Oh yeah we should see the threesome that Ray is going on about since last episode, since he seems to always bring…
Ray doesn't want a threesome he's just learned that that gets people away from Sand so he pulls it out every time he thinks Sand's getting too close to someone. I want someone to call his bluff already.
People liking Ray and hating Top is just too funny fr.
Won't lie that I'm turning around on Ray a bit - for the first time I actually see what people have been telling me I should be seeing for episodes, lol. I think it helped that Ray seemed mostly sober all episode? So he's generic shitty instead of the kind of dick he was last ep. And I can deal with generic shitty - I love me a good generically shitty character.
That said, I've been in Top's corner for ages now. And controversially I never was that mad about the Boston thing. I'm rooting for him and Mew tbh, but I still kinda want a Boeing threesome - either in flashback with Sand or in real time with Mew. Please.
Even though Mew still has feelings for Top and started his relationship with Ray for all the wrong reasons, I…
I don't mind if Boston falls in love. I always thought that might be in the cards. But what I will mind is if it suddenly turns him into someone monogamous. Does that happen for some people? Sure! But Boston has never once given an indication that he is about that monogamous lifestyle. And I don't think that being in love with Nick means that he can't be in an open relationship. Out of all of them he's the one I see feeling happier doing that. Now Nick might not be, but that just makes them incompatible.
When he was getting in between Sand and Nick? Mr. "oh yes threesomes are fine they're great I don't care if you slept together at all let me just push myself in between you two and wrap myself around Sand like a possessive octopus so no roomies with Ideas can lay their slimy hands on him"? That bit?
I really respected the writing for having them both admit they did shitty things to each other and that they are…
I was really surprised. I would have bet actual money that Mew and Ray would sleep together before they figured it out, but like I said my Mew is back and he's definitely more a talk things out kinda guy. I still want him and Sand to be friends and maybe make out.
I was softening a bit too till he tried having sex with Mew and then getting mad after being rejected. "I was…
Yeah I get that, that was wrong. I don't think that he was only talking about Mew in a lot of it but that part was very Nice Guy and I can't hang with that shit. I won't excuse it either, it was gross. No amount of being nice to someone means you get a ticket into their pants.
If you can't get past that, I get it. I'm still salty with him for the wore comments lol.
I am getting such a kick out of the fact that I suddenly like Ray now and more people seem to hate him, haha.
Like idk I was impressed with how honest he was this ep. Yeah he's fucked up but good for you for using your words for once and not being an angry shit at everyone.
Maybe it's just that I'm so happy the RayMew stupidity is finally over, haha. And that my Mew is back, a little less prone to being judgmental and maybe a little less naive, but still my old, communicative, boundary setting Mew. I missed him a bit.
Also really impressed by the acting of both Book and Khao in their last scene together. For once Ray wasn't looking at Mew like someone to be worshipped, and Mew was so easy and relaxed with Ray knowing that bit was all over. Good for them.
The only couple I would really love to see together is NickBoston, which might not happen due to their story development.…
Okay I can't believe I am going to do this but...I get Ray here.
Even I have to admit that it was clear all episode he was pretty much done with the whole Mew loving thing, but he was also fighting it pretty hard because how is it that the love of his life (or so he thought) suddenly isn't after just a few short months of knowing someone else (yes he ranted at Mew about this very thing but it also applies to him)? And I think a part of him was worried he'd lose Mew completely if he let him go because he pushed so damn hard for what he had, how could he just turn back and say no it's not right? He knows Mew doesn't want him but he pushed for this so he feels he has to keep pushing even if he no longer wants it either. And I'm very glad that both Mew and Sand called him out on his bullshit, even if it was gentle. And he might not feel particularly sorry lol but he does know it was wrong. He seemed sorrier with Sand which again, makes some sense because Sand is actually the basket his emotional eggs are invested in.
I think that it would have been harder had Mew actually cared about him, but the truth was he never did and never would. So in the end Mew let him off because it didn't actually cause him any harm. And Sand let him off because he was also actively and willfully participating, haha. It wasn't like Sand was gonna stop sleeping with him.
I like Top and Mew and I will not apologize for it. They really started doing it for me after episode 6 and now I want them to be endgame. I think Boeing will be a roadblock but I don't think that it'll be that big, personally.
And I root for Boston and Nick always. Have since the beginning, will always. I'm in too deep to stop now.
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That said, I've been in Top's corner for ages now. And controversially I never was that mad about the Boston thing. I'm rooting for him and Mew tbh, but I still kinda want a Boeing threesome - either in flashback with Sand or in real time with Mew. Please.
We'll see i guess.
I did laugh I admit. Ray you loser.
If you can't get past that, I get it. I'm still salty with him for the wore comments lol.
Like idk I was impressed with how honest he was this ep. Yeah he's fucked up but good for you for using your words for once and not being an angry shit at everyone.
Maybe it's just that I'm so happy the RayMew stupidity is finally over, haha. And that my Mew is back, a little less prone to being judgmental and maybe a little less naive, but still my old, communicative, boundary setting Mew. I missed him a bit.
Also really impressed by the acting of both Book and Khao in their last scene together. For once Ray wasn't looking at Mew like someone to be worshipped, and Mew was so easy and relaxed with Ray knowing that bit was all over. Good for them.
Even I have to admit that it was clear all episode he was pretty much done with the whole Mew loving thing, but he was also fighting it pretty hard because how is it that the love of his life (or so he thought) suddenly isn't after just a few short months of knowing someone else (yes he ranted at Mew about this very thing but it also applies to him)? And I think a part of him was worried he'd lose Mew completely if he let him go because he pushed so damn hard for what he had, how could he just turn back and say no it's not right? He knows Mew doesn't want him but he pushed for this so he feels he has to keep pushing even if he no longer wants it either. And I'm very glad that both Mew and Sand called him out on his bullshit, even if it was gentle. And he might not feel particularly sorry lol but he does know it was wrong. He seemed sorrier with Sand which again, makes some sense because Sand is actually the basket his emotional eggs are invested in.
I think that it would have been harder had Mew actually cared about him, but the truth was he never did and never would. So in the end Mew let him off because it didn't actually cause him any harm. And Sand let him off because he was also actively and willfully participating, haha. It wasn't like Sand was gonna stop sleeping with him.
I like Top and Mew and I will not apologize for it. They really started doing it for me after episode 6 and now I want them to be endgame. I think Boeing will be a roadblock but I don't think that it'll be that big, personally.
And I root for Boston and Nick always. Have since the beginning, will always. I'm in too deep to stop now.
I have never been so happy to be wrong ever.