@MiuMatsuoka well, she is thinking about the past, I believe every time she sees him. But she is trying to distance herself from him due to what she knows he did to her in the past. You can see a particular look that comes across her face every time she sees him.
Didn’t really understand what he meant by are u happy
@esoalowlam I thinking it was two-fold.
One that they cleared the air of past feelings that they never talked about.
Two is she happy with who she is right now. He is seeing what he has done in the past and stepping up to finally tell her everything and try to be better this time around. You notice in the preview he is letting "her" choose the path, not him.
She also now has the same opportunity to change not only her past mistakes but who she was as a person towards herself, him and others. Let her emotions come out and not bottle them up.
Let me tell you, did you hear, I say, did you hear PWX break it down to LR. Yes! That speech was all that! Clapping hard.
PWX: "Li Rong, I'm telling you now. From now on, before you ask me to do something, you have to ask for my consent. What kind of person do you think I am? What do you think I want? What do you think I should do? You need to consult me first. "
LR: "So you're confronting me. Sure. Tell me. What is the misunderstanding that upsets you so? "
PWX: "I do not like Qin Zhenshen."
LR: "I know you're still stung by her rejection. It's been many years, so perhaps you don't love her like you did. However,"
PWX: "Stop. Whether in the past or present, I never liked Qin Zhenzhen. I do not miss her. I do not care about her. Everyone tells me that she's meant to be my wife, that I have to treat her well. Therefore, I... I assume I must like her. Until I met someone. When she's sad, I become nervous. When she smiles, it feels like winter doesn't exist. If she fancies a hairpin, I'll make sure I remember what it's like. If the weather changes, I'll be worried if she is soaked under the rain. If she goes away for a few days, I'll pine for her. I want to write her a missive every day. I will wonder how many kids we should have. I will wonder if we can spend the rest of our lives together. Li Rong, I do not have any regrets toward Qin Zhenzhen. My regret, if anything, is you. I loved and lost Li Rong."
LR: "I know you used to love me. But...You don't like Qin Zhenzhen?"
PWX: "Because you never tried to understand what I want. Once you make up your mind, no one can persuade you otherwise. Shangguan Ya is meek and obedient, yet you never discern her duplicity. Su Rongqing's family was murdered, yet you never discern his thirst for revenge. Li Chuan lost his father and wife, yet you never discern his heartbreak. What about me? Li Rong, I loved you. And I lost you. Can you see now what I want? What I desire?"
LR: "I will think about it. It's raining heavily. Come back in."
PWX: "You could have scolded me, given me advice, loved me, hated me, or...But it shouldn't have been this way. You shouldn't have been indifferent toward me. You should go back. I'll return to the bureau."
LR: "Why are you doing this?"
PWX: "Why am I doing this? When faced with anything, you keep emotions to yourself. You believe your rationality provides a solution for everything. But remember this, Li Rong. Behind power is a human being. If you cannot empathize with a human being, your pursuits will be in vain. I'm tired. Let's live separately now."
But I have to be fair her and give LR's response after PWX walked away in the rain. Well, you know how gf can be. All stubborn and told them to go back but you know, she wasn't going to let that go down like that. Hell naw. We women like to have the last word. Yeah, I would have been running in the rain to. Get my man and break it back down to him. You know he was shocked, right? Here she goes:
LR: "Pei Wenxuan. Sorry. I should have asked you before I made a decision for you and Qin Zhen zhen. But I truly meant well. Back then, I asked what she was to you. You said you were worried about her. I thought you not only loved me, but also her. I did not want a relationship like that, so I quit. Qin Zhenzhen does not like the palace. I thought you still loved her, and that as long as she was with you, you two could lead a peaceful life. Then, you wouldn't have any regrets. That was the best solution I could come up with. Also, power isn't all that I care about. If someone treats me with kindness, I want to return the same favor. I'm not using you to solve Chuan's predicament. I did care about you. Besides, didn't you decide that I should be together with Su Rongqing too?
PWX: "Li Rong. I match-made Su Rongqing and you so that you could face your heart. You never tell me the truth. You bury your emotions under rationality. I'm always left with confusion."
LR: "I'm sorry. I'm so used to my way. (ya think)"
PWX: "Li Rong. I know what I want. Do you? Do you know what you want? Do you understand what I said to you today? "
LR: "Yes."
PWX: "Are you happy?"
LR: Shakes her head 'yes.'
PWX: "I'm glad."
LR: "But...Pei Wenxuan, those were in the past. I do not know how to answer you now."
PWX: "It was my regret back then and it was yours too. You can be rational but you're still a mortal. Mortals have emotions. There's nothing wrong about it. If back then, we had told each other about our feelings, perhaps we would have had a better ending. Let's go home."
Now, did you get all that. Was that a moment or what? Finally, we have them getting out all of what they both have been holding back for so long. Communication people. Can we keep the channel open for goodness' sake.
Looks like the Qin family is getting wiped out because Mama wants CP to have the consort she wants. Now PWX is staying in the background and letting LR choose the path. Poor QZZ loves CP we know but looks like that isn't going down.
I cannot stand and loathe him so much and that is Tong! Seriously, dude is ridiculous. First of all, Ming doesn't owe him jack! Then seeing the previews...OMG!
I'm sorry but we all know at the beginning he was a star. I think he has his memory back. In the beginning before we had these flashbacks telling where he is today. But I think he wanted to be a star and now he is there, he wants BSA back. I think the whole rooftop might have been him telling MJI he remembered and how she took away from him all the time he could have had with BSA hence her demise.
Come on and let's start the revenge. How is this playing with 100 episodes. How much revenge are we doing so far and on whom? Let's see the check list. I wish she would not have lost the baby because that would have been an interesting twist.
I can't stand, no, I loathe JSL with all that I am. She is a first-rate bitch. Yeah, I said it. She has forgotten about YB, who we do not know what he did for her, but every dog has its day and hers will be coming to her in spades. She is so nasty. Can she just stay in her lane. Seriously. She causes so much drama.
See JXB knew that if they told JSL that NJF was at the homestead that she was going to run to SBL. And sure enough, that is exactly what she did. JXB's mother gets on my nerves too. She forced YNX to close down her place and then she had to leave her place all because she pushed JSL to do. So annoying.
But guess what? All the pushing just drove JXB and YNX to get closer. Now YNX is staying at his place. How about that.
In the previews JXB gets a beat down, oh it is bad.
Ok, so we know she is faking her memory, but Bao Bao is dead by that other concubine. Now, Bao Bao's dad tells XY that YJ caused her family to die. So, she only agreed to marry him to get into the depository to get information on the truth.
The way it is looking, he is going to die unless something changes here.
First of all, love both LR and PWX. I am glad they were jailbirds for a time because they were allowed further to get out somethings that should have been discussed in their marriage that wasn't. But LR, knowing that she is of noble birth and all needs to chillaxx and stop with all of her putting down of PWX all the time. Ok, I get it, but dang, like PWX said must she always be so harsh.
I'm not saying that PWX is not at fault here because he is. He needed to man up a bit more and not consider it surrendering to her. He was mixing apples to oranges and not separating the two. Meaning being with her and all of the palace intrigue. I do understand, how can you separate the two. That is where LR should have stepped in to clarify more and PWX should have stated his concerns and further clarified his feelings. Many things they both are finding out is a matter of communication which I believe, we will see more.
Can we talk about being in jail. Hell, was that really even being in jail? They were both chilling. Living it up. I mean, gf had all of her essentials, oh, and can we leave to go out and exercise. Wow, if that was what jail was like, most people would want to go there. 3 square meals a day too. That's all right.
Ok, I cannot since day stand SRQ. It was his disposition that got me from jump that I wasn't feeling his vibe even before I knew he killed her. But in the past, dude was castrated, wow! Yeah, I could see him being angry, just sayin. LR if she knew how he felt about her back then, she should understand his jealousy and feelings towards SRQ always being in their space. SRQ needs to seriously stay in his lane.
You know the palace assemblies are always rocking. I have to say, Daddy Emperor was looking fine. We knew that Yang Wan was going to go off because basically they did their own power trip, but they just got too big for their as they say "britches" and they had to go down. Poor Yang Wan, she died but it was nice that LR gave her some dignity and covered her up.
CP aka Nibbles (from Tom and Jerry) I hope he holds strong and LR and PWX don't let things go sideways like last time. I think him and QZZ make a cute couple. But again, we always have folks up in people's business and CP is going to have to marry the chick he doesn't. Honestly, can't folks just let people be with who they want. Really.
MJI hits SJH with her car. Now, there is NOONE around to see her dragging this guy into her car. She takes him to her house and decides to play doctor. Takes all of his credentials and locks them into a safe. He was supposed to be getting married. Well, that didn't happen.
SJH is now missing. No one can find him. Oh, this drama is going to really tick me off I can tell.
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One that they cleared the air of past feelings that they never talked about.
Two is she happy with who she is right now. He is seeing what he has done in the past and stepping up to finally tell her everything and try to be better this time around. You notice in the preview he is letting "her" choose the path, not him.
She also now has the same opportunity to change not only her past mistakes but who she was as a person towards herself, him and others. Let her emotions come out and not bottle them up.
PWX: "Li Rong, I'm telling you now. From now on, before you ask me to do something, you have to ask for my consent. What kind of person do you think I am? What do you think I want? What do you think I should do? You need to consult me first. "
LR: "So you're confronting me. Sure. Tell me. What is the misunderstanding that upsets you so? "
PWX: "I do not like Qin Zhenshen."
LR: "I know you're still stung by her rejection. It's been many years, so perhaps you don't love her like you did. However,"
PWX: "Stop. Whether in the past or present, I never liked Qin Zhenzhen. I do not miss her. I do not care about her. Everyone tells me that she's meant to be my wife, that I have to treat her well. Therefore, I... I assume I must like her. Until I met someone. When she's sad, I become nervous. When she smiles, it feels like winter doesn't exist. If she fancies a hairpin, I'll make sure I remember what it's like. If the weather changes, I'll be worried if she is soaked under the rain. If she goes away for a few days, I'll pine for her. I want to write her a missive every day. I will wonder how many kids we should have. I will wonder if we can spend the rest of our lives together. Li Rong, I do not have any regrets toward Qin Zhenzhen. My regret, if anything, is you. I loved and lost Li Rong."
LR: "I know you used to love me. But...You don't like Qin Zhenzhen?"
PWX: "Because you never tried to understand what I want. Once you make up your mind, no one can persuade you otherwise. Shangguan Ya is meek and obedient, yet you never discern her duplicity. Su Rongqing's family was murdered, yet you never discern his thirst for revenge. Li Chuan lost his father and wife, yet you never discern his heartbreak. What about me? Li Rong, I loved you. And I lost you. Can you see now what I want? What I desire?"
LR: "I will think about it. It's raining heavily. Come back in."
PWX: "You could have scolded me, given me advice, loved me, hated me, or...But it shouldn't have been this way. You shouldn't have been indifferent toward me. You should go back. I'll return to the bureau."
LR: "Why are you doing this?"
PWX: "Why am I doing this? When faced with anything, you keep emotions to yourself. You believe your rationality provides a solution for everything. But remember this, Li Rong. Behind power is a human being. If you cannot empathize with a human being, your pursuits will be in vain. I'm tired. Let's live separately now."
But I have to be fair her and give LR's response after PWX walked away in the rain. Well, you know how gf can be. All stubborn and told them to go back but you know, she wasn't going to let that go down like that. Hell naw. We women like to have the last word. Yeah, I would have been running in the rain to. Get my man and break it back down to him. You know he was shocked, right? Here she goes:
LR: "Pei Wenxuan. Sorry. I should have asked you before I made a decision for you and Qin Zhen zhen. But I truly meant well. Back then, I asked what she was to you. You said you were worried about her. I thought you not only loved me, but also her. I did not want a relationship like that, so I quit. Qin Zhenzhen does not like the palace. I thought you still loved her, and that as long as she was with you, you two could lead a peaceful life. Then, you wouldn't have any regrets. That was the best solution I could come up with. Also, power isn't all that I care about. If someone treats me with kindness, I want to return the same favor. I'm not using you to solve Chuan's predicament. I did care about you. Besides, didn't you decide that I should be together with Su Rongqing too?
PWX: "Li Rong. I match-made Su Rongqing and you so that you could face your heart. You never tell me the truth. You bury your emotions under rationality. I'm always left with confusion."
LR: "I'm sorry. I'm so used to my way. (ya think)"
PWX: "Li Rong. I know what I want. Do you? Do you know what you want? Do you understand what I said to you today? "
LR: "Yes."
PWX: "Are you happy?"
LR: Shakes her head 'yes.'
PWX: "I'm glad."
LR: "But...Pei Wenxuan, those were in the past. I do not know how to answer you now."
PWX: "It was my regret back then and it was yours too. You can be rational but you're still a mortal. Mortals have emotions. There's nothing wrong about it. If back then, we had told each other about our feelings, perhaps we would have had a better ending. Let's go home."
Now, did you get all that. Was that a moment or what? Finally, we have them getting out all of what they both have been holding back for so long. Communication people. Can we keep the channel open for goodness' sake.
Looks like the Qin family is getting wiped out because Mama wants CP to have the consort she wants. Now PWX is staying in the background and letting LR choose the path. Poor QZZ loves CP we know but looks like that isn't going down.
Teaser Ep 12:
https://www.youku.tv/v/v_show/id_XNjQwMTU4MTE4MA==.html?s=acfa06cb7a4c44d7bb9a&spm=a2hje.13141534.1_2.d_zj2_12&scm=20140719.apircmd.242627.video_XNjQwMTU4MTE4MA==
May we all find the Cinderella in us and our Prince Charming!
PWX goes off and does he ever!!!
Teaser Ep. 11
https://www.youku.tv/v/v_show/id_XNjQwMTU3ODMwMA==.html?s=acfa06cb7a4c44d7bb9a&spm=a2hje.13141534.1_2.d_zj2_11&scm=20140719.apircmd.242627.video_XNjQwMTU3ODMwMA==
I'm sorry but we all know at the beginning he was a star. I think he has his memory back. In the beginning before we had these flashbacks telling where he is today. But I think he wanted to be a star and now he is there, he wants BSA back. I think the whole rooftop might have been him telling MJI he remembered and how she took away from him all the time he could have had with BSA hence her demise.
Come on and let's start the revenge. How is this playing with 100 episodes. How much revenge are we doing so far and on whom? Let's see the check list. I wish she would not have lost the baby because that would have been an interesting twist.
See JXB knew that if they told JSL that NJF was at the homestead that she was going to run to SBL. And sure enough, that is exactly what she did. JXB's mother gets on my nerves too. She forced YNX to close down her place and then she had to leave her place all because she pushed JSL to do. So annoying.
But guess what? All the pushing just drove JXB and YNX to get closer. Now YNX is staying at his place. How about that.
In the previews JXB gets a beat down, oh it is bad.
Teaser Ep 19
https://www.iq.com/play/follow-your-heart-geaqcnio6o?lang=en_us
Teaser Ep 20
https://www.iq.com/play/follow-your-heart-14wk1wl5tm0?lang=en_us
The way it is looking, he is going to die unless something changes here.
On episode 19...
First of all, love both LR and PWX. I am glad they were jailbirds for a time because they were allowed further to get out somethings that should have been discussed in their marriage that wasn't. But LR, knowing that she is of noble birth and all needs to chillaxx and stop with all of her putting down of PWX all the time. Ok, I get it, but dang, like PWX said must she always be so harsh.
I'm not saying that PWX is not at fault here because he is. He needed to man up a bit more and not consider it surrendering to her. He was mixing apples to oranges and not separating the two. Meaning being with her and all of the palace intrigue. I do understand, how can you separate the two. That is where LR should have stepped in to clarify more and PWX should have stated his concerns and further clarified his feelings. Many things they both are finding out is a matter of communication which I believe, we will see more.
Can we talk about being in jail. Hell, was that really even being in jail? They were both chilling. Living it up. I mean, gf had all of her essentials, oh, and can we leave to go out and exercise. Wow, if that was what jail was like, most people would want to go there. 3 square meals a day too. That's all right.
Ok, I cannot since day stand SRQ. It was his disposition that got me from jump that I wasn't feeling his vibe even before I knew he killed her. But in the past, dude was castrated, wow! Yeah, I could see him being angry, just sayin. LR if she knew how he felt about her back then, she should understand his jealousy and feelings towards SRQ always being in their space. SRQ needs to seriously stay in his lane.
You know the palace assemblies are always rocking. I have to say, Daddy Emperor was looking fine. We knew that Yang Wan was going to go off because basically they did their own power trip, but they just got too big for their as they say "britches" and they had to go down. Poor Yang Wan, she died but it was nice that LR gave her some dignity and covered her up.
CP aka Nibbles (from Tom and Jerry) I hope he holds strong and LR and PWX don't let things go sideways like last time. I think him and QZZ make a cute couple. But again, we always have folks up in people's business and CP is going to have to marry the chick he doesn't. Honestly, can't folks just let people be with who they want. Really.
Teaser Ep 9
https://www.youku.tv/v/v_show/id_XNjQwMTI4MDIwMA==.html?s=acfa06cb7a4c44d7bb9a&spm=a2hje.13141534.1_2.d_zj2_9&scm=20140719.apircmd.242627.video_XNjQwMTI4MDIwMA==
Teaser Ep 10
https://www.youku.tv/v/v_show/id_XNjQwNzc1NDU5Mg==.html?s=acfa06cb7a4c44d7bb9a&spm=a2hje.13141534.1_2.d_zj2_10&scm=20140719.apircmd.242627.video_XNjQwNzc1NDU5Mg==
Daddy Emperor, loving all the drama in the palace. This is going to be fun!!!
Interesting storylines. I like the epilogues at the end of each of the episodes.
Up to episode 10 and it is just getting better.
NJF was surprised when JXB didn't recognize him, wonder if he thought he was covering up for him.
I cannot wait until JXB and YNX figure who each other are. The pressure is killing me.
Well, it looks like we find NJF, and his mother hears about the marriages.
Teaser Ep 17
https://www.iq.com/play/follow-your-heart-127m15w7zzg?lang=en_us
Teaser Ep 18
https://www.iq.com/play/follow-your-heart-21v3h4bplec?lang=en_us
I think GJ and HR are too cute together.
But I cannot stand WK and his crazy ass. Seeing what he does down the line, I cannot with him.
MJI hits SJH with her car. Now, there is NOONE around to see her dragging this guy into her car. She takes him to her house and decides to play doctor. Takes all of his credentials and locks them into a safe. He was supposed to be getting married. Well, that didn't happen.
SJH is now missing. No one can find him. Oh, this drama is going to really tick me off I can tell.