apathy

rationally i réalise its 6am in china and if we’re getting an update it wont be for a while but unfortunately my brain is so stuck on this drama lol. it distracted me so bad today

im going to buy a plane ticket to china so i can fist fight these sasaengs omg

that’s worst case scenario which hasn’t been confirmed yet, so let’s all just hold hands and do some deep breathing exercises lol

the silence is torture! even if everything works out they might have scared me off chinese bl like goddamn lmao

for me, the worst part of all this is the uncertainty. i need them to just be transparent and prompt. if the drama is gonna be cut or significantly toned down, say that. if you’re just waiting for things to cool down, say that. if everything is fine, say that 😭 idk whether to take a chill pill or start cycling thru the 5 stages of grief and that’s annoying to me lol

wait that's crazy bcs i checked something in it with no issue like 6 hours ago now its gone? I'm trying not to panic haha but everything happening together is kinda stressful goddamn

a hot mess

THAT’S THE SPIRIT 🫡

NO, BE DELULU WITH ME!

wait! viu thailand deleted their post. its been 2 hours and the official page and gagaoolala haven’t said anything maybe being hopeful about the next eps airing on time isn’t delulu

i hope not! even if it makes sense, i hope that’s not the case lol. i’d rather they just give things a week to cool off. i wanna watch the series as it was meant to be shown ugh

exactly! like they decided to lace this series with crack cocaine they need to take responsibility for my addiction 🫩

my brain’s already cooked from all the overthinking and daydreaming and i’m already getting withdrawals from the lack of bts 😫

i genuinely don’t think i would survive an extra week’s wait 💀

RL follows only 2 platforms on twitter and viu isn’t one of them. i’m not giving up hope for ep 11 on monday until RL accounts or gagaoolala says something 😭😭😭 idc if that makes me delulu

ohh you’re right, they usually have a couple unpublished vids but now it’s just the 10 eps. well hopefully all this means nothing or isn’t that deep like they’re just taking time to let things cool off or fix any minor things they caught last minute instead of censoring or other bigger issues

if it applies to other platforms i wish they’d hurry up and say something tho 💀viu thailand made that post an hour ago

that’s what i’ve been wondering. gaga and the RL youtube/twitter page haven’t said anything yet so i hope it’s just viu thailand tbh. i can barely handle waiting 6 days. waiting an extra week might kill me lol

i watched the youtube version first and ngl i thought he was telling cc to leave the room 😭 it wasn’t until i watched the gagaoolala version that it clicked for me what was going on LMAO

nah, they didn’t do IT, but they did more than makeout, i think. the gagaoolala subs he’s says “it hurts. if you dare go in there again, i’ll kill you” and in the novel, which i’ve started skimming recently, cc fingers him. (there’s a bit more after that in the novel, but i don’t think it applies for the drama since it’s missing the dialogue. either way they don’t actually have full on penetrative sex yet).

i don’t wish harassment and stalking on the actors from desire but i do hope tian gets a fucking break from trending every 5 minutes for one rumour or another