and survival: Ye Ping An may not be the innocent she appears, and Yuan Shao Cheng may not be the one simply chasing power. The emotional stakes keep rising as the mystery and politics intertwine.

What really stood out to me about Kill My Sins (掌心) was the depth and complexity of its heroine. Liu Shi Shi’s portrayal of Ye Ping An felt incredibly layered — she’s not just a pretty face or a victim of circumstance, but a woman carrying pain, intelligence, and strategy in equal measure 🎭🧠. Watching her navigate trauma while staying calm and calculating was mesmerizing. The drama also deserves credit for its boldness in tackling heavy themes like revenge, societal pressure, and personal redemption. Rather than just using these ideas for shock value, the story actually builds on them and uses them to shape character growth and moral tension 📜💔.

Visually, the series is a feast. The cinematography, costuming, and set design create a moody, refined atmosphere that fits the tone of the story perfectly 🎬🏯. You can feel the emotional weight of every scene — the dark corridors, candlelight, and symbolic use of mirrors and scars all enhance the storytelling. I also liked that the antagonists weren’t one-dimensional; even the villains had reasons for their actions, and the show makes you pause before deciding who’s right or wrong 😈🔍. The plot twists kept me engaged too — the pacing in the early episodes was sharp, and every reveal seemed to push the story in unexpected directions. I love when a drama respects the viewer enough to let us piece together the truth instead of spelling it out 🔐✨.

However, Kill My Sins isn’t without flaws. The pacing at times felt inconsistent — there were moments when so many threads unfolded at once that it became overwhelming 🕰️😓. I occasionally found myself needing to rewatch certain scenes just to follow who was scheming against whom. Similarly, while the central relationship had potential, the emotional buildup between the leads didn’t always land. I wanted more quiet, intimate moments that allowed their bond to feel earned and organic 💞🧩.

Another noticeable issue was the editing and narrative convenience in some plot points. Certain plans seemed to work out too easily, or transitions between major story turns felt rushed 🤨⚙️. It slightly undercut the realism of Ye Ping An’s otherwise sharp intelligence. As for Dou Xiao’s character Yuan Shao Cheng, while he fits the role visually, there were stretches where his emotional delivery felt restrained — as if the script didn’t give him enough room to show the character’s inner conflict 🎭📉. Finally, this drama is undeniably dark and emotionally heavy. If you’re looking for something light or purely romantic, this one can feel draining at times — it’s a story that demands full attention and emotional energy 🧠💤.

Overall, Kill My Sins is a standout for me in recent historical dramas. It’s not perfect—it demands attention, and it carries emotional weight—but it rewards with richness: in characters, theme, and atmosphere. If you enjoy stories where the heroes are flawed, the lines between right and wrong blur, and the romance isn’t the only thing driving the plot, then this one is worth it.

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So intense

Best drama this year.
“Kill My Sins” is a 2025 Chinese drama that has garnered attention for its intense and fast-paced narrative. The series follows Ye Ping An, portrayed by Liu Shi Shi, a wandering physician and hypnotist who arrives in Shengdu to investigate an old case. Her unconventional methods and the ensuing murder of an official thrust her into a complex web of intrigue and deception. Opposite her is Yuan Shao Cheng, played by Shawn Dou, an ambitious investigator determined to see her punished. The plot is rich with twists, keeping viewers on the edge
This drama’s rapid pacing requires close attention to every conversation, as missing even a single line can lead to confusion. Some have found the initial episodes particularly dense, with a swift introduction of numerous characters and plotlines. “The first bit was a hair chaotic. There was just so much information right away and what felt like a million characters were introduced.” 

Despite these challenges, the series has been praised for its intricate plot and morally complex characters. This is ann unpredictability of the storyline and the depth of the main characters, describing them as “conniving and neither wholly good nor entirely evil.” 

However, some critiques have been directed at the production quality. Its a good drama for me. Good acting from the cast, the plot is good too… However, the editing skills by the production team is too low, making this drama feel low budgeted for some reason.

Overall, “Kill My Sins” offers a compelling narrative filled with suspense and complex character dynamics. While the fast-paced plot demands attentive viewing, many find the investment rewarding.

This drama deserves a higher rating.

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