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Episode 2 is insanely good and so addictive. Looks like we’re diving into a wild love triangle between Water Fire and Wind. I can’t believe Ongsa is only 20 so young yet insanely talented.Khun getting jealous and slashing water to his friend had me dying laughing. And who knew watching Khun changing Siwat’s clothes when he was sick could be this hot and eroticI’m burning with anticipation for the next episode
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The Journey to Killing You Episode 4
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Odajima’s childhood shatters my heart into pieces. No child should ever carry that kind of pain. To grow up under the same roof as an abusive father and a mother who turned her face away is unbearable. His mother gave him life, yet could not protect it. Instead of laughter and warmth, his home became a battlefield where love died too soon. When he killed his father, it wasn’t out of hate, it was survival. And then, the woman who should have saved him asked to die by his hands too. That moment broke something inside him forever. How could a boy like that grow up and know what love feels like? At the hospital, when Odajima trembled under the weight of his memories, Kataoka’s hand reaching out to hold his was more than comfort, it was salvation.Now the title makes sense, A Journey to Kill You. Odajima was sent to end Kataoka’s life, yet along the way, Kataoka became the only person who taught him how to live. Kataoka’s warmth, his teasing affection, his careless talk of marriage, it all filled the void Odajima’s parents left behind. His mission tells him to kill Kataoka, but his heart rebels, screaming no. The man who was never loved has finally found someone who does. And that is the cruelest kind of pain, to be torn between duty and love.Then came the hospital scene. The nurse asked, “Mr. Kataoka, do you have permission to leave the hospital?” and Kataoka, barely alive, smiled and said, “If I stay here, my wife will get jealous.” I swear, this man could be on life support and still flirt like it’s his full-time job.But wait, the chaos doesn’t stop there. When the news broke that Kirii’s father, the gang leader, had died, Kataoka showed up, put on lipstick, and kissed the dead man. I just sat there like, excuse me, what? And judging by the faces of the hundred bodyguards in the room, they were all thinking the same thing. Japanese BL really said, “You thought you understood us? Think again.” And honestly, I think I’m falling in love with how wonderfully weird this series is.
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Finally, after eight episodes, we got their first kiss. Win climbing the ladder into Nut’s room felt familiar, but this time it was different because Nut already had feelings for him. That made the kiss feel sweet and genuine.My only issue is that the build-up felt a little rushed. For most of the series it seemed like small hints, then suddenly Nut liked Win, even though he was spending time with Lin. It almost felt like an episode was missing. More one-on-one moments to grow their chemistry would have made the kiss even more satisfying.Still, episode eight was easily the best so far. I’m glad they didn’t wait until the last few minutes of the finale to give us this moment.
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That underwater scene felt like a painting of sorrow, every movement heavy with grief.Khem returning to the past was haunting and beautiful, a window into the truth long buried.We saw Ramphueng, broken and frail after giving birth, cradling hope in her arms only to watch her son die before her eyes.Instead of justice, she was betrayed, her innocence shattered.Her husband, who should have stood beside her, cast her into the flames of cruelty.He chose not belief, but punishment, condemning her to death beneath the lash, each strike stripping away her humanity.A young woman of twenty-one, turned into a spirit of vengeance, her love for her child twisted into eternal anguish.How can we hate her when her pain is so raw, her suffering so merciless?Her story bleeds tragedy, and my heart breaks with hers.And then, Peem.The most beautiful soul, selfless and gentle, his face a portrait of perfection yet his life a canvas of loneliness.Always giving, always protecting, always forgetting himself for the sake of others.Even when poison coursed through his body and blood stained his eyes, his thoughts were not for his pain.He begged his disciples to abandon him, to save Khem instead.If that is not love, then love has no meaning.But love has never stayed with him.His mother, whom he longed to see, remained out of reach because he was bound to the path of a shaman.Grandma Si, the only one who truly loved him as her own, died before his eyes.Thong and Ake, the spirits who shared his days and kept the silence at bay, faded into nothingness.And finally, Khem, the one who carried his heart, walked away.Peem’s words as he held Khem’s hand broke me into pieces:“I have no one left, Khem. Please stay with me. Please do not leave me.”Yet even as those words fell trembling from his lips, Khem still chose to go.His mind poisoned by guilt, convinced that all the deaths were his burden, he thought leaving was the only way.But I pray the day will come when regret brings him back to the one who loved him most.For now, Peem is left in silence, an empty soul with no one to hold.If the world will not have him, then let me take his sorrow, for I would never let him be alone.What an episode, what a masterpiece of heartbreak.Ramphueng’s tragic past, Grandma Si’s death, the sacrifice of Thong and Ake, and Peem left abandoned in the ruins of love.Rarely does every episode carry such depth, such relentless emotion, never once letting us breathe.We are blessed, even in tears, to witness such beauty.Three Thai BL masterpieces shine at once: Khemjira, Love in the Moonlight, and The Wicked Game.I wait for the next episode with both dread and longing, knowing it will shatter me again.
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Wow… episode 15 broke me.In the beginning, when Hua Yong stood beside Sheng Shao You, their bond was built on lies and fragile illusions. Sheng Shao You trusted every word, blind to the shadows beneath them. But when Hua Yong finally revealed the truth that he was an Enigma, that all he had ever wanted was to share a child together, Sheng Shao You could not believe him.And yet, in episode 15, the impossible became undeniable. Sheng Shao You’s pregnancy shattered his world in an instant. Shock, fear, and disbelief tangled inside him, while Hua Yong could only watch in silence, guilt carved into his face, but also a quiet, aching satisfaction. For this was the moment he had waited for since he was sixteen. Long before their future was real, he had already chosen the name of their child, Hua Sheng, tenderly called Peanut. Their entire tomorrow had lived inside him for years, waiting for this fragile bloom of life.The hospital scenes left me undone, the way they cared for each other, the way every look carried unspoken promises. I cannot wait to meet their Peanut in the next episode, yet the sweetness already carries a trace of sorrow, knowing how little time remains.And then, our second couple… Shen WenLang, so careless with his words, never realizing how deep they cut. When Gao Tu asked what he would do if an Omega carried his child, WenLang’s answer fell like a blade: he would never want it, he never liked children. For Gao Tu, already carrying that fragile truth inside him, it was like living between two worlds. One filled with joy and hope, the other with fear and loneliness. So he left. Not because he was weak, but because he had to protect himself and the tiny heartbeat within him.Episode 15 showed us the silence left behind. Shen WenLang reaching out again and again, haunted by memories, crushed by absence. Sometimes you don’t know the weight of love until it slips away. Now that Gao Tu is gone, WenLang is drowning in regret, finally realizing the truth his heart had been hiding. I can only pray their paths cross again before it is too late.But my heart aches because we only have one episode left. Just one. How can it already be ending next Saturday? It feels like yesterday I pressed play on episode one back in July. After Revenged Love, after Kill to Love, now even ABO is drawing its final curtain. No more Chinese BLs to hold us.All three this year were masterpieces. And yet, the ache remains, a longing for what could have been, for the stories still waiting to be told. One day, perhaps, when the ban is lifted, we will see China return to BL in full light. For when it comes to plot, to acting, to cinematic beauty and breathtaking fight scenes, no one tells a story like China does.So here I am, counting the days until the finale, already mourning what has not yet ended. These characters, these stories, will stay with me long after the screen fades to black. Saying goodbye feels impossible, yet it is all we can do.
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Amid the storm of family strife, Saenkaew’s heart trembles. Anxiety coils around him like a shadow he cannot shake, and only Sasin’s steady presence offers solace. He promises to be Saenkaew’s confidant, a steadfast anchor in the swirling sea of doubt and despair, holding him close against the tide of fear.Far from their fragile sanctuary, the palace hums with whispers. Kamsu, the father’s watchful aide, has arrived in Thailand, eyes sharp and ever-observant. Each step Saenkaew takes is traced, each movement weighed, stirring memories that he would rather forget, memories that ache with unhealed pain.Voices clash and quarrels ignite, and from the thin walls, secrets leak and echo. Pinanong’s parents, ever vigilant, catch fragments of discord and suspect a dark secret hidden within Saenkaew’s family. Their minds race with greed and ambition, scheming to seize a fortune not their own, blind to the hearts they threaten and the lives they may shatter.In this tangled web of trust, betrayal, and longing, every glance conceals a story, every word carries weight. Saenkaew must navigate the storm, clinging to the fragile thread of Sasin’s unwavering promise, hoping it is enough to survive the darkness that creeps ever closer.
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Wow, I absolutely loved episode 9.Win went back in time, carrying the weight of knowing that this time he must protect Nut. With gentle hands and a devoted heart, he cooked healthy meals, guided him to exercise, and in doing so, saved his life after he fainted. When Nut thanked him and their lips met in a tender kiss, it was so sweet, so fleeting, so achingly romantic.Ek’s story shone in contrast. When he revealed his truth, his parents already knew, their smiles warm and their hearts wide open. They embraced his love for Chai without hesitation. To them, love was love, no matter the form it took.Yet Nut’s father was a storm without shelter. He never cherished his son, never nurtured his soul. Win’s passion for music was crushed when his guitar was broken. Nut, still healing from surgery, was forced to leave the country, forced to abandon the boy who loved him most. His father’s words cut deeper than any wound, telling him not to waste time on Win, as if love itself were worthless.The contrast was unbearable. Ek’s parents filled the air with acceptance, while Nut’s stripped it away with cruelty.Win returned to rearrange fate. He saved Nut’s life, yet his words left me shattered: “Even if Nut does not die in the end, I will not get to be with him.” How cruel that saving someone’s breath may cost you your own happiness. Through this unbearable sorrow, at least Biu stood beside him, a friend steady enough to hold him when the world collapsed.One episode remains, and it feels like only yesterday I pressed play on the very first. This BL has been a journey of beauty, pain, and love. I wait with trembling hope for the finale, fingers crossed for an ending that does not break what little is left of my heart.
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What made the Omegaverse so different was the freedom. Gender did not matter, love was simply love. You could marry, you could have children, and families welcomed it without hesitation. Even Sheng Shao You’s father, at the very first meeting, had been impressed with Hua Yong and gave his approval. That blessing alone felt like a miracle. In so many other BL stories, coming out meant rejection, heartbreak, and distance. But here, for once, happiness seemed within reach.Hua Yong had been dreaming of that happiness since he was sixteen. He had already chosen the name for their child, Hua Sheng, with the tender nickname Peanut. Every detail of their future lived in his heart long before it could ever become real.One quiet afternoon while driving, Sheng Shao You casually told his brother, “I’m bringing your future in-law.” Just three words, yet those words shattered Hua Yong’s world open. His hands shook, he hit the brakes too hard, and for a moment he could not breathe. After more than fifteen years of silent love and patient waiting, Sheng Shao You finally accepted him. After so many years of carrying the weight of unspoken feelings, marriage no longer felt like a dream. It was close, tangible, real. Just three words gave his life meaning.But love, no matter how deep, could not shield them from tragedy. Sheng Shao You had always carried his brother Shao Qing, pulling him from one disaster after another. Even when Shao Qing drowned himself in a massive gambling debt, thirty-seven million yuan, Sheng Shao You paid it for him. Shao Qing swore on his own life, swore on their mother’s life, that he would change. But he never did. Instead, he betrayed them in the cruelest way. He poisoned his own brother, and when that was not enough, he raised a knife to kill him.Hua Yong did not hesitate. He stepped into the strike, took the blade with his own body to protect the man he loved. If that is not love, then what could ever be called love.It was not the first betrayal. Shao Qing had once kidnapped Sheng Shao You, and even then, Hua Yong had spared him. For the sake of family, for the sake of the man he adored, he showed mercy. But this time was different. This time, Shao Qing’s hands carried the intent to murder his own blood.Now Hua Yong stands at a breaking point. The mercy he once gave feels like a mistake. To protect Sheng Shao You, there may only be two paths left: kill Shao Qing, or destroy him so completely that he will never again have the strength to bring harm.Either choice is soaked in tragedy. Because in the end, love was supposed to be about building a life together, dreams of breakfasts, a child named Peanut, and the simple joy of three words. Instead, Hua Yong’s love has become a shield of blood and sacrifice, standing against the very family that should have protected them.
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If I had the chance for my 44-year-old self to go back in time and meet my 17-year-old self, there are so many things I would change. What a great plot that could be.But in this series, the main lead Win isn’t doing any of that. History is simply repeating itself. He briefly admitted he liked Nut, but then brushed it aside as if it meant nothing. For twenty years he regretted not confessing, and when fate gave him the chance to go back in time, he still didn’t take it. So what’s the point?I really enjoyed the first few episodes, but now we’re at episode 8 and nothing meaningful has happened. It’s getting hard to defend this show, and honestly, my rating might drop by one or two points if things don’t change.On the bright side, that fight scene was heartbreaking. Watching Chai shield Ek, choosing to take the blows himself rather than let Ek be harmed, was pure agony. The pain in his eyes said it all, he would rather suffer a thousand wounds than see Ek hurt even once.
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10 Things I Want to Do before I Turn 40 Episode 12
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My favourite moment was when Tojo started deleting each item on his list, and with every deletion, memories of Keiji came flooding back. He missed him so deeply that he realised he couldn’t live without him. Finally, he found the courage to confess his feelings, crossing off the very last item on his list to not be alone before turning 40. That moment gave the title of the series its full meaning, and it was so beautiful to see love win in the end.
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I'm the Most Beautiful Count Episode 8
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That NC scene in the bush was both hilarious and intense, with Woradet getting bitten by ants and Kosol struggling with the rocks. Rough, dirty, and erotic, right there on the ground in the middle of the night.And then, during the sword practice, Kosol warns, “You must guard your sword.”Woradet, with a mischievous smile, replies, “Then you must guard your cheeks,” before planting kisses on him.They stand on the edge of war, yet here they are, flirting as though the battlefield is only a game. How can I possibly take this series seriously when love and playfulness cut through the shadow of conflict so beautifully?
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Two lovers, bound not only by passion but also by the same hatred toward their half-brothers, each choosing a different way to fight. One fights with words sharp as blades, the other with hands heavy with brutality. The most heartbreaking part of this episode was Sheng Shao You’s memory. Once upon a time, he helped his younger brother out of gambling debt. Different mothers, yes, but still the same blood, still brothers. Yet greed turned that bond into something cruel, so cruel that his own brother would now hire a hitman to kill him. How frightening it is, the way greed can hollow out love, twist loyalty, and turn family into enemies.And then there is Hua Yong. His half-brother tore apart a photograph of his lover, shredding the image as if to erase a piece of his soul. Hua Yong did not forgive. He took his brother’s hand and destroyed it, as though to say, if you dare to break what I love, I will break you in return.I had been waiting for these words since I saw them in the trailer.Sheng Shao You said, Your job is fake, your identity is fake, even your sister is fake. What about you is real?And Hua Yong smiled, replying, Loving you is the truth. I have loved you for fifteen years, since I was a child.Sheng Shao You whispered, I do not like Alpha.And Hua Yong answered, I am not Alpha. I am Enigma.Hua Yong’s love is an obsession, wrong, manipulative, possessive, deceitful. Yet all of it was born from love, twisted as it may be. Sheng Shao You’s hatred is slowly unraveling, thread by thread, turning back into love. Honesty is the door that opens between them, and beyond it they finally see each other clearly. Sheng Shao You even names his company HS Group, binding their initials into one. If this is not love, then what is.And still, in the shadows of their story, there is Gao Tu. Carrying the weight of his pregnancy alone. His heart pulls him toward truth, he wants to tell Shen Wen Lang that he is the father, so they might face this journey together. Yet the fear is heavier than hope, because Shen Wen Lang has said before he does not want children, even vowing he would cast the child away if it ever came. The doctor’s words echo painfully: pregnancy cannot be endured by one person alone.Since the very first episode, Gao Tu has been hurting. He has borne every ache, every secret, every tear by himself. And as I watch, my heart breaks for him, because sorrow has wrapped itself around his life like a shroud.This story is not just about love, it is about how love can wound, how love can heal, and how even in the deepest pain, the heart still longs to be understood.
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How could In’s heart not ache? He carried the unbearable weight of knowing he was the reason Thap had been shot, the reason the person he loved most now lay in a hospital bed. Guilt consumed him with every step he took toward the ward, each breath heavy with shame.Outside the room, he caught sight of Thap’s mother, sister, brother and to his surprise, Wan, Thap’s ex. The air grew heavier when Thap’s mother whispered a few casual but cruel words: “I think you and Wan should get back together.”Just one sentence, and In’s heart shattered. He was already drowning in guilt for nearly costing Thap his life. Now, he saw himself as nothing but a shadow. Wan had saved Thap with his blood, Wan stood proudly beside Thap’s family, Wan appeared in photos online holding Thap’s hand while donating. To In, they looked like a perfect family, a life where he didn’t belong. Without a word, he turned and walked away, his silence louder than any cry.But what In never saw was the truth that waited inside that room. Thap had long closed the door to his past. He had told Wan clearly that there was no going back. His heart belonged to In alone. Day after day, he waited, fragile but unwavering, for In to appear. Every time the door opened, hope lit his eyes only to crumble into disappointment when it was never him.Finally, even Thap’s patience broke. No longer willing to lie in bed, he used his authority as a doctor to sign his own discharge papers and left, desperate to find the one person his heart refused to stop aching for.And when he finally found In, drunk and broken, the confession that spilled out was clumsy yet beautiful, the purest truth of his love. It was messy, it was raw, but it was theirs. And in that moment, both hearts, wounded and waiting, finally found their way back together.
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Episode 7 was a storm of heartbreak, truth, and sacrifice. Three moments stood out: Naran’s coming out, Victor’s tragic death, and the loss of the loyal Veera.At the dining table, Naran finally gathered the courage to tell Dao the truth: the person he loved was not her, but a man. His words cut through the air like silence itself. Dao stood frozen, her world shattering in an instant. When he called her name, she turned, lifted her heel, and struck his face, not with her hand, but with something harsher, as if to say his truth was too vile to touch. In the 1960s, when same-sex love was invisible and forbidden, her slap was not only a wound of betrayal but a reflection of a society unable to accept love in its purest form.Meanwhile, on the streets, blood painted the cry for freedom. As someone from Melbourne, I think of protests I have witnessed where, at worst, police use pepper spray to scatter a crowd. Yet here, in Thailand’s past, guns were raised against innocent students, their voices silenced with bullets. Among them, Victor fell. He was not just a man at a protest, he was a dreamer, on the cusp of a new life in America. His death was senseless, his future stolen. Tanwa’s silence to protect Trin now becomes Trin’s torment, for he will forever wonder: if he had known, could Victor have been saved? Little did he know, Victor had already been warned. My heart breaks for them both, bound by grief and guilt.And then Veera. The most loyal, the most silent, the most unseen. He loved Dhevi in silence, hiding his feelings within the pages of a notebook. Those very words, his only confession, betrayed him, exposing him to blackmail and sealing his fate. He died not as a villain, not as a coward, but as a man willing to sacrifice himself for the Colonel and the woman he could never have. His death was not only tragic, it was cruelly unjust.Episode 7 exposes a bitter truth: love can be punished, loyalty can be betrayed, and innocence can be crushed beneath corruption. Police who were meant to protect became executioners, and love that should have been celebrated became a curse. This episode is not just a story, it is a wound, one that lingers long after the screen fades to black.
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Shen WenLang does not realize how sharp his words can be. When GaoTu asked him what he would do if an Omega carried his child, his answer came quick and cruel: he would not want it, he never liked children. For GaoTu, who already carries this truth inside him, it was like standing in two worlds at once. One filled with joy and anticipation, the other with fear and doubt. He chooses to leave the company, not out of weakness, but to protect himself and the life growing within him, while searching for the right moment to speak the truth.HuaYong and Sheng ShaoYou, in their intimacy, gave us a glimpse of healing. Sheng ShaoYou knew it was HuaYong, yet still he whispered that he liked him, and leaned forward to kiss him back. In that moment, the weight of betrayal seemed to soften, the walls of hurt began to crumble. HuaYong, remorseful and persistent, continues to apologize, and though Sheng ShaoYou’s smile is faint, it carries forgiveness blooming slowly like spring after a long winter.Two couples, both scarred, both stumbling, yet neither letting go. Soon, a child will arrive, not as a burden, but as a miracle. In tiny hands and innocent breaths, they may find healing, they may find the strength to begin again.This is not tragedy. This is rebirth. Love has been bent, bruised, and broken, yet it blooms still, reaching toward tomorrow like flowers pushing through stone.
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