ashesinthewind

I know it's not a supernatural show, but the entire vibe of episode 3 felt like it was and I was watching a horror show.

I'm not saying that big Jane is not a red flag and scary as hell, but I sorta get his point, from a rational point of view, because the man seems to have no feelings for anyone except little Jane. These people all went to him on their own asking for big things and knew what they are getting themselves into and what he wanted in return. Big Jane's famous all around the university. Why are they not considering their own mistakes before blaming everything on big Jane? Before making a blood contract with the devil for selfish reasons, they should've thought about the possible consequences.

I can't believe a violent abuser could just beat that girl in public in front of so many people and no one went to defend her, no matter what she has done before. No, Jane Patrick, she does not deserve to be treated that way, even if she cheated on her abusive ex. Just that statement would've been enough for little Jane to break up with you on the spot and I was a little surprised he didn't.

Little Jane is anything but stupid, just like I thought from the beginning. He's not some blind follower and has enough backbone to do the right thing for him. Too bad I think it's too late for him to escape.

I think all of us are watching for Jaemin and hoping for his happiness. <3

It's iQIYI in Germany. The rankings are obviously updated every day. Payback is #3 today. There are 4 BL series in the top 10.

I... don't know what to say.

And if you thought the subs for My Stubborn were bad, try this one and you'll be proved wrong.

I'm still not done reading the novel, but it feels like it's more about Sun's journey in accepting what happened and forgiving himself than about the revenge plot, at least IMO.

At the moment, Payback is #1 on iQIYI in my country and as far as I'm concerned, totally deserved.

Yes! I was wondering from the very beginning whether JaneJane taking the same dance class was a coincidence or big Jane started with the stalking immediately after meeting little Jane and got the answer I suspected. ;)

In defense of little Jane, I have to say that IMO he's not as stupid as people paint him to be, or at least not stupider than the people trying to warn him off. So far, he seems to be the only one able to actually resist to ask big Jane for something, unlike the very same people accusing him of being blind when it comes to big Jane, and unlike little Jane, these people don't have a very strong mutual attraction as an excuse. I'm giving Jane the credit he deserves here, and IMO, so far he's shown better judgement than the people we know have fallen into big Jane's trap out of sheer greed, as it seems - the football captain, the student council president, Put (I'm sure he's one of them even if it hasn't been said yet, he knows too much for it to be otherwise) and the girl. Considering how much he's attracted to the guy, I think that he's still behaving somehow rationally - he did not accept to be his boyfriend right away when big Jane asked, and he is not completely blind to the warning signs, either, even though I agree he could pay more attention to them and take them more seriously. It's still the beginning, though, so maybe he will do that.

This is a show I would've loved to binge. So far, it's my favourite BL series this year, no competition!

Finally how that one-night stand with the pink bunny costume happened has been revealed, they've been teasing us with it since episode 1. If I got it right, now Jay knows the pink bunny was Sun, but Sun still doesn't know the guy that night was Jay, correct? How long until he gets it either?

As a BL lover, I keep winning this year. This is another one with a couple with amazing chemistry and intense relationship. I love both characters and can completely understand little Jane's fascination. An intelligent, good-looking, powerful guy is treating him like he's the most wonderful thing on earth. Even if he hasn't been attracted to him, he would've been flattered, but the thing is, he has been drawn to him at first sight.

I'm more curious about big Jane's motivation. He's been setting his trap on Jane from the beginning and I wonder why. Does he really just want Jane to be his boyfriend or does he also want to see whether he can get him to change his mind and ask him for something after all?

The creepiest moment for me was how big Jane closed in on Jane's brother, who's just a little kid btw, while courting the older brother like the perfect gentleman. I wonder if he plans to use the little brother in case Jane listens to Put and decides to resist him.

And it's so interesting that we have two BL series airing at the same time with protagonists with the same name. We habe big and little Jane and Ko 1 and 2. :)

The confession letter was in Thai! This is like, the sweetest thing ever. Jaemin is the next level green flag boyfriend.

Rewatching this, just because the mains have amazing chemistry and the tension between them is to die for. Great cast!

So far, this is the best BL series this year for me, no competition, even though we're having a great year.

My respect and love for Sun have no bounderies.

So both of them have girlfriends, with that intense attraction and tension between them all the time. This is going to be a mess and sadly, it seems people will get hurt.

I'm kind of surprised how much I like this, because the summary didn't grab me, but I'm glad I was wrong.

The fist episode is on 11-th July... such a nice birthday present for me. <3

So much love for this wholesome series, one of the best this year for me already. And episode 7 was so emotional from the beginning to the end. I'm so glad Ko 1 is not the type to just ignore and endure the situation and confronted Ko 2 until he confessed.

As a revenge that Ritt broke up with him at his beloved grandfather's funeral?

Joke aside, nothing about these two made any sense in the last couple of episodes. It makes no sense whatsoever that Ritt won't bulge when Itt was kidnapped and threatened, but would accept Itt back exactly when he embarrassed him in front of everyone.

I liked this way more I thought I would. There were some problems with it, but it kept me interested until the end. The second couple had great chemistry.

Yes, my favourite Fluke in the Jaemin role - can't wait to see it!

And my guess for Bonus playing the Daon character was correct. ;)

Thank you so much! I really like what I've read so far! :)

Yes, so annoying, especially when Jay and Sun were talking! I rewinded that scene several times before realizing that it wasn't my computer, but them just not translating parts of the conversation. The Spanish subs were complete, though.