Helena Mahawan

I understand, I mean... That's the point of stories right? They make us feel different things!

She got engaged because for her, it was just a formality and she thought it was better than to study abroad and never see Ki again. She was in the wrong, of course, but it was a sacrifice she made for Ki and she took it upon herself, alone. Her father always said the only reason stopping her from doing things was Ki. Ki was always the reason. Ki was also in the wrong because she also lied. She went behind her back and made a deal with her father without her knowing and made her believe she liked somebody else. Of course Phim believed it, they were already fighting at the time. Honestly, if someone broke up with you because you thought they liked someone else, would you also give in as easily? It's the same as in "The Secret of Us", she didn't know the full truth so of course I'd expect her to be angry after being away from her for 7 years and never knowing the truth. I think, in my opinion, she did give in easily to Ki in the end. Honestly, Phim is hard-hearted but she does love Ki. I really liked her personality, she's childish, jealous, has poor impulse control but still funny and cute. But I guess it's just a matter of perception, not everybody sees things the same way, so I respect your opinion! I hope they do not drag it as in the novel also, it was way, way too long.

Really, you hate Phim? I thought she was so amazing. 😮

I'm a die hard NamtanFilm fan too and I think I can agree with you!

I always heard some criticism when it came to GMMTV. But now I can honestly say, GMMTV GL shows, right up until now, except maybe 23.5 which was the first (not saying I don't like it, I do but obviously, it's still not on the same level as others) have been the best, most heart-filling series we had so far. "Pluto" and now "Us". Two masterpieces for me.

Agree with you so much!

I'm almost finishing this novel and it's so good! It's nothing we haven't seen before in terms of story but it made me laugh a couple of times and Phim's personality is so amazing, I love her. I think in terms of jealously, she tops every character in every universe. 😂

Yeah, the preview for the next episode is so good! I can't wait!

I agree with you. Personally, I like Engfa and Charlotte and have nothing against them. I've actually been following them since "Show Me Love" and I really wanted to like this but I just didn't, I don't know why. Still, it is one of the best GL's when it comes to production quality, nobody can deny that. And what you said is so true, the characters seemed so stupid for most of the series, especially Tul. I heard she's very different in the book and very serious about her work. But some of the comments here, they are just hating on the series because they just don't like Englot. Which I can understand, nobody likes the same things. But sometimes it's a bit much.

I don't think that's going to happen because like you said, they changed a lot from the book but I do think there's a possibility Kawi might try suicide later (for other reasons, of course). Dokrak is always saying he's too sensitive and I don't think he's going to be able to deal with all the pressure from his father and the truth coming out about what he's done, his affairs, etc.

Oh my God, those two are giving me all kinds of feelings! I thought they kissed for real and I was just screaming alone in my room and turns out it's just Pam being delulu? She's so down bad for Dokrak but I really can't blame her, Dokrak is just so puppy coded and she has beautiful eyes. It would be impossible not to fall for her! I laughed so much when Pam said "I just didn't know what to eat so I thought of you" and Rak almost choked on her food. I need them to have another kiss for real. Damn, the sexual tension and chemistry is killing me.

In the book, there is no BL side couple.

I'm once again thinking about this series after watching the first episode of "Reverse With Me". I miss it so much. I will always feel remorseful for what their company did to them. They did them dirty. There was no promotion, nothing. The series wasn't even acessible to the public. And it is so, so overlooked. Zezeho is one of the best writers out there. It is seriously unfair what everyone did to this series, it just deserved so much more. Their only "sin" was they didn't give this series the number of episodes it deserved because Zezeho's books are honestly deep but neverthless, it is still a funny ride, interesting and much more different from all the stories we see on the screen with the typical drama between couples. Now that the company terminated their contracts, I doubt we will more of them which makes me even more sad. This will always have a special place in my heart. I hope "Reverse With Me" does not follow the same steps and ends up being a success.

What a good first episode! It got me hooked from the beginning until the end. The attempted suicide scene was very emotional but Pitcha acted very well in that, which I presume was a very demanding scene. I'm loving this story so far. I'm a big fan of "Reverse 4 You" and I always got sad it didn't get the recognition it deserved (we can fully blame their company for that, to be honest). What worries me is the fact that, like the former, it will also only have 8 episodes. I think it's a bad idea for a book with this depth to have only 8 episodes. For me, Zezeho is one of the best writers when it comes to GL and one that gets seriously overlooked. I wish she got the same attention as Chao Planoy, who is a terrible writer. Her books seriously are great and I recommend everyone reads them. It's not everyday that you get to say the book is better than the series but that is honestly the case when it comes to "Reverse 4 You". That series could have been a masterpiece if it only had more episodes and more development, which is what worries me here. I hope this gets a good ending and does not end up being rushed. A story like this needed, at least, 16 episodes but unfortunately, it doesn't work like that. I'm very excited to see how this story is going to develop but as for the first episode, it honestly made a very good first impression!

I'm reading this book and it's so good. I still haven't finished all of it but if the series is anything like the book, it will definitely be a good one. Loving it!

I finally catched up to this series after such a long time (don't judge me, I was traumatized by the final scene on episode 8) and I must say, this series disapppointed me A LOT in the end. The first 8 episodes were really good, with some bad but yet small things here and there in terms of editing but nothing that could not be overlooked. After episode 8, everything changed. I don't know if anything also changed in terms of writing/direction in the final episodes but it seems like they lost their focus right after episode 8. The script just did not make any sense for me. There was no storyline and it felt like they just wanted to get the story done with. I hated the fact Aoey had to have a reason to break off the engagement and the fact their love just wasn't enough for them to be together. And I hated when they were acting like they were best friends all of a sudden, like they never had any romantic feelings for each other before. I hate Chao Planoy but the moment where Aoey breaks off the engagement in the book is a lot better and it makes more sense. But because they changed the fact Gen killed Aoey's stepfather, the final also had to be changed, making it (for me) an unsatisfactory ending. Aoey would go ahead with her engagement if she didn't discover the guy had cheated on her, even when she cheated on him before. And Gen would let this happen right before her eyes instead of telling her the truth because she was "happy" but had she ever asked her if she was truly happy? Honestly, it was frustating watching them go back and forth for 4 episodes, then going back to acting like besties and then just getting married all of a sudden like nothing mattered. It just did not make sense, I'm sorry. The edition was also sometimes random and lazy, the transitions were messy and the sound was all over the place. Not to mention the fact that Dr. Thot guy was a completely useless and unlikeable character, I just couldn't like him. I hated the storyline between him and the other guy too, who even disappears for 3 years to save 3 million because someone told him to? Aoey's mother, who treated Aoey like sh*t before and did not believe in her when she was almost raped, suddenly turned into a very likeable character, caring for her daughter like there was no tomorrow. I'm also forgetting a very key point: if this series do not get the recognition it deserves, they can certainly blame their company because who even had the idea to put this series in another streaming service and get the episodes out early which made a lot of people turn to piracy to see it? I can understand having acess to the final episode and paying for it but the whole 4 episodes? It completely ruined the views on Youtube because everyone had already seen it. It's just so frustating. I loved, loved, loved the first part of this series. It was heartwarming, really. But the final episodes just didn't do it for me. I really like the chemistry between Grace/Oaey and this wasn't their fault, they just deserved and needed a better script. I'm so sad because this was for sure one of my favorite GL's when it started but I just couldn't look at it the same in the end.

Yeah, I agree with you too! I don't know what happened but in this show, they did not look comfortable at all and their chemistry was a little bit off. I think they were better in the last episode but I did sense a shift in them compared to other shows.

I hope so! I admit, I thought it was going to take more time!

Okay. It finally ended. I always had mixed feelings about this series. At first, when it was announced, I was really excited and anxious for it to air. When it finally did, I sensed some kind of disconnection. Like something was missing but I really don't know what. Maybe it was the pacing. Maybe it was the script. I don't know. Still, I'm sad it ended and I'm sad I didn't like this as much as I wanted to. I can see they invested a lot in this series and I can also admit it has a good production quality but something in the end (for me, of course) fails, which is a shame. I hope to see Engfa and Charlotte in more projects in the future. We'll see what awaits us.

I gotta say... OH MY GOD! This episode had me screaming and kicking my feet. And also giggling. I didn't expect their first kiss to happen in episode 3 but let's go! I'm loving this series and the kiss was so good. My heart feels so warm. ❤️