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A devastating story about love without love as the end goal. A story about two deeply broken children raised by adversity. A story about a glorious dragon whose flame burns only himself. A story about a king whose crown buries his love. A story of a damsel of a man who is still necessary despite his faults. And finally, a story about the queen of broken hearts.
Dahuang is a place unkind to lovers.
9/10
I had major problems with the last few episodes but overall it was a gut wrenching show. I literally cried tears of blood.
For a deeply emotional analysis and my in-depth study/tribute for each character, you can check out my MDL review here:
https://kisskh.at/profile/Jeana/reviews/377181
Why does Cang Xuan foolishly hold on to a woman who obviously sees him as a brother despite having a trillion wives?
Why does Xiao Yao foolishly hold on to Tushan Jing despite him not being an equal partner but because she sees innocence in him that she lost a long time ago?
Why does Tushan Jing foolishly continue to be weak and a doormat when he should have been decisive?
And finally, in the same vein, the question that's keeping people up at night: Why does Xiang Liu foolishly hold on to an army that is doomed?
The answer is the same. These characters are a product of their past and shaped by their complex experiences. If they behaved ideally and logically, they wouldn't be flawed and there would be no problems or a story left to tell.
XL has been fighting for this cause his entire life. He was a tortured little demon plucked from pain and given a purpose. He has lived and breathed that identity for years. That is all he knows. The people who follow him have braved adversity, loss and anguish for the sake of a pipe dream that is glory. Without that, they have nothing.
Sure, should they all give it up and join hands and sing Kumbayah happily ever after? Ideally, yes. Can these damaged soldiers really do that? No. War is all they know, the motivation for living. Taking it away is not an option. And XL, their general? For him this sense of duty is magnified.
Is it a lost cause? Yes. Is he lost because of it? Also yes. He never claimed or tried to be perfect. He is a flawed, broken and tragic character. He knows his obsessions and his weaknesses and that is precisely why he never really puts the option to be with Xiao Yao on the table. He never dangles the possibility in front of her. Instead, he is cruel to her and makes her think they can never be a thing - which is ultimately, the kindest, selfless and the most sacrificial thing to do. So, what is there to debate about?
SMH. #9HeadedDragonsHaveRightToo
I think her compassion made Gege forget that she is a grown, mature, jaded woman who has never relied on anyone but herself. If damsel Jing with a side of soggy noodles was her happiness, then that was that. Gege, making that decision for her was selfish, toxic and ignorant of how much he was actually hurting her.
I love me some Cang Xuan Gege but when she called him out on it, I was real real quiet. Not a peep out of my mouth. I was like sir, you are on your own here.
I will be over there air cruising on Chubby with my man Xiang Liu depressed chilling with our premium Dahuang vodka seeing this all go down. Yikes. Not a good day to be Cang Xuan Gege.
Still, excellent performances by both of them. Incest fantasy has never looked more real, raw and intense. 💀🤡
Jing: Hold my dignity.
*Continues to be thrown around in the air like a frisbee, vomits out a big load of Heinz ketchup, flails in the air and drops like a block of lead deep in the ocean.*
Well then, okay, I got my answer I guess.
Meanwhile XL on his eagle air cruising knowing he’ll be called in to work extra hours to save this mess somehow soon enough. My man better get a performance bonus and a raise at this point.
*Sigh*
Currently feeling hurt for Xiao Yao, Side eying Cang Xuan Gege but also loving the performance 💯