Wait, it says "episode 20 of 30 airing on May 15, 2025 6:00 PM" but I can only find 8 episodes, am I stupid or…
Only the first 8 are on Youku (that is because it was cancelled in China and never finished airing). But then Wowow in Japan bought it, so all the episodes are now airing on Wowow. See the spoiler reply of mine for link to a fan sub of where I am watching it.
Remember eps 1 thru 8 were released a couple years ago in China. Then it got cancelled. So if you notice an 'uncut' (China original release) versus 'cut' (Japanese release), then it will be for eps 1 thru 8 only. Starting ep 9, all anyone gets is all the Japanese release. Hope this helps.
Can somebody tell me what is going on in that red room with pei su at ep 13.... What is he tryna do with all that…
I think Pei Su thinks he is an Apath because of his father's psychological abuse. Pei Su doesn't want to be an Apath (He doesn't want to be like his father), so this treatment makes one sick at sight of blood. So much so that he could never hurt anyone or he'd get immediately sick at the sight of blood. It is so EFFED up. Poor Pei Su is damaged from his father's treatment. But I could be wrong (I never read book)...maybe he is an Apath....? What you think?
(history background: shock treatment like this is what they use to use on sexual predators to stop going after children, for example. It is a legit treatment done in the world....ethical or not is up to you.).
The tombstone scene....πππTTJ already carved one stone, he also had to carve the other one, and his own…
TTJ carving his OWN stone because he thought there would be noone around who loved him enough to do it for him ππππππππππ
(history background: shock treatment like this is what they use to use on sexual predators to stop going after children, for example. It is a legit treatment done in the world....ethical or not is up to you.).