I am skipping all comments on the novel . Not reading them because itās not relevant. I only know the drama and what I see there and I am thoroughly enjoying it !
Once a show picks up - especially like this one where the story is engaging and it is fast paced - you canāt bear to wait for those episodes to drop slowly !
The FL can say she does not want to kill, that this not her battle and remain nonchalant and rely onSJ to protect her at every single turn but the point is that those people from the 8 palaces are ruthless and they will use her weaknesses and the fact that he loves her to get to him. She may be a modern girl and all but she is not doing anyone, including the man she is with, any favors by being this way. His life is in the biggest danger and her being weak and helpless does not help at all