Jojo

This drama begins by convincing you it has something to say, and then slowly tests how much you are willing to tolerate in the name of “romance.” It is definitely not unwatchable, especially the first half, which is weirdly interesting and binge-able but in the second half ( to be specific, after episode 10), I was a little bored and exhausted. The drama does flirt with complexity and self-awareness but sort of abandons all that in favour of insisting that obsession counts as romance if the lighting is good enough.

Starting with the story, it revolved around Fan Xiao and You Shu Lang, who are in this deeply dysfunctional relationship (though the writing sometimes seemed to be determined to present it as tragic and meaningful rather than alarming. I digress). Initially, it was about power, control and cost of dependency. There were a lot of psychological standoffs that worked in their favour because it made me feel uneasy at times. But the problem was the writing trying to sell it as a successful romance rather than a cautionary and tragic one. The line between morally grey and morally absent kept getting thinner and almost disappeared at one point.

Talking about characters... Fan Xiao is the kind of character who makes you pause mid-episode and ask yourself, "Am I supposed to be impressed or concerned?"  The drama will insist very confidently: impressed. But unfortunately, logic in me had follow-up questions. Oh, so many of them!
On paper, he is the peak BL male lead mater: rich, powerful, emotionally constipated and convinced that he is the smartest schemer. He is calm and oddly composed but if only he were using that composure to emotionally bulldoze everyone around him. *Very red flag. Very CEO of him*
To be fair, he is compelling. He is strategic, very observant and terrifyingly consistent. Where he collapses as a romantic lead is the accountability. The writing treats his trauma like a coupon for bad behaviour. He says sorry, looks sad, but then never stops his schemes. It's just rinse, repeat every time. The "supposed redemption" just happens only through vibes.

Still, as a character, he is interesting. Like as a boyfriend? NO! Run away! Far away! But as a case study in why charm, manipulation and control shouldn't be confused as romance? Very effective.

Coming to You Shu Lang, he is a simple man who is just trying to live a reasonable life, an activity Fan Xiao clearly doesn't support. As a character, I did sympathise with him and for a few episodes, he did push back. He questioned, resisted and pushed through all the naivetes even though he was pushed on edge. But as the universe's chosen victim, he is just trapped.
But as they say if you are not a part of the solution, you just become the problem. And it was partly true in the case of Shu Lang. He had this image of Fan Xiao before things hit the fan, but even after that he sort of still held on to it in his head and never actually moved on. In the last episodes, it felt he was more interested in Fan Xiao than vice versa.

Chemistry-wise, and the positive aspect of this drama was really good. The tension between them is evident and the push and pull between them worked (at least at the start). The physical intimacy, attraction and closeness between them were nicely done and the confrontation were genuine. Even when the story struggled to justify their bond, the performances sold the connection convincingly.

Pacing also becomes an issue in the latter half. Somehow, at some point, the intensity stops feeling tragic and just starts feeling monotonous. Or it was because you get to a point in a show where you know this is how the characters would react or not react and it loses the edge of unpredictability. I think this is what happened here for me. Fan Xiao never truly changes, Shu Lang reacts as per the books and it starts in the boredom territory.

In terms of acting, the performances were good. I felt happy, sad, upset and downright enraged at the characters, so it's definitely a win for the leads on how they portrayed their roles. The supporting cast was more of a showpiece. Sadly, I couldn't find anyone compelling to remember but they weren't bad either.
From a production standpoint, it looked polished. The visuals looked very moody and fitting and while we could have gone without a few close-up shots, it was overall nice. Same for the editing and dubbing. I was bothered by it slightly but other things were more distracting than this lol.

Overall, this was messy, manipulative, frustrating and occasionally compelling and sometimes everything at the same time. It wanted to be dark and complex and while still delivering a comforting resolution and sadly, these goals don't coexist comfortably. There is no doubt that the performances are strong and the messy story is luring but you will not only have to suspend disbelief but also judgment. And that's a tall order, no matter how good the tension is.

Will I recommend it? Yes despite not giving it a high score! The review and score are from a critical perspective, considering everything. If I had to just go with vibes, maybe 0.5 or 1 extra.

Will I defend it? Pfffttt that is a hard sell.

If you have liked the show, please take my thoughts with fist of salt and also know this is just my opinion among many. Thank you for reading my review! <3 Greeting of the season!