When I was depression and extremely few year ago, I listening this song no stop. The lyrics is completely ''hurt'' if you listening. It's just a reality. This cover version is more calm....
The real version it's really ''hard'' to listening but you feel more, your heart crying... 命に嫌われている。/まふまふ【歌ってみた】 with 158 millions views..
I like it and still keep singing