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hope the last 2 ep's aint depressing - given the preview, have a feeling Ga U Su will be moving to the US. so the last ep might be a time jump? can only guess 🤦‍♀️

get that Zhuo Lan has a crush on Xiao Chen, but why the animosity towards Lu Feng?? their father's & they ate together & even if they didn't end up bff's they can be civil towards each other, no? what am i missing??? that vibe was so weird.. just me???

btw Lu Feng is ready to give-up everything for Xiao Chen. the big question is, will he give-up everything & then also get dumped by Xiao Chen??? 🤦‍♀️talk about adding insult to injury 🤷‍♀️

4? 6 no?? this 12 eps in total... or it's cause u think the last 2 eps r gonna revert back to "normal"?

😂🤣i didn't read the novel, so thank u for this 😁👍

just watched ep 5 (in the hopes of binging 5+6 alas 6 not aired yet lol) but poor Xiao Chen finally almost got to 'top' & got cockblocked by his friends lol😂🤣with friends like these who needs enemies🤣😂🖐 that was hilarious.

but have to ask, what is Xiao Chen's younger brothers damage? he just doesn't like Lu Feng or he just doesn't want his brother to date anyone? cause, he can have a bf, but his brother can't?!? i didn't get his behavior. as is i am holding a grudge cause of how he lied & gaslit his own brother 😠.

btw Lu Feng's father was all hail & hearty when he was beating the crap out of his adult son, but the sec his son stands-up to him or pushes back, he remembers he got a heart condition? very convenient if u ask me. i rolled my eyes then, like i did when he finally kicked the bucket & lets face facts, even Lu Feng was relieved when he died. he might have also felt sad afterwards, but his initial reaction was a sigh of relief. which is very understandable 😏✌

also loved the flashback of when Lu Feng started loving Xiao Chen, he was the typical "boy that pulls the hair of the girl he likes" it fits his personality to a tea, that was such a sweet & wholesome flashback. given how lovey dovey most of this ep was i wonder what is gonna happen to break up this near perfect "picture"?!? cause we all know this not a happily ever after.... not yet. ironically i feel sadder for Lu Feng for what's to come... weird?🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️

glad i aint the only one - it takes me out. it's like a child crying 🤦‍♀️

ahh so i wasn't the only one 😂🖐& yet she is suspect as f*ck 🤷‍♀️

ima be the odd one out as Yan Zhi is annoying the f*ck out of me, Yin Qi keeps telling him to stop, not to trust any deal with the Crown prince, what does this moron do?!? 1st chance he gets, he is scheming behind Yin Qi's back & running to the Crown Prince.🤦‍♀️
& i have said this time & time again, the Crown Prince isn't reliable in the least & Yan Zhi who has grown up in that palace, knows 1st hand how evil the Crown Prince can be. yet he trusts him to keep his word??? why??? why is his word worth more then the word of the person he supposedly loves?? he is treating Yin Qi as if he is stupid 🤬

side note: i feel like most viewer's got a hard-on for the Crown Prince cause he's a "freak in the sheets" i am over him & his psychotic ass behavior & BDSM was never my cup of tea🤷‍♀️ he's not attractive or cute in the least IMO. but i enjoyed him slapping Zi Ming, as he is a character i detest even more then i do the CP😅✌

i loved the conversation between father & son, pity Xiang Yong's wish has come true & everyone has forgotten him... it was bittersweet watching Xiang Yong getting used to the new normal. even though i wonder, as Xiao You never existed & was made up by Wan Zhe, who doesn't even remember Xiang Yong, does this mean Xiao You gonna disappear like Xiang Yong?!? & when i say disappear i mean vanish, fade, evaporate, dissolve, and dematerialize into nothingness??? just me wondering when the wish is fulfilled?
cause i am sure we all assumed it got fulfilled when Xiang Yong woke-up the next morning & other then his bff no one recognized him as himself. yet that changed/evolved - so??? is this it or the wish still hasn't been fulfilled yet 🤔 maybe i am overthinking lol 😅✌

yeah, someone already mentioned this to me, but given where they have started this plot, i wonder if we will get to the collage phase.

2 seasons & 5 love-stories; but i must admit this is fast becoming my favorite & i love North (still keep hoping he pops up in this storyline sooner rather then later), also enjoyed the Arthit / Dao story. but really loving this plot & can't wait for more - just hope none of Nao's family get hurt in anyway, shape or form cause of Tiger's family 🤦‍♀️

that's how it is at the start of most relationships, regardless if they gay or straight. there is a reason it's called the 'honeymoon period' lol 😂 & in the previous ep they didn't "bang" just FYI 😏✌

i checked it out & it's bad IMO.... which is weird cause there r anime that r great, but the AI just felt off with how the "actors" conveyed their feelings - facial expression.. everything was just "off".
but idk about the overnight part, cause The Gaze took ages to get uploaded here, that started wondering is it AI 🤦‍♀️should i skip it 🤷‍♀️😅🖐

have to say i was expecting this to be cute & lighthearted, but this was kinda depressing - when u really think about everything, this is sad.
it's great the grandfather wants to write a BL - but who says it will be a hit? & make enough money to save the orphanage, pay back the loans with interest?!? the debt is freakin over 12 million 🤷‍♀️i doubt even best sellers can make that much money, from just one book & sorry but the only book he wrote was a flop.
maybe this was supposed to be a light romcom, but watching the children & the adults it just depressed me, how many lives r dependent on that place & will be destroyed if this venture fails.

also dating someone just to give insight to his grandfather, isn't fair to the guy that confessed to u - maybe i am over thinking but it is what it is... 😥

there r a few new BL's that just don't show up on this page one of them is AI so idk if that is the reason. or maybe someone just didn't get around to updating the data as u knew the names of the actors (basic info). not 100%

what an emotional roller costar of an ep, but dude really has a problem with understanding that force isn't love - this isn't the 1st scene/time where he forces himself on Yi Chen & then is shocked that Yi Chen's reaction to getting assaulted is aversion & the need to flee - if u watch Lu Feng's face & notice his behavior (afterwards), he thinks that's how u make love.
genuinely don't get how his mind works - but i also read that a person who cannot understand that force isn't love may be exhibiting controlling or possessive behaviors stemming from deep-seated insecurity, fear of abandonment, or a lack of emotional maturity & given that father of his (the lack of a mother figure) it explains a lot. complex sh*t - still not ok & dude needs therapy. but explains a lot. anyway poor Yi Chen 😥🖐

guess he can't admit to his part in keeping his brother away from Lu Feng, easier to make Lu Feng the main bad-guy.

guess i am the only one that is really pissed at the whole messed-up triangle at the start, where poor Yi Chen (the older brother) was getting manipulated by his younger brother & the guy his younger sibling wasn't ready to accept yet (as his words & his actions were the opposite). also he was up in arms when his brother was with Lu Feng, but now he's A-ok that his brother dates Qin Lang - how that work?!??
also Qin Lang telling Yi Chen his brother must really love him, cause he puts him before even himself - i laughed out loud at the farce of a statement - the f*cker is acting out of guilt!! he lied & gaslit his brother into believing Lu Feng was just paying with him & has moved on. he feels guilt that he hid the message - now that he sees his brother is still suffering ,his way to make penance is to give him Qin Lang???
while Qin Lang only has eyes for him & might as well treat (the older) Yi Chen like air when the younger brother is around???
the fact the older brother isn't catching on, is cause he is in a world of his own (a world of pain) not even half way through this ep & i wanna knee both the younger brother & Qin Lang in the balls - they acting like they r making this grand sacrifice - when the one who is being played & insulted is the older sibling - they treating him like a moron. like WTF 🤬

well this started off "great" i really have come to loath Jack - he is a friend to whom? Dean?!??? if he was any kind of friend, he wouldn't f*ck him & f*ck with his head the way he did at the start. it was a goodbye f*ck & he knew full well he isn't in a place where he can forgive the past & get over himself - cause sorry, i still say that Dean isn't guilty of sh*t & doesn't owe Jack a thing, let alone this endless groveling apology. i seriously needed Dean to sober up & tell Jack to f*ck off.
with friends like Jack, who needs enemies?!?? Jack is the worse type of human, he will mess with ur head & then claim it's out of care & u r the one not understanding his pure intentions - miss me with this type of b.s. freakin sociopath!
so the tone has been set for this ep & it wasn't any better not for this couple - i wish Dean listened to his sister in the previous ep & ditch all of the momentous from their relationship, the biggets one being Jack. this dude is toxic & nothing good can come from having him in his life. but love is blind & sadly for whatever reason Dean's attracted to abusers that treat him like sh*t. so it is what it is - the fact this last ep revolved around them & turned them into a main couple was such a farce - this a happy ending? for whom? not for me. think the only couple that i enjoyed seeing, were Rome & Raffy who have come a hell of a long way from the start & their hard work & growth paid off... was a balm to the soul - now this a happy ending. 🥰

enjoyed seeing Sand & Ray for one last time, but as was thinking of Boston this just made me annoyed that his character was used & then tossed aside - what was the point of bringing him on ??? he was underused & as i said at the start, with Dean & Raffy we really didn't need a sh*t starter. personally i think Boston is interesting enough to have a show of his own, where he is the star - i would so be there for that, but it is what it is.. 🤷‍♀️ so the end ✌

given her rush to say yes - it felt like she understood/thought he was 2nd guessing or unsure how to ask, so she tired in her way to help - giving him an affirmative response.
that's also why her face fell when he didn't continue (after the other guy departed) she understood then that she had jumped the gun & decided to take the bus, as she was embarrassed - or that's how i read that scene.