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3. Yes, it hasn't been solved in S1, it will be solved in S2
Xiao Yao handed Zhuan Xu a phoenix flower “After I kill you then I will die with you.”
Zhuan Xu said “That’s good, I won’t rest easy leaving you behind. The people who hate Qi Yo, all the women on Zhi Jin Summit, Yu Jiang and those loyal subordinates……..I don’t feel safe leaving you to face them so I’ll keep you by my side.”
Xiao Yao ate a flower “I had thought up all the cruelest ways to torture the person who killed Jing, but I won’t use it on you. I thought up this way, it’s sweet and won’t hurt at all.”
Zhuan Xu agreed “It’s sweet.” He wanted to push her on the swing but had no strength anymore. He slowly sat down and patted the ground “Sit down, otherwise you’ll fall off later and it’ll hurt.”
Xiao Yao stumbled off the swing and Zhuan Xu pulled her into his arms. She wanted to push him away but had no strength so nestled in his embrace.
Xiao Yao’s body had no strength so it was like when they were young, Zhuan Xu tightly held Xiao Yao in his arms. He asked “You deal with poison all the time, how come the effect is faster on you?”
“I took the poison earlier than you, when I was sitting on the swing waiting for you I already poisoned myself. Actually, you shouldn’t have come. You really shouldn’t have come. When I left you the note I was hoping you wouldn’t come……” Xiao Yao’s tears fell.
Zhuan Xu wiped away her tears “If I didn’t come then you planned to die alone under the swing? You want me to see with my own eyes the result of what I did? Xiao Yao, you are so cruel!”
Xiao Yao laughed “My Grandfather is the Yellow Emperor, my father is Qi Yo, and my older brother is Zhuan Xu, each of you is one more vicious than the next. How could you expect me to be kind?”
Zhuan Xu laughed “You’re right! How could a rabbit come from a cave of wolves!”
Xiao Yao smiled as her tears continued to fall.
Zhuan Xu softly asked “Xiao Yao, if Jing killed me, would you punish Jing this way for me?”
“Jing would never hurt you! He knows how important you are to me. He would rather endure pain himself than to put me in such pain…..” Xiao Yao’s voice got softer and softer.
Zhuan Xu held Xiao Yao tightly and kissed her forehead “Xiao Yao, I’m sorry! I was wrong! I was wrong!” From childhood until now he did everything and never regretted anything until now.
Zhuan Xu’s tears fell and Xiao Yao saw it and smiled “Gege, Zhuan Xu…….I……..I forgive you! It’s too hard to hate you…….worse than cutting my own heart to pieces……I forgive you…….”
Zhuan Xu cried “Xiao Yao, tell me! If we could do it all over again and I held you close after we reunited on Five Gods Mountain, with no chance for Jing to get close to you, would you have picked me?”
Xiao Yao was about to pass out but Zhuan Xu’s words took her back to the very beginning and it was as clear as yesterday “When I was locked up in the cage by the nine-tailed fox, all I could think of was you…..all I missed was you….when you didn’t recognize me, I still used my life to save you…….back then…….there was no Jing yet………..” Xiao Yao’s voice trailed off.
Zhuan Xu cried out “Xiao Yao! Xiao Yao!………..” but he could feel only silence as her breathing ceased.
On Cao Yun Peak, they played during the day and slept in each other’s arms at night. They buried and said farewell to their loved ones, they endured the pain together……….Xiao Yao said her heart had turned cold into stone, but he remained the most precious treasure that Xiao Yao kept deep in her heart, in the softest most secure place. When Jing said he would give first and trust first to try and win Xiao Yao’s heart, Xiao Yao had already done the same for Zhuan Xu. She didn’t like politics and care about the greater good, but she accompanied him back to Xuan Yuan Mountain and always protected him…..
He always thought Jing wasn’t good enough for Xiao Yao, couldn’t treat her right, and only made her sad. But what about himself?
Zhuan Xu kissed Xiao Yao as his tears splashed on her face, but she would never embrace him back or comfort him “Don’t worry, don’t worry, I’m here with you.”
If he could do it again, he would put Xiao Yao first, he would consider what she wanted and not what he wanted. But it was too late now.
Zhuan Xu held Xiao Yao tightly in his arms with his forehead pressed against her forehead, and slowly closed his eyes.
Yes, he really poured his heart into this role. 😭