Episode 16 further reminds us how purely subjective perception is. No matter where you stand, pure truth is unattainable, perhaps because it's organic just like divine essence, and the essence of creation itself and not governed by dimensional boundaries.
I think the question this drama is trying to raise is about how to balance the flaw in perception itself. And I think it may be by accepting imperfection as it is, because we can never be sure we're right. The more we think we know, the less receptive we are to be teachable. We must do our best to balance this imperfect perception of truth with a sincere will & desire to bring greater justice to our world.
For example, some claim that in Episode 15, that yes BJS did inflict physical pain by sealing HRY's powers, but it was to protect her, so it's okay, he can be forgiven. I'm going to try to challenge your thinking by simply saying this: some people in this world, people who don't think like you, would actually rather be hurt and die at the hands of people they don't care about than be hurt by the people they love, no matter how good their intentions are.
Everything you wrote, wow. I completely agree. Also your last comment, lol, so true.
Thank you ! I love how profound the writing of this xianxia is and how it also is completely realistic when it comes to the psychology of the characters !
do you think he left her just to proclaim innocence?
I based my analysis on episode 15 only tho & not too much on the hypotheses of what I think will happen, it was based on my perception of the actions displayed there.
This was a great read. However, I disagree with your conclusion. As a woman, I would have done the same thing…
Thank you ! What I meant by him chosing himself, is that he choose to make the choice for them, and not consulting her. She did break the promises she gave but at no point she believed he would not understand her, she was just as narrow minded as him but in a different way imo.
do you think he left her just to proclaim innocence?
No I don't, not at all actually. I think maybe he did it to protect her from heaven's punishment, claiming she chose to seal her powers herself to aknowledge her own mistake, but they will probably show us the truth in the next episodes.
Episode 15 was so good, I need to yap about it. It's going to be long !!!
Hua Ru Yue is overprotective of Meng Qi and even more of Meng Chi, like a mother to her child. This has led her to oppose God's plan for him, believing that death is the worst thing that can happen to him, when in reality, it isn't. The worst thing is not being able to become who you were born to be, and to become who you are meant to be by facing life itself. Suffering is what transforms us, what leads us to spiritual awakening.
Despite her good intentions, through her overprotectiveness, she encourages him to cultivate an unreasonable recklessness, a rebellion against the very concept of life since she revealed her divine identity to him, and the detachment from the divine world for mortal life, which only makes him even more determined to risk his life.
In a way, she truly tried to prevent him from becoming himself by depriving him of the opportunity to fulfill himself through the rebellion he wanted to display. Thinking she was helping him become a better person, reaching for his highest potential, she was actually distracting him from his life's purpose. But in reality, she could only buy time. Destiny will take its course, no matter what.
She had forgotten the power of letting go & trusting the unknown, confusing it with abandonment. And this is obviously the meaning of her love tribulation. Hua Ru Yue, Yin (which is what moves), will resent her lover Baijiu Si, and her inability to detach herself from her emotions will completely blind her, forgetting that she herself has not been faithful to the promises she made to him.
Conversely, Baijiu Si, Yang (which is tranquility), is completely detached from the mortal world, understanding that one can feel without being completely attached. This allows life to flourish without becoming an obstacle between life itself and others. However, by detaching himself so fundamentally, without flexibility and with absolute control, he fails to grasp the idea of devoting himself to a higher sense of love (one does not live only for oneself, life is also about your relationship with others), nor the idea of being willing to risk everything to save a precious life threatened with extinction. He misses the beauty of life on earth, and precisely the emotions it entails. And this is obviously the meaning of his tribulation of love. Later, he will sacrifice everything for his love, ignoring the rules and consequences, risking his own life for the safety of his lover, Hua Ru Yue. "The cycle of life never ends." Yin takes over and corrupts us when we allow emotions to detach us from all reason, all discernment. Yang betrays us when it pushes us to betray our human nature in favor of an ideal, when the idea of doing good distances us from actually doing good in the present moment, preventing us from being human beings with emotions free from shame and guilt. We must learn to move when necessary (revolt leads to transformation), but to remain still when imperative (order leads to alignment). The two cannot prevail over each other for long; balance and fairness, equity are the only answers to achieve a form of harmony beyond good and evil. I feel that Yin represents God's love for humanity, while Yang represents his/its duty as master of the universe, creator and protector of life & creation.
Baijiu Si and Hua Ru Yue are drifting apart because they have failed to reconcile their differences in their understanding of the common good. HRY believes that everything must be done if possible, even at the cost of chaos, while BS believes that order must ultimately prevail, no matter what. Hua Ru Yue will save a life in danger, sacrificing the safety of the world, while BS will give up a precious life to save the world. He believes his thinking is objective, when in reality, he is as subjective as Hua Ru Yue. Baijiu Si said, “Right and wrong can't be easily judge”, but HRY asked him beforehand, "Do you think I did wrong?" He replied, "Yes." He was more willing to understand the rules of order than those of the heart. Not understanding, HRY simply could not betray her emotions. And HRY did not understand that BS could not betray his duty and responsibilities. She was more willing to show compassion to the mortal world than to the divine realm. Damn, this xianxia is so profound, I love it.
BS betrayed HRY not because he disagreed with her or was disappointed, but because he decided (it was his choice) to become the judge of his beloved's actions. HRY betrayed him by not keeping her promise to him. But by sealing HRY's energy just to remain faithful to his duties, to proclaim his innocence, he showed disloyalty to his beloved, making himself guilty to her. HRY risked his beloved's love for humanity, but to me, that wasn't betrayal. She chose to believe he would understand why she had to do what she did. BS chose to inflict pain on his beloved, real physical pain (and then leaves her, like damn, it was cruel!) because of his inability to defy the Order, disregarding his very own heart and emotions, and of course hers. BS abandoned HRY in the mortal world because he has no attachment to the reality of that world, knowing he'll see her again in the divine world. But HRY's attachment lies more in the mortal world, not the divine world, and that's why she truly feels like he's abandoned her, even though he has no idea how intensely she perceived the situation. I think BS truly loves HRY, but she no longer believes him because he never put his beliefs aside for her, but to be honest, she didn't do it for him either. HRY confuses love with attachment, and believes that detachment is abandonment. That's why she couldn't suppress her attachment to humanity, fearing it would mean she is abandoning human kind.
Conclusion: a man will always choose himself, while a woman will be too busy trying to save everyone but herself... LOL
Episodes 13 and 14, in my opinion, highlight how women, endowed with a strong maternal instinct, are willing to fight even against God for their children, while men generally do not, and I find this powerful. Hua Ru Yue is def displaying her maternal instinct, and often it is said that mothers become kinda selfish for their love for their children. Bai Jiu Si also has paternal intinct but he chose to not have any children for HRY's safety, but it is as selfish, because he made the decision himself without her.
In a way, women, with their love, see beyond good and evil, they dwell on the higher potential of humanity, while men focus on the consequences of good and bad actions, which is equally important. Ying & Yang indeed.
I've been waiting for a really good xianxia for +3 years, and finally I'm getting it! The directing is stunning (this is art), and the ml's acting ZSX here is incredible, truly impressive and the chemistry with fl bl is actually really nice (before, I only liked bl's chemistry with xk) Hopefully the writing won't be ruined !
that damn 2nd ml is sooo annoying tho uuurgh less scenes with him pls
Ok finally we got a cdrama this year that does take the audience seriously ! It's the first cdrama imo with a writing that is actually good in 2025 and pretty impressive. The intrigues were quite well put together, some things were stereotypes & predictible. I hoped for more angst & thrill tho but they weren't there. I feel like there was a lack of ingeniosity in the portrayal of the story. The acting and directing were very interesting. Finally xz picked an actual good script after so many years, I was so tired of seing him not picking the right drama or movie to display his skills. People compare it to "Nirvana In Fire" or "Joy of Life" but to be honest, it is very not at their levels at all. The drama failed to actually impress me and for many reason : 1. The pacing is bad, it's actually for me the main flaw of the drama. It left, on most episodes a sense of heavyness since they slowed down the storyline by dragging a lot of scenes for too long, scenes that were actually meaningless just for the sake of filling those 40ep. If the drama has 20 to 25 eps, it would've been far more impressive, the thrill of the intrigues wouldn't have diminished after 10ish episodes. 2. The dialogues in the beginning were interesting but it didn't last long. The dialogues were just there to move through the story, not really to express layers nor depth. 3. The chemistry of the cp is non existant which made their scenes so boring to watch for me. I didn't feel any connection while watching them interact. The fl acting wasn't bad of course, but it was def lacking a lot of aura and presence, imo she didn't fit the role. 4. The storyline around the revenge was too mechanical for my liking, I was expecting more emotional depth. I feel like the writer shouldn't have centered the revenge into one big villain during the first episodes. They should have play more with the idea of uncertainty and confusing elements to make the suspense around the journey of discovering the the truh more exciting. 5. I wish the psychology of the characters would've been more realistic. All those vilains don't display enough grey areas in the way they are written. All of them are the evil cunning bad guys, it's too simplistic imo. 6. It lacks creative freedom, the directing is actually nice, but I wish it would've been more brave in adding unexpected artistic texture. Don't get me wrong, the whole story around the gui seal is what was truly interesting for me but precisely the director could've done something more impressive with it. There weren't enough scenes where you could feel the characters living real life lol, you know from the get go the characters play " the game of chess" for the sake of a fictional story, at no time you could connect what they are going through with actual real life ... not sure if what I'm saying makes sense but well, that's what I felt lol. 7. The whole idea of "deceiving others with truth" wasn't diplayed properly, it wasn't convincing enough. It's a shame because it could have bring more depth in the story. I dont understand why with so much potential, the director didn't choose to highlight and work better on those scenes where we could dive in precisely in the confusion between truth & lies, between the idea of deceiving while still loving at the same time etc ... 8. Some cgi were cringe as hell, especially those fire scenes, ruined the vibes lol.
Overall, the story was interesting but the oversaturated male energy (from the conception itself of drama as a whole) kind make it lose the spark it was supposed to have. At no point I got emotional, and I don't think it's because of the acting, precisely the directing & how the story unfold wasn't displayed in an authentic way. Nothing in this drama looks real or natural. ps : the first episode was actually the best one + the 4 last ones.
The drama as a whole is clumsy and definitely not impressive at all (same for the acting), cheap looking too. But the cp is very cute & look natural, probably the first cp with actual chemistry (not intense but still present) since the beginning of 2025.
Totally get where you're coming from! I agree to a point — the show definitely could’ve explored the deeper…
I agree on many things you wrote indeed. The other thing that annoyed me in this drama is actually the pacing. The pacing itself is good because we don't have too many filler scenes, but I do believe the pacing is also one of the main factors for me when it comes to the deteriorisarion of the storytelling. Every scene is pre manifacturated and follow one another in a very artificial way. There is no room or substance in the way the scenes unfold for the actors or director to step in and add their own "magic," like for exemple to give the characters and the audience room and time for contemplation and reflection. And this happen in most dramas these days ..
Totally get where you're coming from! I agree to a point — the show definitely could’ve explored the deeper…
Thank you. I appreciate your feedback. If only the industry was trying to create masterpieces, they clearly aren't tho ... But tbh, I'm not even hoping for them to actually create "masterpieces", cause even this term is subjective imo, but I'm rather craving to witness back real efforts to create real emotional & tranformative connections between the characters and the audience. Imperfect dramas with an autentic desire to create something precious is kind of what I'm desperate to see again in this industry. The art of making dramas/series/films in my eyes is the ability to tell a story, the story of characters who are experiencing their lives, but in a way that feels intimate to the watcher ... The plot here had soo much potential, and this is why it's even more disappointing to me because cent has this repetitive way of ruining good stories for the sake of temporary hype ...
I tuned in for the plot itself, but unfortunately the writers ruined everything. Instead of serving good psychology and angst, they turned the story into a drama for teens ... no complexity, no depth. The acting is good enough and the directing actually creative which is refreshing knowing how dull cdramas are this year, it's a shame the writers and producers refuse to give us something that is truly a piece of art. I'm so tired of them all doing lazy romance for the sake of satisfying lazy watchers.
So far in 2025 the few dramas that were kinda impactful were the short ones such as :"What a good girl" with KeChun…
I wish I could agree but I honestly don't. I don't like short dramas, but I can see how some people can find them enjoyable. But in term of quality and creativity, I haven't witness anything impressive in 2025 ...
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I think the question this drama is trying to raise is about how to balance the flaw in perception itself. And I think it may be by accepting imperfection as it is, because we can never be sure we're right. The more we think we know, the less receptive we are to be teachable. We must do our best to balance this imperfect perception of truth with a sincere will & desire to bring greater justice to our world.
For example, some claim that in Episode 15, that yes BJS did inflict physical pain by sealing HRY's powers, but it was to protect her, so it's okay, he can be forgiven. I'm going to try to challenge your thinking by simply saying this: some people in this world, people who don't think like you, would actually rather be hurt and die at the hands of people they don't care about than be hurt by the people they love, no matter how good their intentions are.
I love how profound the writing of this xianxia is and how it also is completely realistic when it comes to the psychology of the characters !
What I meant by him chosing himself, is that he choose to make the choice for them, and not consulting her. She did break the promises she gave but at no point she believed he would not understand her, she was just as narrow minded as him but in a different way imo.
I think maybe he did it to protect her from heaven's punishment, claiming she chose to seal her powers herself to aknowledge her own mistake, but they will probably show us the truth in the next episodes.
Hua Ru Yue is overprotective of Meng Qi and even more of Meng Chi, like a mother to her child. This has led her to oppose God's plan for him, believing that death is the worst thing that can happen to him, when in reality, it isn't. The worst thing is not being able to become who you were born to be, and to become who you are meant to be by facing life itself. Suffering is what transforms us, what leads us to spiritual awakening.
Despite her good intentions, through her overprotectiveness, she encourages him to cultivate an unreasonable recklessness, a rebellion against the very concept of life since she revealed her divine identity to him, and the detachment from the divine world for mortal life, which only makes him even more determined to risk his life.
In a way, she truly tried to prevent him from becoming himself by depriving him of the opportunity to fulfill himself through the rebellion he wanted to display. Thinking she was helping him become a better person, reaching for his highest potential, she was actually distracting him from his life's purpose. But in reality, she could only buy time. Destiny will take its course, no matter what.
She had forgotten the power of letting go & trusting the unknown, confusing it with abandonment. And this is obviously the meaning of her love tribulation. Hua Ru Yue, Yin (which is what moves), will resent her lover Baijiu Si, and her inability to detach herself from her emotions will completely blind her, forgetting that she herself has not been faithful to the promises she made to him.
Conversely, Baijiu Si, Yang (which is tranquility), is completely detached from the mortal world, understanding that one can feel without being completely attached. This allows life to flourish without becoming an obstacle between life itself and others. However, by detaching himself so fundamentally, without flexibility and with absolute control, he fails to grasp the idea of devoting himself to a higher sense of love (one does not live only for oneself, life is also about your relationship with others), nor the idea of being willing to risk everything to save a precious life threatened with extinction. He misses the beauty of life on earth, and precisely the emotions it entails. And this is obviously the meaning of his tribulation of love. Later, he will sacrifice everything for his love, ignoring the rules and consequences, risking his own life for the safety of his lover, Hua Ru Yue.
"The cycle of life never ends."
Yin takes over and corrupts us when we allow emotions to detach us from all reason, all discernment. Yang betrays us when it pushes us to betray our human nature in favor of an ideal, when the idea of doing good distances us from actually doing good in the present moment, preventing us from being human beings with emotions free from shame and guilt.
We must learn to move when necessary (revolt leads to transformation), but to remain still when imperative (order leads to alignment).
The two cannot prevail over each other for long; balance and fairness, equity are the only answers to achieve a form of harmony beyond good and evil.
I feel that Yin represents God's love for humanity, while Yang represents his/its duty as master of the universe, creator and protector of life & creation.
Baijiu Si and Hua Ru Yue are drifting apart because they have failed to reconcile their differences in their understanding of the common good. HRY believes that everything must be done if possible, even at the cost of chaos, while BS believes that order must ultimately prevail, no matter what.
Hua Ru Yue will save a life in danger, sacrificing the safety of the world, while BS will give up a precious life to save the world. He believes his thinking is objective, when in reality, he is as subjective as Hua Ru Yue. Baijiu Si said, “Right and wrong can't be easily judge”, but HRY asked him beforehand, "Do you think I did wrong?" He replied, "Yes." He was more willing to understand the rules of order than those of the heart. Not understanding, HRY simply could not betray her emotions. And HRY did not understand that BS could not betray his duty and responsibilities. She was more willing to show compassion to the mortal world than to the divine realm. Damn, this xianxia is so profound, I love it.
BS betrayed HRY not because he disagreed with her or was disappointed, but because he decided (it was his choice) to become the judge of his beloved's actions. HRY betrayed him by not keeping her promise to him.
But by sealing HRY's energy just to remain faithful to his duties, to proclaim his innocence, he showed disloyalty to his beloved, making himself guilty to her. HRY risked his beloved's love for humanity, but to me, that wasn't betrayal. She chose to believe he would understand why she had to do what she did.
BS chose to inflict pain on his beloved, real physical pain (and then leaves her, like damn, it was cruel!) because of his inability to defy the Order, disregarding his very own heart and emotions, and of course hers. BS abandoned HRY in the mortal world because he has no attachment to the reality of that world, knowing he'll see her again in the divine world. But HRY's attachment lies more in the mortal world, not the divine world, and that's why she truly feels like he's abandoned her, even though he has no idea how intensely she perceived the situation.
I think BS truly loves HRY, but she no longer believes him because he never put his beliefs aside for her, but to be honest, she didn't do it for him either. HRY confuses love with attachment, and believes that detachment is abandonment. That's why she couldn't suppress her attachment to humanity, fearing it would mean she is abandoning human kind.
Conclusion: a man will always choose himself, while a woman will be too busy trying to save everyone but herself... LOL
Hua Ru Yue is def displaying her maternal instinct, and often it is said that mothers become kinda selfish for their love for their children. Bai Jiu Si also has paternal intinct but he chose to not have any children for HRY's safety, but it is as selfish, because he made the decision himself without her.
In a way, women, with their love, see beyond good and evil, they dwell on the higher potential of humanity, while men focus on the consequences of good and bad actions, which is equally important.
Ying & Yang indeed.
The directing is stunning (this is art), and the ml's acting ZSX here is incredible, truly impressive and the chemistry with fl bl is actually really nice (before, I only liked bl's chemistry with xk)
Hopefully the writing won't be ruined !
that damn 2nd ml is sooo annoying tho uuurgh less scenes with him pls
It's the first cdrama imo with a writing that is actually good in 2025 and pretty impressive.
The intrigues were quite well put together, some things were stereotypes & predictible. I hoped for more angst & thrill tho but they weren't there. I feel like there was a lack of ingeniosity in the portrayal of the story.
The acting and directing were very interesting.
Finally xz picked an actual good script after so many years, I was so tired of seing him not picking the right drama or movie to display his skills.
People compare it to "Nirvana In Fire" or "Joy of Life" but to be honest, it is very not at their levels at all. The drama failed to actually impress me and for many reason :
1. The pacing is bad, it's actually for me the main flaw of the drama. It left, on most episodes a sense of heavyness since they slowed down the storyline by dragging a lot of scenes for too long, scenes that were actually meaningless just for the sake of filling those 40ep.
If the drama has 20 to 25 eps, it would've been far more impressive, the thrill of the intrigues wouldn't have diminished after 10ish episodes.
2. The dialogues in the beginning were interesting but it didn't last long. The dialogues were just there to move through the story, not really to express layers nor depth.
3. The chemistry of the cp is non existant which made their scenes so boring to watch for me. I didn't feel any connection while watching them interact. The fl acting wasn't bad of course, but it was def lacking a lot of aura and presence, imo she didn't fit the role.
4. The storyline around the revenge was too mechanical for my liking, I was expecting more emotional depth. I feel like the writer shouldn't have centered the revenge into one big villain during the first episodes. They should have play more with the idea of uncertainty and confusing elements to make the suspense around the journey of discovering the the truh more exciting.
5. I wish the psychology of the characters would've been more realistic.
All those vilains don't display enough grey areas in the way they are written. All of them are the evil cunning bad guys, it's too simplistic imo.
6. It lacks creative freedom, the directing is actually nice, but I wish it would've been more brave in adding unexpected artistic texture.
Don't get me wrong, the whole story around the gui seal is what was truly interesting for me but precisely the director could've done something more impressive with it.
There weren't enough scenes where you could feel the characters living real life lol, you know from the get go the characters play " the game of chess" for the sake of a fictional story, at no time you could connect what they are going through with actual real life ... not sure if what I'm saying makes sense but well, that's what I felt lol.
7. The whole idea of "deceiving others with truth" wasn't diplayed properly, it wasn't convincing enough. It's a shame because it could have bring more depth in the story. I dont understand why with so much potential, the director didn't choose to highlight and work better on those scenes where we could dive in precisely in the confusion between truth & lies, between the idea of deceiving while still loving at the same time etc ...
8. Some cgi were cringe as hell, especially those fire scenes, ruined the vibes lol.
Overall, the story was interesting but the oversaturated male energy (from the conception itself of drama as a whole) kind make it lose the spark it was supposed to have.
At no point I got emotional, and I don't think it's because of the acting, precisely the directing & how the story unfold wasn't displayed in an authentic way. Nothing in this drama looks real or natural.
ps : the first episode was actually the best one + the 4 last ones.
But the cp is very cute & look natural, probably the first cp with actual chemistry (not intense but still present) since the beginning of 2025.
The other thing that annoyed me in this drama is actually the pacing.
The pacing itself is good because we don't have too many filler scenes, but I do believe the pacing is also one of the main factors for me when it comes to the deteriorisarion of the storytelling.
Every scene is pre manifacturated and follow one another in a very artificial way.
There is no room or substance in the way the scenes unfold for the actors or director to step in and add their own "magic," like for exemple to give the characters and the audience room and time for contemplation and reflection. And this happen in most dramas these days ..
If only the industry was trying to create masterpieces, they clearly aren't tho ...
But tbh, I'm not even hoping for them to actually create "masterpieces", cause even this term is subjective imo, but I'm rather craving to witness back real efforts to create real emotional & tranformative connections between the characters and the audience.
Imperfect dramas with an autentic desire to create something precious is kind of what I'm desperate to see again in this industry.
The art of making dramas/series/films in my eyes is the ability to tell a story, the story of characters who are experiencing their lives, but in a way that feels intimate to the watcher ...
The plot here had soo much potential, and this is why it's even more disappointing to me because cent has this repetitive way of ruining good stories for the sake of temporary hype ...
Instead of serving good psychology and angst, they turned the story into a drama for teens ... no complexity, no depth.
The acting is good enough and the directing actually creative which is refreshing knowing how dull cdramas are this year, it's a shame the writers and producers refuse to give us something that is truly a piece of art.
I'm so tired of them all doing lazy romance for the sake of satisfying lazy watchers.
But in term of quality and creativity, I haven't witness anything impressive in 2025 ...