Shine
i finished. It tore my heart out. I kind of expected that but still it was rough. Since i myself struggle with depression, the hardest for me to watch was Thanwa spiraling downward. I lost it when his father came to get him. Maybe because my parents saved me from my own self-destruction. I was most annoyed at Krailert’s wife, of course. I don’t know if that was really truthful or just petty. She was wronged but she also had no empathy for Krailert being gay. It’s heartbreaking for me when people can’t be themselves because of pressure and prejudice from the outside world.
was the last scene supposed to be Krailert and Naran? I think so. I’m not sure the ending was enough for me in general. Even if the couples were separated I wanted to see what happened to them, not just to the students.
Anyway, this is not really a review, just a jumble of emotions and questions I’m left with. I still have more to say becaus I always do (lol) but I want to sit with it awhile.
just be warned if you watch this—it’s emotionally intense and doesn’t end wrapped in a big bow. But it’s worth it. (Plus, better to get upset about fiction than what’s actually going on in the world, especially the US.)