Dear lord, I thought I was the only one who had a problem with that !Now I do pity YL a bit : i think the reason…
Yes, if he loves her, he will never ever do that to her. I thought I misunderstood but novel reader confirmed that it is r@pe. @_@ I would have stomach it better if they had an affair. But r@pe, urgghh. Their relationship in second life with the memory of that just didnt sit well with me. Ok, maybe JXN is trying to prevent YL from turning into that monster. I dont know.
So YL r*ped JXN many times in the first life, according to novel reader and some flash backs in the drama. I just can not imagine helping someone who did that, or had a memory of that. JXN always said she owes him, WHAT does she owes him? Nothing, she just rejected him, cruel maybe but a girl can reject a boy and doesnt owe him anything. so yea, no I dont pity YL.
So much is happening in episode 20 and I was confused. Actually I was very sleepy when watching epi 19-20 and I didnt know what happened. 😅😅😅 And nobody is writing recap for this drama. Can someone recap it for me? If not, I will have to rewatch. But there’s not much JXN-XW scene so I’m a bit lazy to rewatch 😆 TIA
For TTEOTM, I recommend reading it lol. I tried reading SOKP and it is just too much politics for my liking lol
I tried listening to TTEOTM, I dropped it half way through. It's the style of writing that I don't like. And the translation is even worst, because xianxia story has a lot of difficult words in Chinese and somehow it sounds very weird translated to English. lol
She already told XW that she like ZZ. So, it’s not ambiguous at all. She and the ZZ will have their story in…
to think about it, JXN and ZZ were really tragic, they couldn't work it out given 2 chances. Sometimes if you're not meant to be, you are not meant to be.
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I would have stomach it better if they had an affair. But r@pe, urgghh. Their relationship in second life with the memory of that just didnt sit well with me.
Ok, maybe JXN is trying to prevent YL from turning into that monster. I dont know.
JXN always said she owes him, WHAT does she owes him? Nothing, she just rejected him, cruel maybe but a girl can reject a boy and doesnt owe him anything. so yea, no I dont pity YL.
And nobody is writing recap for this drama. Can someone recap it for me? If not, I will have to rewatch. But there’s not much JXN-XW scene so I’m a bit lazy to rewatch 😆
TIA
lets see how it plays out in the drama