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why do all the lighthearted, fun loving character's…

why do all the lighthearted, fun loving character's have deep scars, poor Mashiro he deserves better then the mother he was left with. wish the grandmother stood up more for her grandson & put her daughter in her place. she the freakin adult & yet other then neglect or smother him with neediness she did nothing - really felt bad for him. & this is why sometimes u should keep ur opinions to ur-self. as Kanade should've - he doesn't know about Mashiro's relationship with his mother let alone about Mashiro's mother. so giving him b.s. advise did nothing by add to his misery & destroy the peace & happiness he was experiencing cause of their date.

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at the end there was Mashiro talking to Kanade,…

at the end there was Mashiro talking to Kanade, why do i have a feeling it's someone else... hope i am wrong cause finally in this ep they communicated & Kanade didn't just go through the motions all on his own. it was fun & i am really liking Mashiro more & more as this develops. it's so easy to see why Kanade fell for him - he is a really loveable character - great personality. ********the older woman at Kanade's work place is annoying, can't he tell her he is dating someone or something like he lied to the chick that confessed?!? i don't get people like her, u gotta play matchmaker??? u've come to work, do that & leave everyone else's private life & romance's to them to sort out - ugh...

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One Stars

usually u start off liking the MC, i don't really like Kanade. i get his self-preservation kicking in & him keeping people at arms length. but just cause u r scared to get hurt, so u wanna push people away doesn't mean that in the process u hurt others. u r an adult u should find a better way to either be upfront about not wanting to renew a friendship, then ghosting someone , like he did with Mashiro. this is why i had to stop watching & rewtach this now, in the hopes i developed enough patience for Kanade selfishness... **************************************************************************************************************************the fact Mashiro ran after him let alone had to insist he wasn't joking - as if someone saying "i like u too" would be a joke. like what was going on in Kanade's head - i know - he had made up his mind, so no matter what Mashiro said or did he had crossed him out. if this was real life i doubt Mashiro would've insisted, cause seriously the way Kanade was behaving idk if he's worth all the hard work. but then no BL, so i hope this get's better & he starts considering Mashiro's feelings.

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ridiculously hilarious, Yuichiro is genuinely…

ridiculously hilarious, Yuichiro is genuinely nuts - but love that both the mains r suffering just for different reasons, would say communicate but is Yuichiro capable of that...lol idk - time will tell. ****************************************************************also really like Hajime's manager, he's really likeable even though the vibe he should give off is dark & broody - but he isn't, he's the life of the party & he takes everything lightly. very hard not to like him. also love how he takes care of Hajime. unlike Yuichiro's manager who is more like a tiger mom which i guess Yuichiro needs - still i like Kijima.. *********************************also idk why i was sure Haibara was interested in Hajime's manager & not in Hajime himself, maybe cause the way he kept lifting him up was like u treat a child no someone u r infatuated with.

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this started off as sweet as the 1st season,…

this started off as sweet as the 1st season, Yuichiro still fan-girling over Hajime even though they officially a couple. but given the touching of the lips - u can't really call that a kiss i get Hajime wanting them to take a step forward, but shouldn't that step forward mean actual kissing as opposed to making-out?!? **************************************************************************also i get that the whole BL is mainly v being such a stan that he isn't capable of being upfront & admitting to how much he obsessed with Hajime which while hilarious is very hard to be in a relationship with someone like him. cause Hajime needs more & Yuichiro for now isn't capable of giving that.

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Jun Xi is just too good to be true, the way…

Jun Xi is just too good to be true, the way he just forgave Han Tuo as if what he did wasn't a big deal - idk how to digest that, but it is what it is... what i find ironic is how fickle they made all the females that were crushing on Jun Xi, not saying there no girls out there that can get distracted by a good looking face or even a wealthy dude, BUT each & every girl that fell for Jun Xi was so easily diverted from her crush, cause of Han Tuo's pretty face? really?!??? a bit absurd IMO but again it is what it is... *************************************************************************************************************************************************in this ep, i felt bad for the child Han Tuo was & is, his parents r a piece of work. but still don't like him for how he keeps manipulating Jun Xi & now that his mentor & boss has set his sights on him, i have a feeling he's gonna hurt Jun Xi again - & 99% sure that again Jun Xi gonna forgive & accept his flaws.... embrace him with open arms & tell him everything is "ok".... not really realistic. but guess this is how this BL is gonna go, oh well -

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what an "interesting" way to end not…

what an "interesting" way to end not only an ep, but a freakin drama - like WTF... even if 2nd season is planned, unless u gotta wait a few weeks at best, this was moronic. *****************************************************************************************don't get why so many questions were left unanswered. what was posted about Han Gyeol, does it connect to his ex? did he out him at his old school? is that why he feels guilty & now wants to apologize? or did they get outed & he abandoned Han Gyeol to deal with the fall out, all on his own & is now back trying to make amends?!? ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************what about Jeong U's friend's just assuming sh*t cause Han Gyeol's gay, so cause Jeong U hanging around him so much, he also gay? cause Jeong U did tell his friend that he is tutoring Han Gyeol & they haven't done anything to make anyone to suspect - so why even ask that question. instead of asking him how much he knew about Han Gyeol's past or if Han Gyeol had tried to hit on him, anything but to ask if they were dating - that's kinda out of the blue IMO. *************************************************but this & more not gonna get answered, until there is a 2nd season which idk if there ever will be made, so it is what it is.. bummer - until now this was well acted & interesting enough for me to keep watching, until the end. but that ending kinda killed it ugh

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so from onwards every ep is gonna end with…

so from onwards every ep is gonna end with a kiss?!? guess will find out lol.... but i have to say, i get that hormones r stronger then common sense - but i don't like how both guys r dealing with the situation. get they r very attracted to each other, but after the way Jeong U reacted the 1st time, if i was Han Gyeol i wouldn't be getting close to him, leaving an opening for a repeat of the earlier situation. *******************************************************************************************************so they will kiss & make-out, while it's just the two of them Jeong U wont have any hang-ups, heck he forgets about the world. but what about afterwards? what about when they go out into the world or the world intervenes - then will Jeong U still stay besides Han Gyeol?!? i doubt it, as he isn't ready to face his sexuality & the fact he has no problem making out with Han Gyeol isn't an indicator to anything. that's just a safe place where Han Gyeol already knows he's gay & is also gay, so there no judgment there - so Han Gyeolis just setting himself up for heartache IMO.

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am glad Jeong U apologized (as he was in the…

am glad Jeong U apologized (as he was in the wrong) & Han Gyeol didn't need to out him, like he tried to do - but he was angry & just wanted to hurt Jeong U. so am glad that after Jeong U calmed down & thought the whole situation through, he realized that wrong or right he needed to apologize for how he acted the day after... cause no one deserved to get treated like Han Gyeol got treated, just cause Jeong U wasn't ready to face the fact that he was attracted to a guy/man. *************************but him calling it a "mistake" again shooting himself in the foot - like say sorry & nothing more ugh. but it is what it is & Han Gyeol decided to accept it. now i just hope Jeong U doesn't keep deluding the girl.

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