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Is there a way to track how many hours we spend on MDL? I don’t use the app, but I log in through my laptop and phone. I was obsessed with Revenged Love, and now with this show, I feel like I’ve spent an unhealthy amount of time on MDL but honestly, it’s the only way to ease my excitement while waiting for the next episode to start.

Well said, couldn’t agree more. It’s honestly frustrating to see how some people overlook the effort, passion, and risks that went into creating something groundbreaking like this. Using her own money, writing the story, producing the series, and turning unknown talents into rising stars takes real vision and courage, especially in a homophobic country.

People love to criticise from the sidelines without understanding the struggles behind the scenes. Negative comments often say more about the commenter’s life than the work itself. Successful people don’t waste time complaining; they strive, work hard, and make change happen. What the author has done deserves nothing but respect and appreciation.

This show is already available for free on YouTube, so I don’t understand why you would recommend kiss**?

The actors, crew, and creators put their heart and effort into bringing this story to life, and they deserve to be supported, not pirated.

If you don’t want to watch it on the official channel, that’s your choice. But please don’t promote illegal sites as if it’s acceptable. It’s deeply disrespectful to both the people who made the series and to the fans who are supporting it properly.

Sharing illegal website isn’t just unlawful, it’s a direct insult to the production team. Piracy takes away jobs, funding, and opportunities from the very creators we claim to love.

If you truly care about BL content and want to see more quality shows in the future, support them through legal channels. That’s the only way the industry can survive and grow, and honestly, it’s the least we can do.

Will do! Now that I know about NekoCap, I’ll share them around.
And yes, please do the same for Love in the Moonlight, since GagaOOLala delayed the English subtitles by a day. Do you think you’ll be able to do episodes 9 and 10 next week, or will it be the same timing as when GagaOOLala releases them?

Please watch it on their official YouTube channel to support them.

https://youtu.be/H4v2k97x4do?si=1Eytrb5PfEJeGbnZ

I actually Googled it before, but nothing clear popped up at the time, so I genuinely didn’t understand how NekoCap worked. Sorry for the misunderstanding.

It’s just that so many people are sharing illegal links lately, and it’s really upsetting. I assumed the worst, and that’s on me, but I’m honestly glad to hear that what you're doing is legal and meant to help others access the series the right way.

Thanks for taking the time to explain, and I appreciate the effort you put into making the subs for the official uploads. I’ll definitely look into NekoCap properly now. No hard feelings 🙏

Thank you for reading, it honestly means a lot. It took me quite a long time to write, over a thousand words, but every second was so worth it.
I poured a lot into it, and I know I’ll be coming back to read it again… probably with another big smile on my face. 😊

Omg, I totally forgot Pearl was the bodyguard in Law of Attraction! I just went back and rewatched a few scenes and he was so good in that role.

Pearl and Peak are honestly the perfect pairing. Their chemistry is off the charts, both on-screen and behind the scenes. Their BTS clips are everywhere on my social media right now, and I’m loving it!

And honestly, it feels like fate, they even have the same first three letters in their names: Peak and Pearl. Come on, how cute is that?

I really hope they get cast in another series together soon. No doubt, they’re one of the best BL pairings of the year. 💖

You're welcome! Honestly, we’re so blessed right now, there are so many amazing Thai dramas airing at the moment!
Khemija, Love in the Moonlight, The Wicked Game and now Me and Who is dropping next week? I can’t even keep up, but I’m not complaining!

What an absolutely epic start to the series. The Cursed Love delivered everything I hoped for and more. From the very first scene, it grabs you with its powerful atmosphere, striking visuals, and a sense of mystery that’s hard to shake. The forest and mountain scenery are beyond stunning. Lush, cinematic, and totally immersive. Every shot feels purposeful, from the vibrant greens of nature to the magical undertones woven through the landscape.

The action scenes are sharp and intense, blending fantasy elements with emotional weight. I was especially impressed by the production quality. The costumes, the lighting, the score. It all works beautifully together to build a believable and hauntingly magical world. The flashbacks add even more depth, hinting at a rich backstory that I can’t wait to explore.

This was my first time seeing Au and Ongsa on screen and I’m already hooked. Their chemistry is undeniable. The way they look at each other, that quiet overnight scene. It was soft, intimate, and genuinely touching. You can already tell this isn’t going to be just another romance. There is something deep and fated about their connection.

The whole vibe gave me The Sign energy which is another masterpiece BL in its own right. That same mix of mystery, fantasy, and aching emotion is here too and it hits in all the right places.
The acting, visuals, music, and story pacing are all on point. You can feel the stakes, the tension, and the tenderness all at once. BL fans are being so spoiled this year and The Cursed Love is already standing out as one of the very best.
Cannot wait for the next episode. An easy 10 out of 10.

Me too, I can’t even log into my phone or laptop.

The only thing working for me right now is the MDL app, but I don’t really like using it.

Do you know what’s going on with MDL? I can’t log in normally, I can only comment through the app.

I once tried to defend Prince Saenkaew’s father. In episode seven he clutched the portrait of his dead wife, tears spilling as he said he wanted only the best for his son. Many despised him. I despised him too, yet I could see the grief that hollowed him out. He had lost his wife, his only son was gay, and in the 1960s such love was a crime. As part of the royal family, the truth could mean ruin, disgrace, even danger. He wished to shield his son, yet he chose the path of cruelty. I could pity him, but never forgive.

In episode eight, all pity turned to ash. He hired a man to end Sasin’s life. Sasin was not a beast to be hunted, not an object to discard, but a boy in love, a boy whose heart belonged to Saenkaew. As the bullet struck and his body fell, his last thoughts were not of pain but of love. He saw the first moment they met, the melodies they shared, the movement they spent time together on the island, the kiss beneath the moon, the quiet embrace that held eternity. If this is not love, then love has no meaning. Yet fate was merciless. Their story had only begun, and already it was stained in blood, their memories scattering like petals into the dark.

The news broke like thunder. Family rushed to the hospital. Prince Saenkaew was locked away by the very man who called himself father. At last, after years of silence, he cried out his truth. He said he was done being afraid. That he had done nothing wrong. That his life was his own, that he could no longer run from himself. His words cut through me like glass. For I know his pain. I too have parents whose expectations crush my breath, demanding marriage, children, a future I cannot give. I am bound to him, to Saenkaew, because love is love and the truth of it cannot be erased. I wish I had his courage to speak.

But even as he wept, begging to see Sasin, his father’s voice was iron. One more step and he would ensure Sasin was shot again, this time to death. Cruelty beyond measure. Saenkaew trembled, torn between love and fear, knowing that to defy his father would place Sasin in greater danger. And so he remained, trapped within walls that were both prison and tomb, while his heart shattered in silence. His father could not see that barring him from Sasin was the slowest form of murder, killing not his body but his joy.

There were no phones to call, no message to send. Only paper, ink, and tears. Saenkaew’s trembling hand tried to form words, yet each line blurred as his sorrow fell upon it, smearing the page. Again and again he began, again and again grief silenced him, until at last he finished the letter, bleeding his heart onto fragile paper.

And can we not bow our heads in gratitude to the maid. She had watched Saenkaew grow from a boy, and in her quiet heart she wanted nothing more than to see him happy. She had seen the way his face lit up when he was with Sasin, the way grief gave way to laughter, the way sorrow loosened its hold. In this cruel world, she was the only one who stood by him, the only one who risked everything. By secretly delivering the letter she defied the walls of the palace, risking her position, perhaps even her life, so that two broken hearts might still speak. Without her, those words would have been buried in silence. Without her, Saenkaew and Sasin would have been denied even this fragile thread of love.

This is what Prince wrote to Sasin in Episode 8, and my heart completely shattered. On one side, I’m overwhelmed with happiness that they are in love, and that Sasin was finally able to bring back Prince’s smile after the grief of losing his mother. Yet on the other side, the weight of reality crushes me, they cannot truly be together, no matter how much they long for each other.What breaks me even more is the time they live in. In the 1960s, there were no mobile phones, no instant messages, no way to ease the ache of distance with a simple call. All they had were handwritten letters, carrying pieces of their hearts across the silence. Reading those words feels like touching their pain, their hope, and their love all at once. It hits me so deeply because every letter is both a lifeline and a reminder of how far apart they are.

This series has left me heartbroken. I thought I understood sorrow, but this story revealed grief in its rawest form. The letter was not paper and ink, it was flesh and blood, a heartbeat pressed between trembling lines. When Sasin read it, the world seemed to fall silent, as if time itself paused to witness two souls crying out for one another.

And now, with the preview of episode nine, we know he will write a reply. I feel both longing and dread. Longing to hear his words reach across the void, dread because I know every sentence will cut deeper than the last. Love like theirs is breathtaking, yet it is unbearable, too heavy for the world they live in.

I do not know if my heart can survive another letter, yet I am powerless to resist. I will wait, aching, counting down each hour. Seven days will feel like seven years, and still, I will wait for the next episode of their sorrowful love. 10/10



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Sasin, my love.

As I write this letter, I wish it were just an ordinary letter from one… lover to another, not a letter that has to be hidden… away. Not a letter filled with restrictions and… prohibitions. But we both know that’s not our reality. My father has forbidden me from seeing you.

But no one can forbid me from loving you. I am still here. I still love you, just as I always have. And if you are suffering alone, please… know that I am suffering no differently than you.

I ask you to be patient and wait. I will be patient too. I will not give up. I will not let what we have end just… because others say it is wrong. I will find a way back… to you, no matter how difficult it may be. But please, trust in me, just as I have always trusted in you. We will be together again. I promise.

With all my love.
Your Saen Kaew.

I can’t believe it’s already been three months since I pressed play on episode 1, and now in just three days we’ll be watching the finale. Honestly, I feel like this series should have been 20 episodes instead of 16. I don’t know how they’ll be able to fit everything into just one more episode.

I really hope we don’t end up with only five minutes of screentime for our two anticipated omegaverse babies in the finale. What I want most is to see them happy, spending time together as a family. That’s what they deserve, just like any real couple in life.

Regardless of the ending, this series has been amazing since day one, and my Saturday nights will feel so different without it.

Episode 16 preview link below.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8I-sFGllXM

After more than 400+ BL dramas, I cannot remember the last time I counted the minutes for a new episode to arrive. I am not a morning person, yet this morning I rose at 7am, just to watch the 7th episode before leaving for work. It was over an hour long, and for the first time I began my day smiling, carrying that happiness with me until nightfall.

The cliffhanger from episode six promised their first kiss in the cottage. I was grateful it did not happen. No confession was spoken, and Prince Saenkaew, trembling in doubt, wondered if Sasin was serious or only joking with a fleeting night of desire. His heart withdrew in silence, and I was relieved.

Then Sasin spoke words like a poem that melted Prince’s guarded heart.
“I don’t know why, I just want to see your face. Have you ever heard of this poem? The sun is shining bright during the day but without seeing your face, it suddenly gets dark. The moon is shining bright during the night but without seeing your face, my heart suddenly turns black”

Prince smiled shyly, unable to bear the weight of that love, and slipped away to bed. At dawn, when the two awoke side by side, their eyes met and the air was filled with unsaid devotion. Prince opened his eyes first, gazing upon Sasin’s perfect face. When Sasin stirred, their eyes locked, and Prince’s heart beat so violently he had to flee outside to breathe.

At the shore, love turned fragile. Prince spoke harshly, saying he would rather swim back than stay, and left. Sasin believed his words, and without hesitation threw himself into the sea, swimming desperately until he realised Prince was safe on land. Relief washed over him and he embraced Prince, trembling with fear.

Then came the confession that tore through silence.
“I was afraid I had lost you. I have never feared anything more. In that split second when you vanished, I realised how deeply I feel for you. I love you, Saenkaew. I am happy when you smile, I ache when you hurt, I fall into sorrow when I cannot see you. I want to protect you, stay by your side, be lost in you. If this is not love, then love does not exist.”

Perhaps the most beautiful confession a BL series has ever given us.

Yet Prince hesitated. The memory of his mother’s death haunted him. The last time he confessed his heart in a letter, she discovered it and passed away. He is the only son, the heir, bound by family duty. His father would never accept, society would never accept. He believed he destroyed everyone who came near him.

But Sasin, gentle as the tide, whispered, “You are not hurting anyone. You are only being yourself.”
And after what felt like a century, their lips finally met. A kiss born of longing, followed by their night in the cottage. Music swelled, the sea whispered, the simple wooden walls witnessed their love. Slowly they undressed, tenderly they touched. Sasin pressed a kiss to Prince’s forehead, then to his lips, until they became one.

The morning after, while wrapped in warmth, Sasin teased, “You have not told me you love me.”
Prince smiled and answered, “Isn’t it obvious.”
My heart dissolved again.

They fished together, climbed trees for coconuts, lived like children of the sea, untouched by the world. No family chains, no cruel society, only two hearts beating freely.

At night beneath the moon, Sasin told him his name meant moon, and Prince was the rabbit who belonged to it, just as he belonged to Sasin forever. The very story his mother once read to him when he was a child, now reborn in truth. The rabbit had found the moon, his soulmate, and they held each other beneath the silver sky.

The world, however, does not forgive. Many hate Prince’s father. I hate him too, yet I see both sides. He lost his wife, his only son is gay, and in the 1960s such love was a crime. As part of the royal family, exposure would bring ruin and danger. He wished to protect his son, but in the wrong way. I cannot forgive him, yet I cannot help but pity him.

When the boat arrived, Prince hesitated to return. Sasin whispered they could stay here forever, he would play music, and Prince could fish, just the two of them far from cruel eyes. Their time on the island was pure, the best gift of the series, lovers living only as themselves.

But the sea does not stay calm. The boat waits, and with it the storm.

This is what Prince wrote to Sasin in Episode 8, and my heart completely shattered. On one side, I’m overwhelmed with happiness that they are in love, and that Sasin was finally able to bring back Prince’s smile after the grief of losing his mother. Yet on the other side, the weight of reality crushes me, they cannot truly be together, no matter how much they long for each other.

What breaks me even more is the time they live in. In the 1960s, there were no mobile phones, no instant messages, no way to ease the ache of distance with a simple call. All they had were handwritten letters, carrying pieces of their hearts across the silence. Reading those words feels like touching their pain, their hope, and their love all at once. It hits me so deeply because every letter is both a lifeline and a reminder of how far apart they are.


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Sasin, my love.

As I write this letter, I wish it were just an ordinary letter from one… lover to another, not a letter that has to be hidden… away. Not a letter filled with restrictions and… prohibitions. But we both know that’s not our reality. My father has forbidden me from seeing you.

But no one can forbid me from loving you. I am still here. I still love you, just as I always have. And if you are suffering alone, please… know that I am suffering no differently than you.

I ask you to be patient and wait. I will be patient too. I will not give up. I will not let what we have end just… because others say it is wrong. I will find a way back… to you, no matter how difficult it may be. But please, trust in me, just as I have always trusted in you. We will be together again. I promise. With all my love.

—Your Saen Kaew.

Sorry for the misunderstanding

I have no idea who you think you are talking to but liking ABO Desire does not mean we need to marry it. That kind of comment is childish. You are also commenting on Knot’s page, starring Boat and Oat from My Stubborn, a series that has NC scenes in every single episode. If NC is such a problem for you, then why are you even here?

Telling people to “just watch porn” is not only disrespectful, it shows you have no real argument. I have watched over 400+ BL dramas and read countless novels. I have reviewed and rated top shows like Cherry Magic, Old Fashion Cupcake, and Bad Buddy that prove you can create masterpieces without graphic content. But that does not mean intimacy has no place in BL. In fact, many of the most celebrated series, from KinnPorsche to My Stand-In, use NC scenes to deepen the realism and emotional stakes of the story. Sex is part of life, and when portrayed with care, there is nothing to be ashamed of.

Wanting NC scenes does not mean anyone is spamming, it means we expect full and realistic portrayals of relationships. To pretend intimacy should not exist in BL is to deny the very thing that makes these relationships feel human. Some shows thrive without it, others thrive with it, both are valid. The beauty of BL is in its diversity of storytelling.

So instead of trying to insult people for their preferences, maybe take a step back and accept that BL is bigger than your personal taste. You do not get to gatekeep what fans can or cannot enjoy. Nobody here needs your approval.

He’s so cute, every time he smiles, it melts my heart. It’s the cutest smile ever.

I’m dying for the English subtitles, we may have to wait 24 hours since episode 7 was released. It’s so rare for me to feel this excited about a show. I’ve been thinking about it all day and I just can’t wait for the subtitles to drop. Their chemistry is insane, and they’ve quickly become one of my favorite couples this year.

Wow, I absolutely loved episode 9.
Win went back in time, carrying the weight of knowing that this time he must protect Nut. With gentle hands and a devoted heart, he cooked healthy meals, guided him to exercise, and in doing so, saved his life after he fainted. When Nut thanked him and their lips met in a tender kiss, it was so sweet, so fleeting, so achingly romantic.

Ek’s story shone in contrast. When he revealed his truth, his parents already knew, their smiles warm and their hearts wide open. They embraced his love for Chai without hesitation. To them, love was love, no matter the form it took.

Yet Nut’s father was a storm without shelter. He never cherished his son, never nurtured his soul. Win’s passion for music was crushed when his guitar was broken. Nut, still healing from surgery, was forced to leave the country, forced to abandon the boy who loved him most. His father’s words cut deeper than any wound, telling him not to waste time on Win, as if love itself were worthless.
The contrast was unbearable. Ek’s parents filled the air with acceptance, while Nut’s stripped it away with cruelty.

Win returned to rearrange fate. He saved Nut’s life, yet his words left me shattered: “Even if Nut does not die in the end, I will not get to be with him.” How cruel that saving someone’s breath may cost you your own happiness. Through this unbearable sorrow, at least Biu stood beside him, a friend steady enough to hold him when the world collapsed.

One episode remains, and it feels like only yesterday I pressed play on the very first. This BL has been a journey of beauty, pain, and love. I wait with trembling hope for the finale, fingers crossed for an ending that does not break what little is left of my heart.