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seriously WTF is the sudden comet sh*t? as…

seriously WTF is the sudden comet sh*t? as is there wasted scenes with all the side couples that i could care less for & sadly Zhan Wang is a moron that can't see how much influence Xu Yuan has on his son & how he would've gotten Zhan Wang to get treatment if he had used Xu Yuan as the carrot - but nope we needed to drag this out for another ep who, who knows how it's gonna get resolved. thought i had an idea now ur guess is as good as mine & sadly given the mess it's become i kinda lost interest & donno if i would care much if one or both of the leads "kicks the bucket" - heck the comet could hit & wipe out the whole cast as far as i am concerned (ノへ￣、)

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this ep was kinda stupid. will start with…

this ep was kinda stupid. will start with the end - so the cop (Makoto's childhood bff) is gonna arrest that thug on attempted murder, but he told Makoto & Odagiri to "go" so who did the thug try & murder? & he told Odagiri in front of the thug to go before his back-up arrived. if the thug tells the other cops wouldn't it seem that Tora is in cahoots with the yakuza ??? & if that wasn't enough i don't get WHY Odagiri needed to get his ass beat before decided to do something about the thug & lastly - Makoto the drama queen had to make an issue about a none issue? asking him is he was the "Ren that saved her" oh the drama - like come on already with this crap. u can't be with yakuza tell him so... given the life she has lead i think anyone would understand. but acting all dramatic does what? not get to the point, that's for sure ugh - frustrating character - she has to play the tragic figure, tedious if u ask me.

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i get that Makoto is the way she is, cause…

i get that Makoto is the way she is, cause of that "mother" but if she knows she isn't able (even now) to stand up to her, why not follow Tora's advice & tell Odagiri ?!? he solved her b*tch problem. as is she knows she can't really stand up for herself, so why wait until her mother made a show of herself - like she did in the restaurant. as she grew-up with her, she know that she wouldn't stop until she got what she came for. but Makoto likes nothing best then groveling & apologizing, so it is what it is... ugh ***********************************************************************************************************************************side note: does Odagiri really have to come out to her? didn't they sleep together in the previous ep? i guess he could've found a way to make sure she didn't see his back. hmmm oh well -

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& Makoto is back to being a moron, is…

& Makoto is back to being a moron, is she the one that cheated?!? why she letting that b*tch walk all over her?!? she doesn't have to tell her she is the gf she is bad-mouthing (even though anyone with one active braincell would understand that b*tch knows what she is doing & knows that Makoto is the gf) but with Makoto idk - so - she can still humiliate her by asking her how she's so proud & flaunting the man she stole for another woman??? she is the mistress & a whore - & after stepping on that spatula - dude i would've punched her in the p*ssy - without a 2nd thought. but nooooo Makoto gotta wait for her knight in shinning armor ugh.. & even though i thought she was trying to stand on her own two feet - her main issue with staying with Odagiri was that he has a gf. but the sec he told her that she was the only person in his life - she bought the love confession hook-line-&-sinker.... Makoto genuinely is a lost cause. *****************************************************************************anyone in her shoes would want to stand on their own two feet & never be dependent on another man ever again, guess she the type that never learns from her mistakes oh well

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of course the chick that seduced Makoto's…

of course the chick that seduced Makoto's bf, knew what she was doing & for whatever reason was targeting Makoto (time will tell i guess) but glad to see that Makoto does have a backbone. was surprised she didn't fold the sec that condescending ass started gaslighting her - but given his treatment of her, i will be shocked if he never manhandled her in all the time they were together. there's no way - he's the type to understand what he's got on his hands & how far he can go & sadly she the type of woman, that thinks it's ok for the man she loves to treat her like dirt & getting treated like a punching bag wont be unheard off. so she should've known that he would resort to violence the 1st chance he got - especially when they were all alone - so why the frack agree to go talk to him in a secluded place?!? given how he was "talking" to her vis the messages why she think he would suddenly be civil face to face when they all alone???? when he was losing it at their work place in front of everyone??? but i guess she can't suddenly turn into something she is not - so at least we got something with her not "folding" & going back to that douche...

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i was the one that was curious about this…

i was the one that was curious about this drama, so i can't blame anyone & yet the FL is frustrating - her character - the doormat, the pushover, the subservient moron that allows the man she loves to not just take her for granted, but allows him to treat her like sh*t & worse part he enables others to do the same. while she just smiles & accepts her fate - cause that's love?!? idk why Japanese romcoms & drama's love to portray this type of female - i don't need a ballbuster or a badass boss-babe that can kick ass - but there is no in between?!??! it paints a poor picture of what women r like or expected to be in Japan & it's saddening - cause in real life there aint no knight in shinning armor that comes to save the day, like Odagiri Ren did with the FL. the fact he was interested & not just ready to offer his home the sec Makoto needed it, was eye roll inducing. same with Makoto's bf's behavior. ***************************************************************************************************************but she might as well be a blade of grass that in a strong wind blows every which way, cause she lacks any really substance = backbone. if this was real life the fact Odagiri Ren is attracted to her, means he can recognize a pushover he wont have to work hard to subdue - while Makoto is the typical victim that attracts men that will use & abuse her. but this drama land so it's more fanciful & unrealistic - oh well - at lest this short.

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ima be the odd one out cause i am so freakin…

ima be the odd one out cause i am so freakin glad this sh*t is over - last week i stopped it at the start cause i have come to detest Zen, he acts like the arrived party - while from the start he is the selfish one that (cause he is the bottom) get's to sit around waiting for Ryo to do all the heavy lifting in this relationship. from the start - or at least when Ryo couldn't hide his feeling she was the only one that came clean & made it clear that what they had wasn't a game or a bet - he was invested & emotionally involved where Zen was concerned & other then offer his body has Zen been as emotionally candid EVER with Ryo?? nope - never. & even in this last ep he chose to get butthurt when Ryo was again the one to reach out - why play act? especially when he saw that Ryo was sick?? couldn't he put his own petty needs aside for a night & take care of Ryo? at least show him that he cared for him even a little??? the act the day after didn't sell me on how he cares - like miss me with that sh*t. so yeah i am over this BL & elated that this is over. yeah there is a special ep but i doubt it's gonna redeem Zen in my eyes - he is unworthy of Ryo & am sure i am gonna fast forward most of the ep like i did this crap finale.

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given the preview i am a happy camper - given…

given the preview i am a happy camper - given how the ep ended i was worried how Ko Neung would react, would he need time & run again? cause Ko Song to also run in the opposite direction?!? didn't want that as got more then enough of that in this ep & didn't like it one bit. understood where they were both coming from & even if didn't like it i got that given their age & this being their 1st crush/love & everything else involved it would take time for them to come to terms of how they feel let alone how to deal with the situation. even though saying that the other 2 couples seem to have had smooth sailing - well in Achi & Augar's case, idk how August is gonna react to Tle's confession - i really hope everything is on a positive vibe in the next ep. *************as is i am worried about Ko Song's parents from what little we see of them they not the easy going pair that Ko Neung got - that might bring a lot of heartache for the mains.. already dreading what might come

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thank f*ck this is over. i was bored out of…

thank f*ck this is over. i was bored out of my mind & when the scene with the older brother wooing Ben came on i lost interest totally. like plz as if he's at fault for not falling for Ben cause Ben fell for him. that b.s. exist only in BL's where it's somehow justified. in real life Singha wouldn't be going after Ben cause he isn't a good friend - why would be a better partner - also what if Singha was never gay? he gotta force himself cause Ben fell for him??? so this BL b.s. writing & the rest of this ep was more of the same - i didn't need the NC scene which i skipped & the only thing i can say is i am so freakin happy this is over cause even when i think this is good somehow it turns into crap - sorry not sorry - this was so bad that even North (my MVP) couldn't save this trainwreck. peace out -

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1st off i have to say from ep 1 i missed the…

1st off i have to say from ep 1 i missed the last bit that came after the end credits & just noticed that there is an additional bit in this ep. so better later then never as i could go rewatch what i missed the 1st time around. also i am watching the edited version which is a bummer as have seen glimpses of the uncut version online but they snippets & not enough - yeah yeah thirsty i know. but the mains r hot, so u can't fault me lol **************************************************************************** anyway if i just take the mains into consideration this was another great ep - but Shi Yuhao is getting on my last never dude wont stop stalking & hounding Qing Lang & if he wasn't enough u got a bunch of morons helping him, feeding him info about Qing Lang & basically sabotaging Qing Lang -all cause they deluded into thinking they r a thing - so in their eyes they r playing cupid - or so i think. either way yhe fact Qing Lang can't react & has to keep quite, as he already explained why that wouldn't be good & how it could backfire - Shi Yuhao is taking advantage of the situation. so glad that Qing Lang at least got Chang Yang, who comes in like the knight in shinning armor to save him. but the make-up artist is right is Qing Lang gonna give-up his life to become a tea farmer? he & v r in the honeymoon period now & everything is sweet, fun & negligible - but what happens when they get into the routine of life? will Chang Yang still be happy he gave up things he worked so hard to achieve?!? ***************when i started this i didn't think this would be a train's passing in the night type of scenario - that's kinda sad when u think about it as one of them (or both) will always a piece of their heart missing when they part ways.

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maybe i am reading this wrong but did Qing…

maybe i am reading this wrong but did Qing Lang have a crush on Chang Yang's older brother? & now he has developed a crush on Chang Yang??? but i didn't get his lashing out of comparing him to his ex (the one that backstabbed him) did that guy betray their friendship cause he was afraid to be with Qing Lang in a romantic relationship? cause i thought he was jealous of Qing Lang's success & wanted to sabotage him. i also assumed that they were more then friends behind closed doors. guess i didn't get it right - unless i missed something. **********************************************************************************************the 2nd couple makes me uneasy & it's not them or rather it's the aggressor - he is coming of shady & i donno why but i don't trust him. also feels like he is playing with the other guys feelings cause he noticed that even though he is standoffish, it's a front & it's pretty easy to get under his skin - not to mention he is attracted to him. hope he isn't playing him

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