Jenny

I don't think fujisawa is homophobic cause he wouldn't have suggested the idea of them living together at all. If someone is homophobic then they won't even want to care about a man the way fuji cared (and controlled). They would just avoid such a lifestyle of living with a man if they are homophobic. Also about kaori too I saw pure disgust in her eyes but yeah our opinions are different and that's okay.

On his wrist there were marks of being gripped tightly and wrist is only gripped tightly when the someone don't want the person they are facing to resist using their hands. It means that fuji has forced sei. At first when hagi saw hickey on sei's neck he just thought that they had had sex but when he saw the mark on his wrist he got to know that sei was forced but even though he wanted to know more he knew sei won't say it cause they way sei was being so sarcastic. And yes I felt really dissatisfied with this ep too.

I actually don't feel sorry for her and instead more angry with her cause the way she was talking as if what sei and hagi has done is the most disgusting thing in this world. Since the start of their conversation her expressions, her words everything was infuriating as if if hagi had slept with a woman then she would have thought that it is her fault but because hagi slept with a guy it's his fault and also the way hagi apologised first then kaori started speaking her gibberish as if she was never in the wrong. Yes she did apologised later but I somehow feel like she felt superior and that her actions were justifiable. She actually herself wanted to breakup with hagi too after knowing that he slept with a man so actually there's no sense of satisfaction to watch their scene cause she didn't look like she regretted much (I said much cause she did regret it a little) about what she did to hagi and also their breakup.

I'm starting to feel angry with sei. I know it's hard for him to break away from fuji but he could even forgive him when fuji forced him and went rough on him. I think fuji knew that he is a rough man on bed so he didn't want to have sex with sei and now that they had had sex fuji is probably feeling guilty and angry with himself and is avoiding him, never going to touch him again that's why sei had not wanted to have sex with him cause he knew that the things between them would change and even looking at eachother in eyes would be difficult for them in the future. I think sei had already guessed a bit of fuji's sadistic tendencies but wasn't sure so he was curious about the secret fuji was hiding but didn't want to know what it was. I think he feared his guess to be true.
Also the way both the protagonists apologised💀. I don't think they needed to apologise after what their partners have done. When sei apologised I felt so angry with him but when hagi apologised I felt sorry for him. The way kaori spoke was infuriating but he still apologised for being dishonest in their relationship. Hagi is a big green flag😭. In terms of character I only like hagi now. I'm starting to hate sei's nonchalant front.

You said all the things I wanted to say and said it beautifully! I really don't understand how people don't think of fuji as abuser and sei as victim even after watching the whole series. It makes me question if they are watching the same series as us. Also I think fuji shows his economic power when he gifts sei the things he design and also when he bought such a big tv for sei. People might say that it shows his care for sei but I feel like it always makes sei conscious of their economy due to fuji being a big designer. (But maybe it's just my opinion)

I think fuji is a dominant sadist who likes everything he possesses to be under his control

Yeah actually I read your comments down here later and I respect your opinion too.

After reading your unpopular opinion I wasn't able to calm down somewhat as well cause it really is unpopular. Not just physical abuse but fuji is also mentally abusing sei, hurting him by not communicating, controlling sei's life in all aspects, isolating him. Lets not forget that exactly due to the lack of communication sei collapsed in the bathroom and had breakdown. Plus Fuji not knowing how to communicate is out of question cause even sei has clearly said that Fuji is hiding something from him so he too wanted to have secret for himself. Its just a series but with fuji's character it shouldn't be first time he behaved the way he pressed sei's toenail and he really turns into abusive in the next ep clearly hurting sei so how can still someone want sei to be with him in the end? If we take the reason of him taking care of sei then there are so many couples in this world who in one moment abuses their partner mentally and physically and next moment they care for them as if they are their precious treasure and as if they can't live without the person they abused (if you want to see such example in drama then I recommend you to watch big mouse and the judge from hell kdrama. Fuji taking care of sei doesn't excuse his such behavior toward sei. Yeah you have your own opinion and I too felt like sharing mine.

Ikr. I specifically remember sei's gift cause I kept rewatching the ending of 4th ep multiple times in the week and in the end of 4th ep hagi is reminded of sei due to his gift so yeah. I can't wait to see how hagi deals with kaori next week.

By guilty I mean that sei wanted it to be a secret but he revealed that secret unknowingly and also he knew that sei had feelings for fuji so feeling guilty for exposing their affair to fuji. Also hagi's character is just too good. He is kind and considerate and even tho it's not his fault a person like him would feel guilty even then, that's what I actually meant. Also I hope for a happy ending for both sei and hagi in the 7th ep too! I really want both of them to end up together. If they don't show their daily life as couple in 7th ep then I want an extra special ep to see their day to day life😭

I instead liked the way they didn't kiss while having sex but kissed the next morning when hagi didn't want to let sei go. They both are romantic people and romantic people has this belief that they should kiss only their lovers lips and since the start sei and hagi just wanted to vent their sexual frustration with the one time thing and weren't actually keen on breaking up with their partner so they didn't kiss at that time but later in the morning when hagi realised that he don't want to let sei go much like he is unable to let sei go and won't be able to in the future as well is when he kissed him and the way sei said that both of them have gone crazy is when he too let go the restraint of romantic person. (Actually I feel like both of them were confused as to where they wants their relationship to head)
As for the lack of spice in this ep, I'm actually glad we atleast got to see the bed scene and their small conversation in between cause so many bls don't even show a kiss scene properly * cough * cherry magic * cough * (I mean mainly cherry magic cause the chemistry between them was insane. But there are many others too) so I have no complains about lack of spice.

I liked it a lot when he said that in the preview cause how does her conscience not hurt while using hagi and showing everyone that they are perfect couple when he is clearly in so much pain? How come she doesn't realise it? Or she is ignoring it purposely? This is a kind of another level of selfishness.

I would like your prediction to come true but I think that hagiwara is done with kaori. Even in this ep, sei is the one who brought up that nothing would change even after them having sex and with the way hagiwara is he won't want to force himself on kaori even after knowing that she doesn't like to be intimate with him and after clearing it up with her in the next ep I don't think they will ever have sex.
As for him wanting sei to blame himself if sei cries alone, I think it's because fuji got to know about their affair due to hagiwara but sei wanted it to be a secret. He is the one who exposed sei's secret so he feels guilty even tho it's not his fault. I feel like hagi will breakup with sei but sei won't with fuji cause for a long time fuji has been controlling sei's life and sei can't easily break away from such a life. I just hope I'm wrong and both of them break up with their partners.

Also the way she broke the gift from sei made me feel really angry with her. (And if someone's gonna say she has reasons and all, yep I'm unreasonable) I'm really looking forward to the next ep!

I'm so glad that whatever we speculated earlier about second main leads is true. Fuji is really a psycho as the way he behaved in preview and when hagi said that ' I'm not your dog kaori ' I felt so much relief and satisfaction! This ep and the next ep are the bestest one in my opinion. The way sei consoled fuji, man was crying and the pain and need can be felt in his voice throughout the ep. Idk how many times I'm gonna watch this ep. Also there's nothing vulgar or explicit in this ep and I feel glad about it.

I feel such a huge sense of satisfaction after watching 5th ep as well as the preview of 6th ep. 5th ep really was just too beautiful! I was actually afraid that after having high expectations this ep won't meet my expectations but it is up and beyond my expectations 😭. And I'm glad that them parting ways is in 6th ep so we still have some hope in 7th ep.

At this point I can say that ga min doesn't seek drama, drama seeks ga min😂

I feel so shook while watching ga min's fight with the thug in 4th ep! That thug is a real deal tho.

She will start to suffer from next ep cause from previous eps it doesn't look like she is suffering. Her boyfriend respects her so he doesn't force her so everything is going the way she wants so for now I don't think she is suffering but later when he starts getting intimate with sei then she will start suffering.

She needs to break up with that poor boy.