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To be honest, I felt more butterflies during this scene than during the kiss itself. Not that the kiss was bad, but there was something so heartwarming about Mo Xiu Yao noticing such a small detail and quietly having it fixed for her. I actually got emotional watching it because how does someone pay that much attention to the little things unless they’re already deeply in love?

I also think it was a turning point for Ye Li. The fact that she was the one who initiated the kiss says a lot. For someone as guarded and hard to read as Ye Li, taking that step was huge. And one detail I can’t stop thinking about is her expression during the kiss — for a split second, she looked genuinely surprised when Mo Xiu Yao kissed her back, as if she hadn’t fully expected him to reciprocate.

Because if things don't go as they planned, they can still have a back up plan and use the edict as leverage against the current empress dowager. The edict is basically not just an evidence to clear the innocence of the Mo family, but it's also the main key that could bring the downfall of the current kingdom.

Thank you 🩵 I completely agree with your point about the balance of the story. The screenwriter has done an incredible job weaving all these elements together in a way that strengthens the overall narrative, which is a huge part of what makes the drama so compelling.

It's honestly refreshing because we don't get dramas with this kind of plot very often. What's even more impressive is that we're not even halfway through the story yet, and it has already delivered on so many fronts. Instead of losing momentum after a strong start, it feels like the drama is only beginning to unfold its true story. If this is the quality we're getting before the halfway mark, then I can't help but wonder what the second half has in store for us. It genuinely feels like we've only scratched the surface of what this drama is preparing to reveal.

Since you mentioned her martial arts skills, that's actually one of the details I can't stop thinking about. Ye Li almost seems oblivious to the fact that she's highly skilled in martial arts, yet there are moments when her reflexes and muscle memory take over before she can consciously process what's happening. The chess scene with Mo Xiu Yao was one of the biggest examples of this. Her reaction felt instinctive, as if her body remembered something that her mind could not.

That's why I've been wondering whether there's more going on than just PTSD. Part of me suspects she may also be suffering from some form of dissociative amnesia. What makes it particularly interesting is that her memory loss doesn't appear to be random—it seems tied specifically to traumatic experiences. Whenever the events involve something deeply distressing, her recollections become fragmented, distorted, or entirely absent.

The snake incident is one of the strongest examples. She genuinely seems convinced that Master Zhu killed the snakes, even though the clues suggest otherwise. The way she immediately attributes the act to him makes me think she isn't deliberately lying; she may truly be unable to reconcile what happened with her own memories. If she was the one who killed them, then that would mean her mind has completely separated her from the memory of performing the act itself.

I agree with your point about the monkeys as well. I can't remember the exact episode either, but I'm fairly certain Prince Li mentioned that there weren't any monkeys on Li Shan Mountain. That line felt far too deliberate to be meaningless. Combined with the bite marks on Ye Li's arm—which honestly look much more like human bite marks than animal ones—it raises even more questions about what really happened there.

And yes, I think that student is almost certainly dead too. The fact that Ye Li has kept that box of unsent letters all this time feels incredibly telling. It doesn't come across as someone waiting for a reunion; it feels more like someone holding on to the last remaining connection they have to a person they've already lost. If anything, they make Li Shan Mountain feel even more tragic and unsettling the more these type of little details are revealed about it.

The most fascinating part is that nearly every clue we have about Li Shan comes from Ye Li herself, yet she is also the least reliable narrator when it comes to that period of her life. The drama keeps feeding us information through her perspective while simultaneously giving us reasons to question whether her memories are complete.

No sugar doesn't cause paranoia at all. You can call sugar or any food with sugar as a comfort food. Even in real life, whenever people are feeling stressed out or tired they often consciously or subconsciously crave sugar or sugary foods, one of the reasons is that sugar can give you energy metabolically and also helps relieve stress. Actually even depressed people tend to eat lots of sugar because it helps the brain self-soothe depressive thoughts. In short, sugar is like the brains main fuel specifically in form of glucose.

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Officially caught up with the latest episodes. The First Jasmine was one of my most anticipated c-dramas of the year, so I went into it with fairly high expectations—not only because i'm a fan of Bai Lu, but also because Bai Lu and Cheng Lei have always been one of those pairing combinations I wished to see on screen.

I have to say, this drama has completely caught me by surprise. We are barely halfway through the story, yet I can already say with confidence that it has exceeded my expectations.

There are so many things about this drama that I have come to love. One of the first is its simplicity. From the makeup, styling, and costumes to the cinematography itself, everything feels raw, natural, and understated. Rather than relying on extravagance, the drama embraces subtlety, which is exactly what makes it so beautifully captivating.

Another aspect I deeply appreciate is the incredible attention to detail. What initially appears to be a small piece of information in one scene often turns out to be a clue or a foreshadowing for events later on. Even the song choices feel intentional and carefully placed. I cannot stress enough how much I enjoy the seamless scene transitions and the use of background music during key moments. Every creative decision seems purposeful, elevating the emotional impact of each scene. You can genuinely feel the care that went into crafting this drama.

The storyline is undoubtedly the drama's greatest strength, alongside its characters. The screenwriter and director have truly worked their magic here. The writing consistently keeps viewers engaged because nearly every episode feels eventful. There is an underlying sense of mystery woven into the narrative that lingers long after an episode ends, leaving viewers analyzing every new piece of information, every unusual action, and every carefully chosen line of dialogue.

What I find particularly fascinating is how the drama constantly challenges viewers' assumptions about its characters. The production team did not want their characters to remain two-dimensional, and they have certainly succeeded. Instead of giving us a straightforward crippled male lead or a stereotypical revenge-driven female lead, they present complex, layered individuals with motivations that are not immediately obvious.

Ye Li, in particular, stands out as one of the drama's strongest characters. We are rarely allowed full access to her thoughts, which makes her incredibly intriguing. We never truly know what she is planning, what her next move will be, or why she makes certain decisions until the story decides it is time to reveal another crucial piece of the puzzle. Every revelation only adds another layer to her character.

The chemistry between Bai Lu and Cheng Lei is undeniable, and I am completely invested in the slow-burn romance. Ye Li and Mo Xiu Yao's relationship feels like the healing kind of love story. Whether they realize it or not, they are gradually becoming each other's refuge, helping mend the broken parts of one another. Watching that journey unfold has been one of the highlights of the drama for me, and I am even more excited to see how their relationship develops in the second half.

As much as I adore the romance, the greatest mystery of the show remains Li Shan Mountain.

Unlike Mo Xiu Yao's past, which has been explored and explained, we have yet to receive a clear account of what truly happened at Li Shan Mountain. Every piece of information we know about it has come from Ye Li herself, yet whenever she speaks about it, there is an unsettling quality to her words. Something about those stories feels incomplete, as though a much darker truth is still being hidden beneath the surface.

I am incredibly eager to uncover the secrets surrounding Li Shan Mountain. As someone who loves angst, I have a strong feeling that once the truth is finally revealed, the emotional impact is going to be devastating—in the best possible way. And honestly, I cannot wait.

omg this is exciting! thank you 😊

is it confirmed?

The people Ye Li tends to talk about as if they were still alive are actually the dead ones. You will notice in the way she talks in a peculiar manner and the background music. As of who had exactly killed them, there is more than one villain it seems. In my opinion, Ye Li does know they are gone, it's just she is masking her trauma, pain, and fears by pretending they were still alive. I don't see her as someone mentally ill but rather she resorts to coping mechanisms to keep herself steady and going for them.

our ship sank before it even sailed 🥲 I haven't watched but I guess I will now...but I am still low-key hanging on the tread because of the trailer where they talk again

I think so too 😭

I haven't watched the latest episode yet because this episode seems so stressful and my current fave ship Jiseung and Siwon seems to be drifting apart.

It simply could be that they aren't used to this type of historical dramas or more of personal preferences. Not everyone will find a drama enjoyable but that doesn't make the drama any less enjoyable.

I think I am almost there

The semi-dark side of catching up is coming up with countless theories, dissecting every detail from previous episodes, and slowly losing our minds over the countdown timer because it's somehow moving both too slowly and too fast at the same time. It actually sounds like a fun way to survive the waiting game, but we'll see if I can resist the urge to hit "Next Episode" before I officially become part of it 🤭

I’ve been feeling really indecisive lately. I only have four episodes left before i’m officially caught up and forced into the dreaded waiting game. Part of me wants to slow down so I can keep binge-watching a little longer, but at the same time, The First Jasmine is so addictive that I just want to keep going all the way through.

omg thank you so much

Love has fireworks its a modern drama starring Tianjinci and Wang Churan. Apart from airing on iQIYI it will also be airing on WeTV, it'll broadcast on dual platform so competition can be tough next week

you're so on point! but totally yes 🤭 everyone will go crazy when that moment happens....me too! let's cross our fingers and hope we get it by episode 10 atleast ✨